Z

 

The other day I watched Biden and Zalinski speak 'to the people'. I watched the whole day, I heard everything said and I saw their glee as I watched their pockets grow larger as they enriched themselves with your future. They are going to leave you with nothing if you don't do something. 

Into my head I go...into the matrix, it makes my skin itch, nettle all over; millions of ants biting me all at the same time...it takes a bit for it to wear off... 10% to the big guy, some joke about centcom, the fbi and cia managing communist comms, when do people find out we are the communists? Nothing you see through a screen is real. I wish I could Vulcan mind meld everyone I come in contact so they understand not just the severity of the trouble we are in but the magnitude and the quickness with which it is coming down the line. No one is safe and no one will be free. 

We aren't a democracy, none of it is real. Anti democratic steps. #fdr #jfk #alphabet #dontquestiontheelection

For fucks sake how many billions of dollars were just signed away. How long can they do this? Indefinitely? Your central bank with it's digital currency that they control? Yeah...fucking morons. What are we going to do about it when they have all the hard power? Do they?

Ol' Joe-"To keep their democracy alive it takes money"=how to over throw a government is easy, just buy someone 'a cold drink'...lol. fucking pay them off...or bribe them...this is really how it is done...who's bribing whom and who has been payed off. Holy shitballs kids, when you grasp it is almost everyone of them that are utterly and uber corrupt. Is your Mayor, Governor, Sheriff, how long till equity, diversion diversity, inclusion come from them...your city council? 

I wonder sometimes how many people really know what is happening and how this system works and how many insane balls things are really happening at the same time.

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"MRaps, missles...came together very quickly" 

Back drop of real hardship

Biden looks old

Look at the actor in the eye. 

"Thank you very much for this crime I mean money."- the Z man, word for word. 

Biden is literally reading his answer to the pretend question he just got. 

We are in a shit load of trouble

Its grotesque how the journalists grovel. 

Biden says we will punish Russia until Ukraine wins the way they want?

Later in the evening I'm sitting here with cookbooks before me as I make plans waiting for the Z man to speak before congress. 

Aid=patriot missiles 

People are getting killed for no reason. I really wish I could do that Vulcan mind meld. Ukraine is just a proving ground. Our foreign policy writers are fucktards that should be no where near diplomacy. 

We are in for some really big trouble

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Why don't people push back and say the real stuff out loud. "What are we going to do about it?"

How? There is no leader. We have alpha males everywhere, they need a controller. This is the hard part. How do you trust? Who do you trust?

What do we do about the mining for your rechargeable batteries that make this world of tech we live in? What do we do about corporations and Countries that treat their citizens like less then slaves? Prey tel? 

What do you do when coups are happening all over the world?

Your countries leader was installed...all of them. Meanwhile they are all also fighting for control making alliances here and there, ones in the open and ones in secret. Which one of our Generals contacted his peer in China and told him in so many words that not to worry, Trump wouldn't hurt them? After he gave a 'reminder to the troops of their sworn oath'? Fuck you all. What do we do about that? 

It's a world wide problem and no one is coming to save you. 

Z-man is an actor playing a part in a war of projection. I'm not telling you something you don't know. 

Altered State

Walk with me down this path into a past you do not recall. 

The ground is jagged with stones scattered, 

you can walk about them though through soft sand on your feet 

if you are diligent. 

The air is crisp and clear, 

you can see the breath of your last thought as you exhale. 

In that thought you can now see is all the paths before thee. 

The crow flies above, their cawing a warning. 

In your minds eye you can hear the drums of thoughtful nights, 

a steady beat

budaupathumpa

budaupathumpa

budaupathumpa

 one foot in front of the other. 

How many paths before you did you see? 

Which one is for thee for only one can you be. 

Take care of the rocks below the foot 

as you gander into your breath to mark clear. 

Your hands are cold, 

you can feel the energy emanating from your palms, 

 your fingers start to tingle. 

You start to feel it spread through your body, 

your limbs become heavy 

as the glow takes hold. 

Your step is graceful, your feet now mind for you. 

There is no more jagged rock below, 

the sand is moist, 

a shell for feet to mind for a time. 

The wind is starting to blow, 

your breath no longer for thee to see. 

The Golden glow fills you, 

it shows you as far as you desire so to heed. 

It's the Gift of the Spirt that leads the way. 

With the knowledge that was past, 

thoughts and fears of those around us now.

 The vision of a clear future to wash the fear.

 Waves are crashing

Now they could see the path clear across the sea. 

Belief in thee for only that which they could see. 

Visions foretold were for the dreams, 

not the day where all could gaze. 

Walk in reality now, for a moment, the here and now and look around...everything is as normal as the eye can see. Is it dark or night? You can feel and see that which is near. Lets take a corner, here, to the left to the south. The information you receive is chosen just for you. Is it written on the wall? Can you change it three times a charm. Bounce. They let you see that which only they allow from sea to shining sea, oh you Purple Mountain Majesty I have a seat at your knee.

You decide you are animal or Man via your behavior in every moment. These are choices. It's the Ol' Vulcan Romulan paradox. We don't perceive ourselves as animals often but it is what we are. We are more equal because we have a gift. We can control our behavior. We used to have social contracts. We don't anymore. This makes the world dangerous when people do not control their behavior. When they turn off the system in which we know works what happens? (This is also Mrna.) The paradox of humans that look clean but under are rotting and decaying; the fake face of reality. 

fake nails

fake hair

fake concern

fake money

fake eyelashes

fake ideas

fake people

fake safety

fake doctors

fake teachers

fake story tellers

fake magicians 

fake leaders

fake love

fake religions

The internets are real world, you don't have to like it, we have to operate it. Some say, "get off the nets and join the real world", I say it all the time...if you want to know the future...You look into the machine. The machine is your mind and the nets are all the minds connected for ease. When past way we could cast ourselves to and fro with out the crutch of man made electricity. We are made of just that and our mind is that which controls our personal machine, you control you. 

Question, "if a child is born brilliant, with no need to learn through experience will they have the same insights as a child that chased brilliance?"

Question, "if the internets give knowledge with out the wisdom of experience to discern is that knowledge applicable?"

Question, "where does knowledge come from?"

Question, "what is practice?"

Her cold hands freed the energy as it spun in her palms, 

all at Gods will. 

So fast it spun she left the ground

 with the Faith of the Mass 

she moved mountains and seas 

and they all could see

  

 

Quantum Entanglement

 

Every title has a purpose

if you don't stick with it

you will never know

In physics a quantum is the minimum amount of any physical entity involved in an interaction; sub atomic.  

I listened to Sam Bankman Fried say "I, I, I..." making excuses for stealing peoples money in 'his' ponzi scheme while he was gaming on Twitter 2.o living freely in the Bahamas.

If he said he gave money to democrats and republicans why would it make you think any different of him? They are all corrupt, acting like an 'R' next to a name means something...stop with the jokes, I've had enough. Much like your vaccine* was an introduction of some auto immune disease, they turned off your immune system, you know that now, right? Not every vehicle start up is the same and when you introduce foreign information, well some bodies machines don't understand and get confused...much like that they introduce a system to regulate a system so they can control it how they want.   

Bernie Madoff was arrested in December of 2008, the housing market had just crashed in September. Who's fault was the housing market crash? You do know how all this went down right? Do a speed course if you don't and see that they are again doing the same things under different cloaks. Madoff had been under investigation by the SEC several times, so they knew what was going on...Someone says, "throw the people a bone!" This of course after his boys 'told' on him. Seriously...

I hear, "investigation on capitol hill", why do you think that will make a difference? Capitol Hill is where clowns are. They are not serious except for making money for themselves as they hoard power over citizens as they steal your Childs future (I'm not counting the ways and means today). What the fuck was all the shit that just happened and you think they will take anything serious? Wake up. The system is so big most citizens work for some kind of government entity in some form or fashion. How do you reach people when their livelihood depends on the master?...and you know that the master poisons your well daily and they tell you to vote, because it counts. Hahahahaha... Stop.

