Saturday, September 5, 2026

The Contract

 


"What's the question?"

The young woman sat by herself across the desk. 23, healthy and in the prime of her life. 

"How many will you implant?"

"Three each time until one or more take, up to 5 implants."

Across the table from the young woman was an attorney and two men that sat next to one another. One of the men was in his early 30's and the other in his 60's. The sperm would come from the younger man and the eggs would come from an egg purchase, procured they would tell their friends. 

"And I get $45,000?" Heavy on her mind was her college debt and a useless Masters degree. It was just some cells she thought, someone else's thing. 

"Basically we are just renting your womb." The man in his 60's chimed in. 

The younger man leaned forward, "Just sign on the dotted line and we will also pay for all of your health care, rent and utilities. We have a special diet we want you on. It's in the contract. We take care of it all for you."


...



The young woman felt a pinch, then another and another. All hand chosen embryos were boys. In another sterile room was another young woman. Rows of sterile rooms and the same thing happening in each one.


...


Outside the brownstone an in descriptive woman stood with a sign on the other side of the street.


GROWING A HUMAN

TO SELL TO SOMEONE

IS HUMAN TRAFFICKING  








Thursday, September 3, 2026

The Light of The Star

 





“We pray the mother's abiotic fluid flow with nature. 

We do this for our future.

We pray the child is healthy.

We do this for our future.

We pray the mother birth her child swiftly and with no complications.  

We do this for our future.

We are the light of the Eastern Star.

Like it or not.”


...


The Velocity


I don't know what the year was, women wore dresses and men wore suits, side walks were swept and books were kept. I'm not even sure how many languages were spoken, Greek and Latin were alway a token. 

The floors were smooth and milky with marble of gold flushing through and they radiated a coolness. The chairs and lounges had arms made of dark carved wood and velour, colours of a halcyon in a pressed pattern. The air was fresh but some how smoke would waft and leave no mark, there was a vibration in the air of a musical tone, not drums or electric, a sound you could only feel. The hushed voices of aww, delight and confusion filled the empty space. 

A complicated problem at hand in this year as information that was born long ago had been validated to be true. Histories retold as the real world of fiction was about to explode for a lie they had been stold. 

"Where to begin is always a question of time."

The men and women in the room were an array of sorts but all had one thing in common, they believed, had knowledge, and also understood. They wore robes of black, one red, and another brown, others white, some had their head covered, turbans, yarmulke, habits and more, some no faces could be seen, and then another a mask of metal draped across her eyes and nose with eyes black as coal. Then there were still more, a woman in a mans suit, woven brown with treads of orange, and then there was a man with swords and a dagger shaped of a dragon, draped across his waist, his arms comfortably at rest upon them. 

1"How do we teach the world this?"

                        6"What access do we have to each individual on the planet?"

                4"Eyes with which to see and ears with which to hear."

                        6"What access do they have to each individual on the planet?"

                    5"They can reach everywhere, anywhere." 

                            7"How long do we have?"

                    5"Time and space doesn't exist, you do though and you don't too."

            3"If we could get into the minds of...everyone."

1"What if we could impress upon the mind through the eyes..."

1"The printing press."                    

                    5"We have wave/matter access now."

                                            11"We knew long ago to keep track of old ways, capture the books until the time of the day. Here we are upon us a time, we thought mythical stories we had it wrong in our minds."

                                    9"We need to put the lines in the sun, keep them apart from the sum.  Know that evil is real as well as we know the Good."

1"Communication system with branches that have different capabilities/reaches, we still have to work in parameters of our own knowledge while we work beyond how we know. Nothing is what we thought it was."

                    5"Evil exists, it will grasp you as we walk our paths to meet back up, none of us, even the most wise can understand what that is until that moment. It will touch you." 

...


The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...


What might have been 600 years later or maybe even just 6. 


"Everything is touching because all waves are connected as a vibration through time." "What if you could really learn through osmosis." "That would be a neat trick, I hug you and learn maybe not everything about you but pertinent information." "What if we could hook up every typewriter and see what it said, every word sketch on paper ever query in the air..." 

"How the sun waves travel through the skin and light our minds eye."

                            7"fast thinkers, all the libraries of every thought through time."