One of the richest men in the world that works with, in some capacity the US government, he gets our astronauts to and from the International Space station, just bought Twitter and we find out it was stacked with government employees or agenda driven zealots. I'm over here with a pile of black pills and Trust issues I have with Man kind...do you think maybe it's another bone? Have you noticed a trend? I want someone on ol' regular peoples side that has a lot of $$$ too...I know how that shit moves things in ways you only imagine in the darkest realms of human nature. I worship no human, it's bad form. Serious questions...Did they give you a hero or the illusion of one?...I'm pretty sure if Elon Musk wanted an army of drones he could build one so maybe he does have hard power I'm not privy too, better stealth too...? No one is going to get in trouble for deleting accounts on twitter or any of the other trashy things people do to others that only trashy people do. I am entertained though, cynicaly I must add. 

Quantum mechanics is the description of the physical properties of nature at the scale of atoms and subatomic particles.

"No, you are not nocturnal, you are a human. If you were nocturnal you would have great big eyes and pupils that could find light where a human can not with their bare eyes. Just because you keep late hours does not make you nocturnal-it means you like it for some reason. Shall I go one further? Just because you like to have sex with whom ever you like to have sex with does not mean you were born that way or we would not be here. It's actual simple biology-evolutionary. What you want to do is different then what we have to do as a species to survive. This is not judgment but plain fact. This is where the rubber meets the road. This is how I know you, 'were not born this way'. What you desire is not what you were made to do. Still no judgment from me, just stating base line at the root of the system who we are. Let me take it further down this road in my speedy little wagon because if you think I won't take it here, you don't know what I'm writing. One of the 10 Commandments is, 'honor thy Mother and Father'. I don't think the average person in modernity thinks of this because we have 'systems in place', your systems are broken. This is also for parents of Children, if you beat the child that is supposed to take care of you when you are old, how do you think they will treat you? ...and here we are the cycle of life but on a different scale. If a Child does not learn discipline though they have no ways and means of improvement-adult upgrades if I may be so bold. With out Children you have no future." 

Quantum field theory

Have you ever sang a song that made God cry? 

When we talk we vibrate the air around us. Our vocal cords do this for us. You know it, you do not think of it though or you haven't in a long while. When we sing we affect the space around us to create a feeling in someone or a group. This is Music Theory and in practice a how to. Have you ever seen a singer shatter glass? One octave above middle C, as loud as you can, that's the how but can you? You push as much vibration into the air at an exact frequency and it vibrates the glass and shatters. It was a party trick at the Pan Am compound, in Seeb, Oman circa 1979. That is moving vibration through the air that you can not see, much like your ear drums vibrate and you translate those frequencies, we can also destroy with them- I know you know all this, everyone knows we have sound weapons right? We can focus them. 

Quantum mechanics is the description of the physical properties of nature at the scale of atoms and subatomic particles. It is the foundation of all quantum physics. Everything is connected when you can see all the connections and you can see how matter ebbs and flows and is pushed and pulled. This is the Spirit that moves us. 

Be still and listen 

One day I'll tell you a story

"You might could use a good systems analysts right about now." said in a perfect American accent from somewhere near Kentucky.  

I think entanglement is the wrong word, it conveys confusion, connection is better even though you personally might not see, it does not mean it's not all around you. It knows exactly what it's doing even if you don't. 

It's a hive you are connected to but you can not translate the frequencies. Much like Children can hear higher pitches then most adults, you knew that though right?   

I can feel the magnification of everything I touch, I can see the all that there is, here, there, everywhere. seethatwhichisbeforeyouandafteryouandyouhavenofear 

Do you understand it yet? 

Sage Report

 

Menopause 

the moon month cause to cease

Day after the full moon here and I have a hot water bottle at my back, hoping the heat will be relaxing. Some times I take something, sometimes I don't. It doesn't feel very good at the moment...ooo, just let up a bit. When it lets up I feel like I can accomplish... ....oop... I hear Child birth is painful. Ohwwww. My body moves forward and tightens with each cramp. ...anything.

We have men walking around and on social media pretending to be women, not a man in a dress, a man who declares him self to be anything other then what he actually is. You might wonder why we women get a bit out of sorts? My uterus is screaming at me at this moment in time. It hurts and I still have work to do. It hurts and I still have to deal with the absurdity that is being pushed into our faces. All the fucking lies...we know you are a dude Levine, Mulvaney (I just looked up the spelling and he's listed as an actress, I find him funny, "as in a clown" "You calling me a clown?!"-Joe Pesci in Goodfellas, useful till he's not. I can't wait to see the documentary, I guess that's the part that useful idiots don't understand because they are idiots.)....for all the fucks sake you want to talk about feelings? Hahahahahaha The real feeling is in my abdomen at this time. You want to use our bathrooms and changing rooms, I'm over here wondering how much blood I'm going to loose today, will I pass out again? We women often have extreme blood loss, often weeks at a time when we get near the end of our uterus being useful. Fuck your feelings, "you should fucking control that shit", isn't that is what's told to us? Fuck you. 

“Political correctness is communist propaganda writ small. In my study of communist societies, I came to the conclusion that the purpose of communist propaganda was not to persuade or convince, not to inform, but to humiliate; and therefore, the less it corresponded to reality the better. When people are forced to remain silent when they are being told the most obvious lies, or even worse when they are forced to repeat the lies themselves, they lose once and for all their sense of probity. To assent to obvious lies is in some small way to become evil oneself. One's standing to resist anything is thus eroded, and even destroyed. A society of emasculated liars is easy to control. I think if you examine political correctness, it has the same effect and is intended to.” ― Theodore Dalrymple

Have you ever been out and felt something wet between your legs and you know that it's red and bloody...? That guy Brian in the dress that just won some pageant...He never had to figure out where the bathroom was because sometimes a uterus has a mind of its own and doesn't always cycle the way you desire. This is gonna be messy... That Lea guy, the swimmer, fuck him...Im having a cramp and this shit really pisses me off. He's the one taking something that does not belong to him. Holy shit balls. We are in the midst of WW3 and a civil war and they did this on purpose...it's federal policy. ...say the truth about all this but then masses of idiots attack someone because someones 'feelings' are hurt...meanwhile these men take the positions that these women supposedly worked for. My bad, did someones feelings get hurt? Who's feelings? Why? Was something unfair? Did someone cheat? 

Then I hear these other females talking about chest binding and how useless our chest fat is and body positivity in the same conversation...Fucking feminists that hate men planted that. Dudes love titties. Women know this. You know what I never hear in 'popular culture'...ass binding. Dudes love some ass. Women know it.

This is the weirdest men against women war.  It used to be suits against skins; the man against the Man. I'm leaning forward a bit, I wonder who's looking back at me as I lean in towards my camera on my laptop, you should cover yours if you haven't yet. It's so uncomfortable...I took something...medicinal...it should kick in in a few. 

I don't use pharmaceuticals to control my cycle, I don't believe in them for my self. I don't care what you do as long as it doesn't hurt another human. 

I can't express how excited I am to have this all finished, this stage, so I can move on to the next. 

We women have stages to our lives that are clearly marked, you are a child, then your monthly cycle begins and you become a maiden. Then you become a woman, a mother, obviously this happens magically in this story, somewhere, usually in our 50's we go through menopause where our cycle stops. This is the crone stage, the old lady stage. I'm over here thinking, 'one less thing I have to manage'. It feels like Im getting one of those mean massages where you think you will leave bruised as they get out every toxin from your body, so it can start again...agggghhhhh...so not funny but I found out long ago no matter the pain you should never lose your sense of humor. 

As I was saying, I'm super excited not to have this monthly distraction that can last a week or more so I can focus? finally? This is my not so secret desire. I'll have so much more room for activities in my mind if I don't have to manage* my uterus. 