1"why"

                            7"So we can control what they see and hear."


The Acceleration 


                    5"What about mind trigger, we have wave/matter access now.""


...


 The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...



The year on Earth is 2028.

The Gold Box room hadn't seen action from the Kinematics Group since the last meeting. Much had happen on the surface, below and above. It had been used by selected diplomats to meet in secret through out the years. Nothing could be heard from the outside so it was a prized place, no one understood how  but a select few. Their planes landing at Muscat International Airport and taxing into a nondescript hanger where whispers and nods for action were made. There was the under pinning hummm in the air always, someone there or not. 

It was August and Oman hot, dry, blistering if you stayed in the sun too long. This day the air was still and the Gulf of Oman was perfect for peering if not so hot. Number One got there first. His plane had landed, he unbuckled his seat belt and took the papers he had read more times than he wanted to admit, placing them neatly in his attache. Assigned numbers were not random, nothing was random and there were no coincidences. He was always first, arriving first to first in his class. His unkept silver hair seemed to sprout out of his yarmulka.  He was 86 now. His real name was well known in the halls of higher mathematics and theory from M.I.T to Cern. In The Gold Box room he was Number One.

The hanger door started closing as soon as the tail was in the building. When the door to his plane opened the stairs came down. He took his attache, threw the strap over his left shoulder and took the deepest breath his old body could take. This was the most unprepared he had ever been, it was uncomfortable. He had all the information to present. He understood it, knew it and had experienced it, and he still felt unprepared. He loved to be uncomfortable, this was a dangerous uncomfortable.

The young soldier stood at the foot of the stairs. A member of the Katoom Brigade, he stood upright, eyes forward in his tan uniform with red and green accents. They had been bread for silence. Oman was quiet, out of the way, silent, where magic and science intersected. 


...


"Earth Port GoO. We are 36 minutes out. Cargo is Lobster."

"Moon Port Tycho. All cyber signals clear."

The salt water of the Gulf of Oman was glass, perfect for landing. 

"Moon Port Tycho. Manta Rays are on the way."

There were no bubbles as a tale on the water surface. Underwater the Squadron of Manta Rays moved with the coordination of sparrows flying through the sky, because they could. There were no signals that would bounce as a tell of their existence by radar or anywhere on the electro magnetic spectrum. The lead was female the rest male clones, communication was instant. The skin of the Manta Ray was artificially grown on the surface of the half artificial animal and machine. The Manta Ray was multi modal from the sea to the air. It wasn't restricted to forward movement. It could stop, go, up, down, left, right and moved with unbelievable speed. The weaponry was sonic. 

He thought the tag 'Lobster' was apropos for the time. He was meeting the Kinematics Group with concerns of the dynamics taking place globally, in the gold box room, with the velvet chairs he loved.

When the Manta Ray Squadron breeched the water surface the Earth would never be the same. 

'Lobster' was about to make an entrance.


...



The rest followed one by one, some not the original Numbered Names, human life has a timeline end.


...


Where to begin is a question of time.



Number Two was one of the more interesting members of the Kinematic Group. They never called her Number Two, that was her designation. Number Two was a blood line and she had to be pregnant. They called her The bet. In 1982 her mother had stat on a velour chair in the Gold Box room, silent and absorbing. The bet's position was the most unique. She passed down the library. Her life ended softly while sleeping, an easy brain aneurysm. Her mother had been a great soldier. 

Her soft facial features and creamy skin sparsely dotted with freckles on her nose and cheeks were framed with care. The bet had tamed curly locks the color of a sunset after an earth release, orange, gold and streaks of blush red that gathered and dropped over her shoulders. She walked tall through the crowd of westerners and Omanis dressed in their dashes and head toppings, some of the women completely draped in black. There was no baby bump for others to see, but some women could see them both. 

The bet felt at home as she made her way through the sook stone alleyways. The bet's father had been in United States Marine Corp Intelligence and she had spent a better part of her time in the desert with her sensitive skin. Home schooled but not sheltered. Her father had been her mother’s handler and wife, chosen by the Diwan, she was the same as would be her daughter, the library.