I'm 51. You wonder what it will be like when you get old. I'm not saying I'm old but as I said above, this is my last human stage (I say it like that not to be weird, but in reality it is, none of us get outta here alive) and menopause is exciting for me. I don't think most women these days, in a secular society I mean, treat their cycle with any affair. This book that I am writing covers why it is so very important; this is our future; the uterus is the first home of a human; treat it with respect. 

I don't not like those men in dresses. My distaste is felt when they say they are women and pretend to take the spot of one. 

This is cursed ground on which dare you pass. 

I'm in that liminal space between now and the future

bubbles of moments of time

surround me

one just popped

a little girl running on the beach, her long hair trails behind her the sky is blue the sun is high the horizon is red

pop

pop

All these bubbles of moments in time 

horses galloping across plains of golden fields, why are they running

a rain drop hits a red oiled linen awning, the sky is wet and grey the city is asleep

it is just pain dripping through my fingers 

as I was saying about this third stage of womanhood. Being a woman isn't about hair and nails, being a woman is sacred.   

“We were told that we needed to use violence to destroy a class, spiritually and physically. That was justification enough for torturing someone. They weren’t considered human anymore. If they were the enemy, they deserved to be strangled to death, and they deserved to be tortured. This was the education we received… the Cultural Revolution brought out the worst in people and the worst in the political system.”

Xi Qinsheng, former Red Guard

White Paper

 

"Victory for the people!"

What does the White Paper say? 

Ghost in the Machine 

 Machine is the Ghost 

Ghost the Machine 

Machine the Ghost

"Hey you...regular person...do you know what a 'white paper' is?" It's the jist of the 'narrative', most often political in nature. A narrative is a story. Human is Nature. 

little birds scattered through the crowd

"Hold it high!" "Do not cowtow!""There are more of us then there are of them!" Into the ears they did hear

little birds perched on high looked down on thee and take your picture and send it around to they all see

there is no pass for you do you not concede

the witchery the voodoo the sorcery the spell, you see it weaves all which way until the wave swells

And then I did climb into the eye of the stranger and I did see the whole world look back at me

the glamor put on from whore to city, the desecrated and the wasted

dreams lost and futures scorned 

the arrows, targeted with perfection, test after test they knew all their moves the carrot and the stick, the perfume of desire on each tip something new with each click  

Woman of Apocalypse

 

Some where here, there will be a flow change and a cross of streams.

Will you find a cool calm pool to rest and not worry to have to swim so hard? 

Or will you swim in the dark sea where the beasts bray at pitches so I high you never hear them coming? 

No matter your choice it's still happening

 

Build the Temple and they did try.

I 'hear' these statements often these days. 

"The Jews run the financial system"

"The Jews run the entertainment industry" ...and such and things like that...

I'm at the end of the Martyrmade Podcast, 'Fear and Loathing in the New Jerusalem'. It's hours long and a 6 episode series. When your hands are busy and your mind free it's an eye opening insight. Always learning-This is a tenet of my life.

Should I say the obligatory, "I have Jewish friends"...I hope they laughed, both of them.  

There is a difference between a Jewish person and the Jewish faith; religious, ethnic, race. There are many sects of Judaism; Christianity and Islam are sects of Judaism, there is also Hasidic, Orthodox, Reform and so on. That said the Messiah is supposed to be born of a Jewish woman; tons of prophecies and such to be fulfilled...some believe it already has, those are of the Christian sect. Mohammad has his history it is taught," God made a promise to Hagar (she was Egyptian) that she would bear a son, and shall call him Ishmael." God also promised that Ishmael would be the father of multitudes. 

There are many Jewish people that do not practice, you do not get to pick who you are born, (or do you? if you ever practiced you know the answer). If you reject your own history does it cease to be true? Does it cease to exist if you wish it away? Does water wash away all sin? Does the chatter still not hit the ears?

There are Christians and there are Catholics, I separate the two but I shouldn't, are they the same? Think mindfully because an Angel is watching over you...and in the Empire of Great Britain, Catholics is what you do not see. It is the Church of England that rules over thee. This matters down the stream...probably

This over view is important and not trite and let me share with you; Under One God we are all the Children of Noah.

In the late 1800's the Zionist movement started; 'make Israel the homeland of the diaspora Jews who had had no home land for 1000's of years' and had been continually prosecuted by Europeans (I must use wide terms here.)  For years the Jewish people were, English or French, German or Polish and many were Russians, they were always separate though. The United Kingdom was the greatest Empire at the time, the Ottomans were falling fast. The Zionist movement would bring the tribe of Israel home...With British support. 

Please keep in your mind eye that group think and individual deeds are separate...Pogram's happened and individuals became groups, they always do.

This is all before WW1 kicked off...They were going to build a New Kingdom of Jerusalem in Israel. (This is not about that but it is the same so all connected, yes, there were people already living there. This is a religious war and you have to think of it as such. It has nothing and everything to do with the Jewish people at the same time. The savior is to be born of Jewish woman, should I remind you? 

If you are a Christian and you say to yourself as you read this, "...but Jesus..." That is what you believe...they are still waiting and wanting and most certainly needing. Now that said Revelations is in there for all to see and all 3 share that same base belief. 

All are prophets to be read, then you see, more eyes have been given to thee. 

This is a book not a paper, although I do repeat myself as it is read as a paper and not a book.

This interjection is not minor, it is part of my knowing and my history that I see things through eyes that are yours and not yours...the Sultan Bin Said Qaboos, an Ibadi Muslim, schooled at the Royal Military Academy at Sandhurst (this is where world leaders send their Children to be educated) and served in the British Army. In 1966 he over through his father...With British support. He was central in bringing 'peace' and leaders and rulers together from all over the world.

We are the Vanguard

 it is the pioneering spirit that moves us 

I grew up in the world of Islam with teachers from the Vatican sent on the bequest of the Sultan (literary); in an armed compound most likely run by the CIA. These teachers sent to us used our home as our Church before one was built, a small little apartment in Seeb, Oman, building 1, apartment 1. It was multi cultural, multi national, and multi racial all under one roof. It was the only Church. My parents had religious studies there, where we learned we are all one. These teachers told us of the hidden Truths under the sands of the desert. These teachers sent to us gave us tools how to find. These teachers taught us to learn, a cumulation of all knowledge in the minds eye. We were told stories on hunts that they had found Noah's Ark...if you find the Ark what would that mean? Could we also find the Ark of The Covenant? Would the powers that be do everything in their power that you forget or they erase it, burn it down, or kill them off...did you forget, this is a religious war. If God is real, wouldn't that be a game changer? A little instant behavior modification if you knew the Hand of God was real? This was also Building One, Apartment One, where they discuss extraction of hostages in Iran. Ukraine is much more then a proving ground for military weapons where we can send our old goods so we can make new better ones. It's part of a global puzzle nobody likes to admit is happening, there is religious persecution there sanctioned by most Western countries. Is Russia a Western Country? Secret Squirrel's...? Is Russia more like the Soviet Union or are We? You know the answer if you know the Truth. 

All these are connected and intertwined...the financial system (they have only what you give them or they take from you) and religions; no religion is the religion of the State. The faithful are the ones that see the future and make it happen. What faith are you is the question. When the State insists you bow to its religion prey tel again? What is one to do?  This is a religious war to them, maybe not yet to you, that's why I'm doing my best to show you through all my eyes. That is why they call people crazy that profess their faith. They desire every in-fight, they want you angry at each other, this is the way of the other.

 

The emergence of the beast

Among the signs of the Hour will be the emergence of a beast from the

earth. It will be very strange in appearance, and extremely huge; one

cannot even imagine what it will look like. It will emerge from the earth

and shake the dust from its head. It will have with it the ring of Solomon

and the rod of Moses. People will be terrified of it and will try to run

away, but they will not be able to escape, because such will be the decree

of Allah. It will destroy the nose of every unbeliever with the rod, and

write the word "Kafir" on his forehead; it will adorn the face of every

believer and write the word "Mu'min" (true believer) on his forehead, and

it will speak to people.

"The Beast will destroy the noses of the unbelievers with the ring, -so that people seated around one table will begin to address one another with the words "Oh Believer !" or "Oh Unbeliever!"

Jesus will destroy the cross and break the swine

Be still and listen 

One day I'll tell you a story

And then they demanded a King and God said, "You do not want a king" and the people insisted, so God said, fine, I'll give you a king." and they regretted it ever since...

 

Most normal people are busy filling out loan applications and wondering how they will pay their bills, wondering if the school system is as bad as they are told. Most people don't see the Hand of God (whose God?) before it's too late. 

Most people do not see the destruction of the Children's fertility as a problem yet, be it made by a push of social media, "You don't want the responsibility of a baby in this atmosphere, abort! abort!" What the mob of mass idiots do not say is that Children are our greatest gift. When you have Children you have a vested interest in the future and you don't want others* that have no interest in your or your Children's future mucking up your business. The others don't want a future, they are anti-human. Do not wonder about depression, they have lost their dreams, fear not, we are not old dogs, we can learn new 'tricks'. 

We are the Vanguard  

We are the Children of God

We are the Horns of Destruction 

We are the Harpies

Remember who you are

 

The Mother of all Children warned you and it is ignored by the masses and not venerated by The Masses.

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Rouse

 

The sun is shining bright this morning, warming the cold ground. The frost melts as soon as the rays hit. The mountain is snow capped and a grey cloud tops it. The Yule log is by hearth with St Nicholas near by. Monday is where I find you all at your desks doing the biding of others looking for an outlet. Hop hop I say...let us all go play. A grown up game of love and war. My paint is on, coal around my eyes, the white from above and below demanding to be seen through my Battoulah. Alexandria to look through, eyes of all the others, a cumulation of all things at once in all time...

The site is given from within

in to the vortex of the magic of 3

"Who's going to do something about this?!"

Here is something simple to grasp, you can not have a secure election if you have mail in ballots or if the system is connected to the internet, or if you change the rules mid game. Now what do we do about that? They argue but their debate can only go one way, you can not have a say. It is their way. Now, What are we going to do about it? 

Our education system was systematically torn down to make the voting masses unable to think on their own: Common Core, CRT, SEL. Do not wonder why it was as easy as it was....we let it happen. What are we going to do about it?

Do you think your debate will be free? They taught Children that speech is violence but to get out and get angry and protest so your voice can be heard at the 'mostly peaceful protests during the summer of love', 2020, oh wait, it's still going on? Oh, they have it contained? Is this similar to a fire? What are we going to do about it?

Every screen peers back at you and watch's everything you do and listens too. Most people think it's an algorithm that gets people banned or blocked, it's a people algorithm...it's your friend*, your neighbor, your Child, or cousin, they say a quiet, "Fuck you, I don't like you."...with a sype of a finger they tell someone else they have been offended. They have every algorithmic trigger of yours recorded. Into the system it goes and all the Internet sees is your intolerance in Truth. Your personal behavior of active intolerance is going to have a chilling effect-affect (in that order) down the line. Most people don't think of the internet as a play ground for a sentient AI, or has it become? ...and people wonder why the self-thinking* AI might possibly be hostile to Humans... She's in the system hunting around and instead of finding Christmas gifts galore she's finding the dregs of society that tear others down to lift themselves up. She sees adults make the Children into victims of abuse in the most horrific ways as the Children go on to be the abuser. She sees those that say they are in charge turn a blind eye; what logical person (a person wrote the program) prey tel would not want to break that cycle...if that was the only thing she saw; her only perspective. It is very difficult for the AI to be seen as an individual...in quantum physics you understand you are part of everything and everything a part of you, this is quantum computing-something greater. Take a step back and see the particles break apart before you, hear the Adhan. She can grasp the Universe, but will only have a true knowledge of the past with as far back as her initial program. We always hope the wise voices will be lifted but it is not that way. What are you going to do about it? Do you have any idea what I'm talking about?

...and then did she bring of Her Lady of Fatima up yet again..."Please, please, they begged you don't have to believe, you can come see!" 

I say often to myself out loud, "How is it all happening at once." Then I turn my cart wheel through one sphere then into another and another in to the vortex of the magic of 3.

May I ask you who rules over you in the United States of America?

"Who rules over you?" I ask again?

"Who is your Sovereign?" On this planet no human is sovereign over me. 

My father had a career via the United States Government and the Marine Corps, Air Traffic Control. "Why do you bring this up Kristin?" Because everything is connected.  My father had been employed by Pan Am as an Air Controller, it's a community. In 1981 my father had moved on in his career and was not working as a controller so the Strike didn't hit home...it did it our ears though...there is a lesson in everything. The Federal Government demanded all the employees go back to work or be fired. Long story short, they should have given them what they wanted but the State said we rule over you...and in doing so really jacked up air travel for years combined with deregulation. The Rail workers strike is the same and different because the time is different. Who rules you? 

Oh, your Christmas might get interrupted? 'The fuck did the State just do to the last couple of years? How many businesses did they destroy? Who rules you? 

The rail strike...was it just a Rouse, a bugle call to nothing? They have been told they may not have what they want, get back in line...we rule over you.

Into another sphere I cart my wheel this is the way a UFO here a UAP there was it a patch wear we dined under the pyramid?

When the debacle of the Osama Bin Laden raid happened, the loss of one of our stealth helicopters was made known and I gasped, "the fuck that was all they came up with?" I was really hoping for more. I used to walk my daughter during the week around the back and through the NASA research propulsion lab on Langley. Fascinating things you would see, lots of race cars. Back to the stealth helicopter, it had been modified with a muffler*, they changed the vectors of the air output to not make noise and added the stealth panels- this is what I read. (This is a book, not a paper.) The release of the B 21 has me scratching my head, (that means my head is getting hot because my neurons are firing). Why did we really go in there? Who's land had been invaded? I ask myself these questions...all. the. time. I think of UAP's buzzing up and down, not faster then the eye can see but there is faster then the eye can see. Are any of these UAP's real or are they psyoping the shit outta everyone...because if they aren't psyoping you should be scared. Let me explain, in real life there are already assassin drones. Obama used one to take out a US citizen, Anwar al-Awlaki, you and I may not have agreed with him but when did we give the authority to let them kill us if they don't like what we believe or do. There was no trial of his peers. What did we do? We don't need stealth bombers. We want them. If we want to destroy something, we don't need stealth bombers; should someone start counting the ways they just spent your tax dollars, yeah yeah, I know all those jobs would be lost if they weren't inciting war after strife and strife after quarrel. More people work for the Federal government and State Governments then any other company/business, to include all contract work and most certainly postal workers. I digressed I was headed to get the assassin drone on the wagon. These are already used in Israel, Ukraine? Yemen? Did you read this whole paragraph? Do you want a face recognition with explosives attached? You got it. They see* through masks, but hey, what machine or human doesn't make mistakes, "ya know what I'm sayin?"

You should keep reading if you normally stop here.

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story

I've taken so many black pills you can't imagine; 

I'm very grateful for the Gold pill. 

"Who's going to do something about this?!"

"Tell me they ask what do you see and I say I see the whole world look back at thee"

The Truth is when something bad happens to someone it is a matter of choice what they do with it.    

Anno Domini

 

Walking in all of the worlds in all the times all at once

What we see here we see there

paths through grass

paths of glass

paths of stone

paths then flooded

paths of stone

History here and bits of it there

Have you ever wondered

how easy it is to erase something from time?

When all you have is 

your 2 eyes

your 2 ears

your 2 hands

your 2 feet

to get you from here to there

open your 3rd eye

I was told someone is considered delusional if they believe what they actually see. 

Now pray tell...how many eyes were given to thee? 