The crowd eased and the air opened up as she came upon the sidewalk. A Range Rovers door opened, she sat down with her knees touching and rotated her legs in as if she was part of the machine. Behind her three men in short sleeve button down shirts and relaxed pants moved in sync with no ear pieces to see. The were the Mythos Rangers, genetically enhanced eunuchs that moved like panthers and looked like gods. Their assignment was her security. Their creation was altogether something new. 

She sat quietly as she was whisked away. Then asked the driver to slow down. She knew 13 wanted to be there second and she wanted to be third. Everything had meaning. Everything done with purpose.


...


As they drove down 18th November St she watched the people go by and then she saw pointing to the Gulf. She looked out the other window towards the water and she saw what people were stoping to see. A squadron of manta rays were flying over the glassy waters of the Gulf of Oman, entering again with no splash and then staying mid flight for an odd amount of time. 


...


Lobster stood at his helm. He separated his fingers at their web and slipped them and his thumbs into his control panel like a glove. In front of him a panel screens lit up, all of humans moving in situations, all over the world. The real world was reality television to him, just entertainment. 

Lobster's lair was underwater with his Manta Rays.  




1969

"Why does it work the way it does?"

"Can it be changed?" 

"God be with you." 

the woman in the crisp white frock whispered to the baby boy.

1986

Lobster had a way to connect to the new system of nets. He had a symbiotic relationship with the machine.  The tips of his fingers flowed between the ones and o's and then it helped him find two's then three's. His visual cortex had been enhanced in womb. He didn't know it though. 

The Diwan were trying to recreate the natural abilities of a select few others that had natural abilities to see what others could not. It worked but not the way they thought it would. He couldn't see the shiners from the other side, he could see into the machine though. He was able to manufacture vision on screen for others. He made people move where he wanted.

Number One was briefed daily on Lobsters progress. He wouldn't go by the call sign Lobster until years later, and then it was never official. His life was not normal but looked it from the out side. His mother and father also part of the program were hand chosen like the rest of the Wolf Pack. As Lobster grew he found himself drawn to salt water where his ability increased exponentially.  

  

...

Number Nine, "Alph beit world where anything can happen if spoken. Events can disappear, degrees can appear out of thin spoken air. What looks like magic is just knowledge for the witches words." a mask of metal draped across her eyes and nose with eyes black as coal she said into the air. 


...


The Wolf Pack were the children of which there were 13, like the Kinetic group, 13. With one overlapping, the bet. 


...


1982

Thirteen was eleven. She sat on the cool marble floor of the Gold Box room listening to the adults around her. She was the only child there. Her legs crossed under her and her knobby knees sticking out of her sun yellow dress. She sat and absorbed everything around her. From the smokeless smoke to the vibration where she was able hear something different than the adults. Thirteen would one day be the mother to the Wolf Pack. Thirteen had a touch to know. Thirteen had a touch to know time. Thirteen was bred to be, like the Wolf Pack but old lines. 

She looked up at Number Nine, the woman's arms covered in soft flowing fabrics of cream and scarlet. Her hands with gold rings on each index finger, on the left she wore an odem on her right she wore an emerald. At the base of her throat was a naturally formed topaz on a gold collar. 

Number Nine looked at Thirteen on the floor and in a heavy accent said to her in a whisper as smoke came out of her mouth with each word, "Where there are words there is power, take care for the numbers. We have to use all of it to get there." "I am going to have you remember things later, after the blood moon stops. You have everything you need to get where you need to go and all logistics will be taken care of for you. Go and collect."

Her coal black yes looked deep into Thirteen and left what she would need there. 


...


"Voodoo Rangers are coming in cold."

The voice was matter of fact. The hearers on the other end of the message had no ear pieces. They heard telepathically. One of the Katoom Brigade looked out to the Gulf and saw the Manta Rays fly through the sky.

Under water in Lobsters cavern, his system engaged with the lead Manta Ray.

The message was received before it was sent.

Lead Manta's bio magnification morphed χρωμα. She didn't disappear, she went back 1340 years, she was still there but was invisible to the human eye because they could not see through time. The males followed her what looked like instantly. Gone from the sky.

Lead Manta reappeared over the bets Range Rover as it drove down 18th November street. The males appeared behind her in a wing pattern with three in the rear in a lead, two three formation.