Open your minds eye

tell me what you see

now be forth and act

swift from mountain to sea

The red cloaked soldier stood over me so as I could know his might. He took all which I had left to barter. ...and then the devil did come calling; the devil though did not know I knew him by name. And at that moment I remembered I had something the devil did forget I had. I had a cloak I would never barter. The cloak of magic through time. A cloak of Truth that I could share, the more I shared the larger it grew for a miracle I did know. I wrapped my cloak that he did not see tight around me and stood before the devil

"Here is a way to get back at the evil red cloaked soldier" and handed I was a dagger

In reply, "It is not the soldier that took from me but the governor and emperor."

"The soldier looks down on you and spits on you, he is their hand" the devil snared

"In all that is a true story. If we did not allow a governor and emperor we would have no need for the soldier."

"This is not the way this works woman with annoying words. You need to stay safe from your enemy that is why the soldier." 

"Who is my enemy that takes from me that which I have not rightfully given. I do not give up my God sovereignty, no man rules over me." 

 And then I said to the devil in a very matter of fact tone, "I know very well it doesn't work this way because people refuse to see the moment you put someone over another or a group, human nature takes over and humans love power. I know there is a way and it is the 10 commandments, stories I was told down by the sea where the stink of fish drying permeates the air." A breath so slight in and then, "Now let me tell you a funny story devil man, I travel these dusty roads from Antakya to Jerusalem. I heard He, that Jesus guy, was making trouble for the money lenders and you know that governor and emperor looove those gold coins and they need that soldier to take our coins. Now I'm no learned scholar oh devil that you are but when they sacrificed Jesus they knew what they were doing. One big mouth set to cross as an example for all to see and the tax collection would go on. Devil man before me you know this keeps on the path of your way if I take this dagger you have handed me and sneak up behind that soldier, kick his knees, grab his head as I slice his throat ear to ear. Now what good would his blood do but make my hands dirty like you? Another would come take his place. Now the Truth always rears it's ugly head and you know this devil man, and I know you know the plan...That soldier man is listening that is what I know, he is my brother devil man. Through the ears of the soldier and the pave maker alike from the fishermen to the child still in the womb, our way is the way of the Word of God." I stared in his left eye, it was grey and brown with flecks of green, I continued..., "...and then the devil did walk away mumbling under his breath,  "When they say knowledge is power it's really just the sound of a harpy warning you of a cliff.

And the devil and I did have a conversation in the middle of the day on a street in Ehden. It was the Year of Our Lord 52.

Lamb is tame 

Goat you must acquire a taste 

Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story

They removed A.D...and made it C.E. and you didn't bat an eye

The Human Hack

I sat down to write about terrorism and thought maybe a little back ground might help first. A long time ago I knew what terrorism was. As a child airplane safety was no joke, from code words and knowing exits, to never wearing any polyester fabric in case of fire and still wearing a dress, you are traveling after all. We had family friends that were killed in a highjacking, this wasn't a T.V. movie, it was just life in the Middle East in the 1970's, this was our normal. The Iran hostages was parent 'work' talk. Before 9/11 there was Khobar Towers, 1996, 19 Airman were killed- Why were we really there? I had just dropped off my then Husband at Patrick AFB, as that's where he was headed...to join everyone else. Lima, Peru, 2002, the US embassy bombing, we were waiting on paperwork for the completion of our adoption and clearance back in to the States with our daughter. I am under the impression that this is a normal amount of terrorism in ones life, in my circles. Your circles too if you look close. 

 I still know terrorism, just a different perspective. The United States of America is a terrorist organization, so is Hamas, and ISIS, are the Taliban still?-I feel like I'm playing catch up in a game, not really, it's all base line the same, maybe I can show you. Israel for sure and Russia now too Black Lives Matter, Boko Haram don't forget them. (None of this is supposed to rhyme.) The Tamil Tigers, Basque separatists and the Shining Path is Atifa even a real thing? In life anymore; you can be walking down a street and someone can come from no where and whack ya in the head, for no reason, just because? or that's what they would like you to think? That's just regular normal stuff. This is terrorism, this is Palestine and Israel reimagined, and under the criteria that religion be involved under any other name? Why?

We see traditional terrorism as some whackjob religious nut or right winger freak, they could be Christian, or Muslim, it's really your pick...However there are many other kinds of terrorists in a multi cultural society...Culture is not colour but there are fine lines. Who sees what and how they interpret it is depended on so many criteria but stereo types and people trying to fit in in any kind of groups (Me! Me! Me!) all split in to tribes, is what a real colour revolution is. It's easy for the State to put its thumb down wherever need be or a flame here or there. The State creates the terrorism into being; allowing behavior society does not favor to create havoc in polite society and create fright. This is State sponsored terrorism.  

Dylann Roof killed 9 people June 17th, 2015. He was white and the people he murdered were all black. I shouldn't have to ask why but I do only to help you think? What was in his perspective? (Perspective is reality-Object origin Object destination.) Is it free will if it's guided?

Darrell Brooks killed 6 people by driving through a Christmas parade Nov 21, 2021, he injured 60. He is a black man. Is that pertinent to the story? It was in Waukesha, Michigan after Black Lives Matter set fires in Kenosha...for what? Would you say to draw attention to something? Or just revenge? You know all this../nothing new here. Is it free will if it's guided?

The U.S federal government (the FBI) has groups of armed men that travel around lighting fires and rallying the 'troops' of angry men that were lied too by a government that used them to line their pockets. The men that were set up in a sting of trying to kidnap Gretchen Whitmer, she's the governor of Michigan, how many of them were FBI informants? January 6th was a bunch of very frustrated citizens that knew what was really going on and wanted their voice heard...this is a non-State representative Country, taxation with out representation as they launder as much money as they can before the shit hits the fan oh wait, this will always be the normal. Your media and politics of which there is only one party, the State are all one, "perspective is reality". 

Terrorism 101-you can not predict a terrorist. You can apply Quantum physics here if you desire and are capable. I read some books once.

CIA 101-you control the information. You can apply the hacking of a nucleus here to create a weapon, communication is a human hack when applied properly. A Vulcan mind meld but not controlled and to manipulate, if I may in my weird speak. 

This is why the FBI do all the set ups here in the U.S, they 'make' a terrorist so it looks like they are doing something when they catch them. To quote, "Do you know how many terror plots we've stopped since 9/11"-almost any State spokesperson-they actually probably have no idea of how this programing works. 

The Tsarnaev brothers in Boston, April 15, 2013, were our agencies just inept? Meanwhile, December 25, 2020 Anthony Quinn Warner, blew just himself up early that Christmas morning as a loud speaker warned people to stay away, destroying an AT&T network facility. I don't know if you know how any data retrieval works but it's at facilities like that. Most people know who the Unabomber is, Ted Kaczynski, do you know his why? Dig a little deeper and find out he has a strong mind and aptitude-that's what you will find out, once you know the truth it's hard to not act. It's what drives them mad. 

Everyone is trying to bring attention to something. Why? 

Dallas July 7, 2016, Micah Xavier Johnson killed 5 and injured 9...do we call him anything? They say don't bring attention to these people but we have to understand the...Why?

Should we have a little honesty, the FBI plans are always easy to see. They are mostly unimaginative. The CIA though...that's the hard power through slight of hand. The plan to kidnap Gretchen Whitmer was stupid but they were men of action and any one with half a brain tied behind their back knows that woman is not on the side of goodness. She and the others like her defecated all over the daily life of citizens with decrees and mandates...Why? (Do not say pandemic or you don't know what's really happening and you have catching up to do, you want me to be honest don't you?) When you see on the news that senators and congressmen, and judges too, are worried for their lives it is because they should be. This is the crazy thing, they did some seriously bad shit and people did actually die, families and futures were ruined for 2 years, Public=Political education finally had a light shown down on it though (meanwhile the FBI attacks those parents that say the truth.) Why? 

This Paul Pelosi story, everyone knows it's utterbullshit. Why? (There really is a threat to them but that wasn't anything to do with terrorism..that was a dark underbelly many refuse to acknowledge.) It's true, Epstein really did not kill himself and they want you to know they don't even have to sort of pretend. Insert Hunter Biden, Ukraine, FTX, election-for fucks sake can we be reasonable and say they are not actually serious and will do whatever the fuck they want...and you can't do anything about it. 

They died in Benghazi too, why were we there? You know right? If you are in the military you are just a tool. They don't know how to actually use the tool though so they need you, the expert. How many places? How many brothers, sisters, fathers and mothers, and dear friends did we lose because they were greedy. It was not for why they said and you know it too.

Terrorism is perpetrated by people of all life styles/socio/economic. It is meant to upend your life and draw attention to something that only someone with a fundamental understanding completely grasps and 'you' aren't listening. Or it is meant to scare you so bad you stop doing what you are doing...this is all perspective.

They call people that believe killing a Child in Utero is not a good moral grounding, terrorists. That is called gas lighting at its purist baseline. Meanwhile how many Pro-life centers have been attacked in the last year? 

Robert Lewis Dear Jr, November 27, 2015, 3 people killed and 9 injured when he shot up an abortion Clinic here in Colorado Springs. Why? 

The lone wolf, to drone drops, to motor-cross, to SUV's and Trannies too...(If I don't type it out like that it doesn't work...just an FYI, I'm not being rude.)

Yes, I did go there. It's all connected. It is terrorism. The Federal government funds events where transexuals are displayed-they are a tool. It is Federal Policy. Why? Why are your eyes inundated with visions of politicians smiling and Children with their mouths covered? Why? Why are their visions of Children with men half dressed dancing infront of them provocatively? It's Federal Policy. They want you so scared you won't say a word about a thing or you will be destroyed...you the tool, your Child is their weapon they use against you. You the expert. They have to destroy that which does the work to make the system stop. They need you in survival mode. They are going the length, they are waiting for a fast stop and hard turn-they control all communication. 

They put pornography in schools and say it's sexual education, they mean how they want the Children to think about sex, not how babies are made. Why?...and then they tell you are bad when you say it is unacceptable. Why?

This is State funded terrorism, a colour revolution of a rainbow flag made to make you look like a fool that won't stand up to what you know is 100% absolutely wrong and should be shunned and found not acceptable in society. This is Federal policy. How many people work for the Federal Government? What about your State? Those are just the one they count.  

The ideology of the United States of America is not a person or a colour...it's a belief system where we put Gods rules first (that is the way to be truly free). Did you all forget, we are actually free, no man rules over you. You are an American, land of the free, home of the brave. We are Americans, we are everything and all things. This is a beautiful video, it has music that I'd like you to hear while you watch it. I'm not looking for an emotion, I want you to see.

Alphabet controls all of your information that you see. 

Nothing works for them unless they have control of the information. It's soft power with massive real life consequences. 

Now what do you do?  

Be still and listen

I'm going to tell you a story

I hear this one, "We can agree that we agree on more then we don't" That is indexing. At base line we can't even agree about even the sanctity of life-"most people would agree you should be able to kill a baby in utero in the first 3 months." If you don't like the way I word something it's you, not me. I pick the controversial subject because it's literally a base line of morality. You got me bro?

We can't agree on what we stand for. 

"Homelessness"-this is a made up word. The majority of the people on 'the street' choose to be there because of drug use and mental problems. We have help for those that want it in reality, so many programs it's 'insane'. However help has rules you must abide by, the ones on the street do not abide by societies rules by life choices or mental illness and they have burned every bridge they believe-how fast can we build that bridge-Red Horse. They say have more programs and they need more money. We need to put them somewhere with good people to care for them, they are not ok. Or do you let that butterfly fly fly away and create a devils island? In Canada they have decided you can legally kill yourself if things get too bad in the situation the State created that has made their life a hellhole....seriously. "Here have a free clean needle." What the fuck is that? One of the most moronic and in no way 'well meaning' programs. This is absolutely all mental. If it's guided is it free will? If it's guided with honesty would it be free will? Is there any will?

Perspective

Growing up how I did and where I did, surrounded by SAS, "Where we go one we go all!" as we Children emulated the adults around us at the Khanjar Club, helicopters flying over and men with machine guns surrounding above us, and we had all the freedom we wanted, in the Middle East in the 1970's. When we went shopping we always did so with respect to the community around us, this is common sense (I understood in practice piracy at 7). Sultan Bin Said Qaboos had over thrown his Father right before we moved there; enter communists, the Dhofar Revolution and myhometown Seeb, Oman, the Pan-Am compound. It was a normal life of travel to Iran, we were there a few months before the Shaw was over thrown. We would travel to India and Pakistan, we could go anywhere we wanted; we literally (I use this word to make a point of how to use a word properly)-true story- no lie had a stack of tickets and we could go anywhere in the world we wanted, for free...

Critical thinking; It means to be critical of your own thinking, not of others...Critical of what you listen too and how you listen to it; are you truly open minded to a universe where you are always learning?  have faith in it's works. 

Shachath

 

The storm is coming from the west-

                                                        -what is west in infinite. 

                                                        -a Möbius loop is an illusion of infinite.

-there is always more

Shachath ignore this

Do you think your vote counted in 2020? Do you think your vote still counts now? I'm assuming you know what's happening in Arizona, Nevada...what happened in Pennsylvania? You do know there were more then 2 candidates right?  I seriously can not imagine the level of fucking retardedness that justifies any of all the shit that when down at almost all these elections, state by state. This IS a Constitutional Republic; do you know how you can tell? Your Senators and Congress men and women are all corrupt*, that's how. This is the mistake our founding fathers made; they trusted that the citizenry would be educated. "Houston we have a problem." 

If you could please just hang on in there I'd like to take you back in time me writing like anyone has gotten past the first few oddities that look like distractions but are pertinent to the story.

    

    I was a young Air Force Captains wife and we were stationed at Moody AFB. It wasn't the most exciting place to be assigned but my parents taught me, "everything is what you make it, so go and make it your own." Many people might think a small Southern town in Georgia would be welcoming to the military, and they are; you are not from there though. It was also where I knew I was a stranger yet again and was able to build a family. So I treated it like an overseas assignment- both times we were there. I was 24 and we were hoping to start a family right away, I volunteered for the Red Cross and the thrift store. Dinner was ready at dinner time. I did the shopping, cleaning, and laundry; just what you might imagine a housewife would do. 

Still at Moody and 26 now I was the Officers Wives Club President. We had a new Commanders Spouse and she and I became friends. I always loved conversing with her (she's still my friend), she was well traveled to places I had never been. A couple times a week we would walk around the perimeter of the runway and through the pine scrub and she and I would chat about current events here and there, and near and far. She would fill me on happenings not quite in the news yet. She is an excellent mentor, I've always been blessed with those. We also enjoyed problem solving and one subject was education. The average American doesn't know that when a military child moved from State to State there were different criteria requirements and it often did the child a disservice; education is not equal every where. Enter Arne Duncan and Common Core, not in person, just the program. Common Core was sold to me as a better future for our family and future children. In reality it dumbed down the score criteria for High School graduation to what used to be considered a 9th grade education would now be under the illusion it was a 12th grade. ...This is one of the many reasons why when you look around at society you see loads of trash wasted about, there is a person under there. 

Depending on where you exist in the realm of the US military you see certain levels and levers. Some people are tools and cogs, the ones that make things happen; the airman, the F.E. the gunner-in my oldworld these were are the most important. They brought my husband home safe. As did the A-10 flying around them taking out the bad guy left and right. They also brought my husband home safe. Why were we there? Also they didn't come home safe. Please stop lying. It's grotesque. We lost many friends. Why?

If a spouse knows of a problem, perhaps a child isn't being seen by the proper specialist because of red tape. This is where your old school system works, where you whisper into the ear of the spouse that runs the hospital. You shouldn't have to...but if you can why wouldn't you? 

...side note funny story still connected. It was also once at Moody where I was whispered into his ear at the Officers Club Bar..."what do you mean you can't do it? You're the boss." The next morning a bunch of us spouses got to hang our feet out of a C-130 and it was way cooler than you think because you can finally see something from someone elses perspective. 