People on the streets and on sidewalks looked at one another in awe. Confused looks were exchanged. The Manta Rays had appeared egressing the Gulf, flew a distance for a time, disappeared then reappeared over 18th November street. 


... 


Χρωμα 

חרעמא






Monday, August 31, 2026

Summa

 


1999

It was the eve of the New Year. All over the world computer technicians were concerned that the origination of computer language would no longer work and all systems would crash., ones and zeros. All because programers had forgotten to add more time after the year 1999. 

Lobster was at The Massachusetts Institute of Technology. He was working on enlarging his electrical field. Number One had already managed the query with a tad of quick logic and finding the correct cavern, under water. Number One enjoyed watching Lobster solve problems, his way. 

"Put a little omicron there." He points next to the  upside down triangle.

"compact the field or spread it out? Expand in the other place."

Number One didn't know Lobster was looking off world.  

Delta Down Squared

 


Gratitude for the new gathering tool. It's superb.

Request mathematical equation keyboard. Delta Down squared. The only Latin I can find is Kurdish. 

א.ל.מ.י.ש.ת

 


Through culture we change the now to fix the future. 


...


A woman killed her 3 children and the tribe of psych is as responsible as is she. Women are cheering for a woman that strangled her babies. 


...


The boy heard the muffled sounds, one he recognized. It was the voice that was always with him. He knew it was time and had started turning towards his exit. 

She laid on the hospital like bed as a strange woman held her hand to comfort her. Her knees up and legs apart. The doctor leaned over and grabbed on to her forceps. She was dilated enough for her to get in there. 

The doctor widens the cervical opening and inserts the forceps and she tries to grab hold of the head. The forceps slip.

The boy feels everything. The forceps scrap hard against his face and head and rip his nose off. It floats in the fluid around him with bits of his flesh. He can't scream. The pain is unexpected. He was supposed to be leaving this place. He was about to take his first breath. 

Where is the woman with the voice?

The woman on table can feel pinches of pain as the strange woman holds her hand. "It'll be ok. You can do this. It won't be much longer."

The boy had been invited and was now being uninvited. 

The boy a helpless innocent prisoner of the woman with the voice that had always been with him, had invited him with her pleasure. 

The doctor swears silently to herself and with a bit more pressure she clamps down on the boys skull and squeezes her fingers, crushing his head. He's dead now. The doctor nods at the strange woman.

"Everything is fine now. You will feel a few more pinches and then it will be over."

The boys brains seeped from his little crushed head. The doctor feels something and grabs on and pulls, a tiny arm with perfect fingers and the doctor never looks to care. The boys body is torn piece by piece and removed from the woman. The doctor needs to make sure she gets all the pieces, brain matter too.


... 


Where is the love in this?


...


Through culture we change the now to fix the future.

I heard a woman say, "After you write it speak it out loud."








Sunday, August 30, 2026

Wooden Gavel

 


“We need to normalize mental illness.”

Take normal women that are in general pissed off at the world and tell them their anxiety is caused by a chemical imbalance in their brain, feed them medications that makes them feel little if anything. Lobotomies by uninformed consent. 

I've blogged about this before but from another perspective. Years later the medical/psych industry can jump off a cliff with the lemmings. I hope they wear masks when they do and they can spell the putrid air coming from their defunct soul. 

It was a real conversation around a table of military wives. There are many cultural adaptations military wives spread out through the federation, knowingly and unknowingly. 


...


The wooden gavel came down and the discussion was over. Mrs President didn't have a choice. The decision was made in living rooms and bars. The Officers Wives Club would become The Offices Spouses Club. I banged that gavel. I knew ahead of time. My job was to explain/sell progression to the other wives. My job Wass to tell the women they no longer had a club because the United States Military deemed it so. We (in true the royal We) probably would have been sued somewhere down the road had we didn't-civil rights ya know. 






Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story







I have 8 minutes. Shit is picking up tempo on the outside. 6 min. Russia, Ukraine, NATO, Iran, Yemen, Israel, Spain, the UK, Belgium, Germany...El Salvador (our savior) is run by the son of the first Imam in El Salvador, he was also in marketing. 4 min. Just because God loves you and forgives you (according to you) doesn't mean you don't receive punishment on earth. 3 min. The rise of Islam is the most real thing in the world of fakes and liars. 