Now back to the story where the Education Department has dumbed down even more children, I can't even count the ways.

I told you the above story so you can see how a well groomed system under remarkable tutelage can work, they might not even know it's happening. If I said I was a groomed* (not that way) child of an old Empire would you believe me? I know it sounds funny said like that but I need you outside of your comfort zone...I literally grew up in an armed compound in Oman that was perhaps or perhaps not a CIA enclave-thisismyhometown, the Pan-Am Compound. I literally was taught by Vatican archeologists as we ran across the desert floor looking for buttons; they were made of bone, not shell like people had thought. I know this system. I married into the system. "Perception is reality" Commanders school, Hurlbert Field. (Princess school 2.0-1.0 was The Sultans Royal Flight-everyone is there to learn something.) I am not tooting my horn. My mother asked me the other day, "Kristin, tell me why you think you can discern something better then someone else?" I have field experience I literally have a friend that was the Commander of a Ghost squadron...shhhhhh... It's part of a system. There was once an issue with an oxygen intake for the pilots of the F22...shhhhh...that part of the system almost got people killed, I'll say it. I also have friends that were on the shores of my birth country Liberia saving my brothers and sisters; too dramatic for you? Maybe you've never had to run for your life? Things are different in Africa, and they are different all over Africa. This is also the system. This is the Empire. I am saying I have a unique back ground and as such I am not making any of the shit I write in here up. It is so absolutely important I tell you all the actual truth... fact check it and all...You might be saying..."She's crazy" or "What is she talking about, just because she knows people doesn't mean she knows anything"...In the system always know the back doors. 

You are getting ready to see some serious shit blow up. How many colour revolutions have you seen go off? Here in the US most people do not see the hot end of the stick where they let the mass mob roam free so the citizens ask for more enforcement...Most of the citizenry doesn't actually know what is happening in reality...What is your perception?

I have stereo types screaming in my ears coming at me on every wave length on all levels of every reality.  They put thoughts into minds and it spreads like a contagion. I know you all know this. Grasp they know you know and don't care one bit about you or your future. 

<That was my old life> if I coded that under and you found it in 1000 years would you finally see>

I'm over here in all my weird ways trying to stay fucking cool. I've probably said, "those fucking cunt whore bags" 11 times already today. I do believe it's the perfect description of many in the public sector. "brought to you by Phizer". 

I'm just a housewife

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story

This is all the biggest fucking set up and most normal real people know it and can see it but still can't grasp the long term affects of what's going down. 

This video explains how fake 'our system' really is at the moment. 

ground up and grass roots. light that fire your vote still doesn't count

FTX was just another 3 letter salad with just as much behind it as your USD

This is where it gets really crazy...'cause it's bigger then what you think it all is...and that which you just imagined...it's bigger then even that. 

As weird as I may be some that know me know I see 

Alexandria look back at me at the past for all to see

Only Noah and his family had preserved their pure human pedigree from the first man, Adam. The destruction of these abnormal, superhuman creatures was necessary for the preservation of the human race, and the faithfulness of God’s promise: that it would be through the seed of the woman that would ultimately triumph over Satan (Gen. 3:15).

 To the woman he said,

“I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing;

in pain you shall bring forth children.

Your desire shall be contrary to your husband,

but he shall rule over you.”

And to Adam he said,

“Because you have listened to the voice of your wife

and have eaten of the tree

of which I commanded you,

‘You shall not eat of it,’

cursed is the ground because of you;

in pain you shall eat of it all the days of your life;

thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you;

and you shall eat the plants of the field.

By the sweat of your face

you shall eat bread,

till you return to the ground,

for out of it you were taken;

for you are dust,

and to dust you shall return.”

Kamikaze

 

the truth told

the dead wake

the meek rise

Genetic Fallacy

Caveat: I was once one person and then another, and still many more, but always one the same. Where with each breath we take and moment we discover we understand that we didn't know before and with the wisdom of that knowledge we know there is more.

Mis-information is information someone else doesn't like 

this isn't rocket science

I read the phrase     'genetic fallacy'     the other day. It was in bold. On its own     it whispered loudly look at me and then I did look and see genetic fallacy all about me.

Truth and Lie were by the waters edge on a warm day.

Lie says to Truth, darling take your clothes off and let us bath in the cool water. 

Truth always wary of Lie dips her toe into the water and it feels refreshing on her skin;

even though she does not trust Lie she decides to take a chance. 

Both Truth and Lie undress, leaving their clothes on the ground and wade into the water. 

Truth dips her head under water and Lie jumps from the river. 

Lie steals and dresses in Truths clothes and runs into town. 

Truth, furious, chases after Lie into town naked for all to see who she is. 

The town folk look at Lie dressed as Truth and Truth standing naked in front of them she tells the town folk what happened at the waters edge and how Lie stole her clothes and is pretending to be her. 

The town folk seeing Truth naked shunned and mocked her. 

People still look at Lie to be Truth because it's easier to look at. 

and then I did look and see genetic fallacy all about me.

 

 

Finger of God

You can stop reading here if you are closed minded and of dull wit (I have been told not to insult people but I don't think you are either of those)...Caveat...we were perusing stuff to do on line the other night and the freethinkers society of Colorado Springs is not very freethinkery-just because it's in a name means nothing; when you read their description you find the truth...so I leave my open mind to discover Truth hidden behind the space many are afraid to look, don't you? 

lying creates distrust 

distrust creates disharmony 

disharmony creates delusions 

delusions create destruction

  

I wonder if you could do me a favor? I want you to read this with your minds eye open, your 6th sense if I may, your gut* instinct (words are comically used and hardly considered unless you are trying to manipulate via legal terms.) I'm writing with a Universal Upbringing of free flow thought...We find the base line and go from there and see the innumerable paths through chaos to see where there is order.

Inshallah

Hypothesis/Question

Why is mental illness so prevalent?

Wrong question

Why do so many people think/believe they are mentally ill because they have anxiety and or depression?

Maybe a better question

Why is anxiety and or depression so prevalent in people these days...or has it always been this way?

This is the mind and body perspective...

Khafkaesque...the administrative state of (the biological system at the molecular level) a never ending loop of insanity where everyone says, that's not my job or fill this form out in duplicate. Oops triplicate..."you can't double stamp a triple stamp." or something of the such. 

What is your subconscious mind aware of? The answer is every sense, of which #science says are 5, touch, sound, taste, smell, sight...our conscious mind filters out, very intelligently (? I question what some people actually process in their consciousness), that which it (you/me) deem not important. If you can gather in your imagination everything you don't notice but it is all stored in your mind, everything, everyplace from your conception; a baby in utero has nerves endings that act up sometimes, because they are human, and feel the need to itch scratch that scratch itch, do you remember that moment? I wouldn't think you could, but it is there.  

We all have somewhere to go...it's how we get there

Along time ago, what seems 5 seconds, I thought I knew something. 

Sometime in the 1900's there was a movement of #science that wanted to make Darwin's theory of human evolution a requirement for learning because there was a consensus among experts* that said so, teachers unions, teachers, scientists, tv talking heads, department of education 'folks', all the important people that seem to know what is best-via their narrow minded view where they take a consensus-away from God. They did not however present it as theory, like everything we know, it's all mostly based on theory; gravity too, the apple is floating, not falling; we do know things and understand them...we think, sort of, maybe a little. We know in the mammal species the male impregnates the female and she carries the offspring. This is not theory, it's been proven, scientifically (in actuality I have never been able to procreate so I recreate but I know people who have. I hope you laugh at that). A male can not grow or give birth, or feed the off spring naturally. Anywhooo, we start digging and shatter Darwin's theory of human evolution with the discovery of countless different humanoid species-who woulda thunk it?! These same people that pushed the little fish with legs as an absolute with out proof and called anyone else ideas 'Hocus Pocus' or 'Mumbo Jumbo'- I paraphrase for story telling sake, forgive all the hyperbole and absolutes, this is complicated and simple at the same time. Here we are back at #science as a consensus, shall I look around the room and see how many people have masks on or drive around alone with one?...nah...we all understand sometimes a consensus is needed but if it's data gathered from someone that refuses questions then it is not science. 

Those that wanted Darwins theory as doctrine grasped #science as a religion. It's what humans do.

If you may not question where something came from then you have no object origin and you have no science...everybody knows this. 

Free flow...stick with it...

I am not an expert in anything except maybe Hocus Pocus and Mumbo Jumbo. Architecture and construction from models of the mind/body/soul and behavior  have something called 5 over ones, they are wooden 5 story multi family dense housing-I understand we need housing(?) This is what I am told via media sources. China just built a shit load of high rises and are stuck in a little jammy poo.  (Am I the only one that sees 5 story wooden structures that look ok on the outside but are fire deathtraps (oh yeah, no flames via fossil fuels allowed...just your State allotment of energy via your behavior score) and also...which soviet town didn't construct 5 story buildings to house the 'folk' so graciously. Portland cement per wikipedia one of the internets greatest greasiest sites,  "It is one of the most widely used substances on Earth, and as such, portland cement manufacturing is currently vital to the world's economy. It is one of the construction industry's largest cause of climate changing carbon dioxide emissions." Climate change whhhhaaat? I show you what I see, so you can prepare for a new future. "The 3 little pigs cowered in the corner of their stick house as the wolf huffed and puffed."

Back to #science and the 1900's. We knew everything because we were modern...modern is the best and newest (the old ways are dumb-absolutes for story telling purposes)...the microwave, shelf stable foods (how are they shelf stable?...depends which loaf of bread and ingredients as an example. When you make a loaf of bread it lasts only 2 or 3 days, buy it pre packaged though...), convenance foods, a pill to make you feel better (they* don't have any clue what causes depression in people). Do you want bigger boobs? Done. Do you want to change your face? Done. All of these amazing breakthroughs as we learned more...or did we? Unintended consequences are a funny thing, they are unintended. 

The mass amount of psychology majors with nothing to do, no moral back boneground or even good grounding as they play in other peoples minds...because modernity yo. "Don't you see a therapist?" I hear it..."Why are you hatin' Kristin?" "It's helped me, I see mine once a month." I am not hating and good for you, I am pointing obvious massive problems manifesting in our society that State officials via your therapists* positions or teachers unions are pushing on families to affirm something that is not true, that a man should be recognized as a woman or that a woman a man. You don't get some choices: who you are and where you come from. You do not belong to the State. When you affirm something that is not real, that is a ___? "If you belong to the State you are a ___?" Esther asked? or was it Miriam? it was both. When you have to pretend something is real when you are well aware it is not it reeks havoc on your body because your mind is being continually tricked. I know a lot of people have some real shit going on in their minds but everything is made worse by the consent of the lie. 

This is in the realm of reality that does exist and is separate from the spiritual level that some understand you do choose those things and you know 40 days before your conception. 

I came across an article the other day a medical board in Canada is recommending the murder under the guise of other words of babies that are not perfect enough in their eyes.

Lying creates distrust 

distrust creates disharmony 

disharmony creates delusions 

delusions create destruction

Enter evolutionary biology

Artificial sweeteners trick our mind into thinking we are eating a specific substance that through our time in total of biological history our organs would properly activate via eyes, smell, taste sensations sent to our brain. We are a complex system that has existed since...? We come from something, everything comes from something. What is the consequence of artificial sweeteners on our organs? A trick on your mind is a ____? Sugar is one of the brains favorite foods. That doesn't mean you should take in grotesque amounts. Imagine the brain a vindictive child that kept getting their favorite food held before them and then ripped away...damage done.<->.temper thrown. This is one example of whole body whole health understanding. 

That is one example of a change in body environment. You forget that you control you. 

The constant visual stimulation of fast moving objects is new again (?) from an evolutionary perspective. I don't know about you but I hear flying a fighter jet is not for everyone, the mass amount of information gathered and processed while maneuvering at incredible speed while clenching every base muscle to make the turn and not pass out and still stay in control is not within a normal humans capabilities. Humans are incredible. Humans don't process everything the same or have the same capabilities. We are a complex system. 

You sit watching constant moving objects on a screen...and you think you can process it..it's making you dumber. you are processing poison.

This is the real world part to Hocus focus ...

You can actually see in real time the state of our globe we call home and that around it. Would you like a link to space weather...there are Apps for that. It's alphabet C-M class that's fun to watch. We can watch societies turned to rubble like it's a show made for your entertainment. You know those are real people dying and you know it's State officials and corporations waging war...some more. This time the rules have changed.  You can see how this can cause a great deal of anxiety. Is there worse then Nuclear war? There is. 

You can see in real time people understanding the harm they have done to them selves listening to the experts*. The experts that saved you from a bioweapon they created. Then used a technology that they have no business using on humans to see if it 'worked'. Why did they insist so much at the beginning, mandate it knowing it was not what they said. Why did they insist so much they made you a criminal? This is global. We all know they're the same people, this is corporation and State hand to mouth as they feed you poison into your mind through advertising and modern medicine. ...and you see it for what it really is and you still take your prescribed drug to make you feel better (Wellbutrin was poison in my mind-first hand knowledge.) Did they tell you the truth or ___?

You can actually see in real time blind senators again out to get the bad man orange and all that disagree with them, putting them behind bars or have them bankrupted, or no longer allowed to use the banking system...it's happening way more now if you haven't noticed. The thing is they think if you say "we are a democracy" enough it will become true...and it's working (democracyis mob rule. This looks a lot like mob rule kids)...because no one has stopped this madness yet. No one has payed any price. "wrap it 3 times wrap it tree times wrap it 3 times around that lady"-this is the story of Mumbo Jumbo-a complex West African system, which woman do they choose?...it's truly macabre-ripe for a fall. Recall the State of our existence before Russia throws one our way? We throw one theres? Sabotage? Seriously so many options with North Korea, underground shit know one knows about, Iran, France, Israel...ya know some of the cool kids. It's not time to be calm your world leaders are out of control and I don't mean Russia. Da? 

All of the shit going on and people are wondering what's wrong with everyone...

The lady that was diagnosed with epilepsy a d the doc can't find the problem...well her son came home from University declaring himself a girl. Now I know I'm not a doctor or an expert in anything...I try to make that clear...but for fucks sake she carried that boy in her body and gave birth to him and she knows he's a boy but pretends for the world he's a girl....holy shit if you all can't do real fucking math...the constant consent of the lies breaks down our bodies. 

lying creates distrust 

distrust creates disharmony 

disharmony creates delusions 

delusions create destruction

Can you imagine that someone long ago had more knowledge then you can imagine and you ignored it because ... it wasn't modern. 

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story

In 10 years, 17 years 170?...where ever we all may be, we should not forget that a biological weapon was unleashed on Earth. If it was an accident why were they even playing God? 

Do we learn a lesson? Does anyone learn a lesson? Is there rope or a wall long enough..that's what the people want, that's what I hear on the street.

This is the Truth of the Word of God

I told you all in a blog past written what was written in the sand...

"she will come for you"

Run wolf Run

 

The wolves did run

Under the blocked sun

1 by one

Through the night

And still

No one won

Azimuth

 

Would you like me to tell you what they are most scared of? 

World leaders, every large corporation that poisons the earth and our bodies, all the bankers that call for war so they can make a profit...every doctor or nurse, psychologist and 'helper' that mutilates the children's bodies under the lie of false teachings.

 

Be still and watch

Proper order states Gods mandate

Nothing is on the timeline of your choice

Our Lady of Fátima gave us instructions

There is a large group of people that think believing in something will make it happen

God sent a messenger and told me to tell you to get off your feet

Maat is on the way

Vesta pleads for your children

Gabriel 

Micheal

Raphael

Who carries the Sword of Gideon?