1 min, God be with you.










Saturday, August 29, 2026

The Night before the Revolution

 


How many revolutions started and people hemmed and hawed while violence happened in a city they perhaps passed by. It’s not their city or town. 

When a revolution happens how many ways can it come to fruition and how many different fruits can it grow? Poisoned ones and healthy ones. Ones that seed well and others that get seeded out. 

The night before the revolution is different for those sitting in power and those not. Do both know the moment has arrived, or just the doers.






Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 







Friday, August 28, 2026

The Wolf Pack

 


The Velocity


I don't know what the year was, women wore dresses and men wore suits, side walks were swept and books were kept. I'm not even sure how many languages were spoken, Greek and Latin were alway a token. 

The floors were smooth and milky with marble of gold flushing through and they radiated a coolness. The chairs and lounges had arms made of dark carved wood and velour, colours of a halcyon in a pressed pattern. The air was fresh but some how smoke would waft and leave no mark, there was a vibration in the air of a musical tone, not drums or electric, a sound you could only feel. The hushed voices of aww, delight and confusion filled the empty space. 

A complicated problem at hand in this year as information that was born long ago had been validated to be true. Histories retold as the real world of fiction was about to explode for a lie they had been stold. 

"Where to begin is always a question of time."

The men and women in the room were an array of sorts but all had one thing in common, they believed, had knowledge, and also understood. They wore robes of black, one red, and another brown, others white, some had their head covered, turbans, yarmulke, habits and more, some no faces could be seen, and then another a mask of metal draped across her eyes and nose with eyes black as coal. Then there were still more, a woman in a mans suit, woven brown with treads of orange, and then there was a man with swords and a dagger shaped of a dragon, draped across his waist, his arms comfortably at rest upon them. 

1"How do we teach the world this?"

                        6"What access do we have to each individual on the planet?"

                4"Eyes with which to see and ears with which to hear."

                        6"What access do they have to each individual on the planet?"

                    5"They can reach everywhere, anywhere." 

                            7"How long do we have?"

                    5"Time and space doesn't exist, you do though and you don't too."

            3"If we could get into the minds of...everyone."

1"What if we could impress upon the mind through the eyes..."

1"The printing press."                    

                    5"We have wave/matter access now."

                                            11"We knew long ago to keep track of old ways, capture the books until the time of the day. Here we are upon us a time, we thought mythical stories we had it wrong in our minds."

                                    9"We need to put the lines in the sun, keep them apart from the sum.  Know that evil is real as well as we know the Good."

1"Communication system with branches that have different capabilities/reaches, we still have to work in parameters of our own knowledge while we work beyond how we know. Nothing is what we thought it was."

                    5"Evil exists, it will grasp you as we walk our paths to meet back up, none of us, even the most wise can understand what that is until that moment. It will touch you." 

...


The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...


What might have been 600 years later or maybe even just 6. 


"Everything is touching because all waves are connected as a vibration through time." "What if you could really learn through osmosis." "That would be a neat trick, I hug you and learn maybe not everything about you but pertinent information." "What if we could hook up every typewriter and see what it said, every word sketch on paper ever query in the air..." 

"How the sun waves travel through the skin and light our minds eye."

                            7"fast thinkers, all the libraries of every thought through time."

1"why"

                            7"So we can control what they see and hear."


The Acceleration 


                    5"What about mind trigger, we have wave/matter access now.""


...


 The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...



The year on Earth is 2028.

The Gold Box room hadn't seen action from the Kinematics Group since the last meeting. Much had happen on the surface, below and above. It had been used by selected diplomats to meet in secret through out the years. Nothing could be heard from the outside so it was a prized place, no one understood how  but a select few. Their planes landing at Muscat International Airport and taxing into a nondescript hanger where whispers and nods for action were made. There was the under pinning hummm in the air always, someone there or not. 

It was August and Oman hot, dry, blistering if you stayed in the sun too long. This day the air was still and the Gulf of Oman was perfect for peering if not so hot. Number One got there first. His plane had landed, he unbuckled his seat belt and took the papers he had read more times than he wanted to admit, placing them neatly in his attache. Assigned numbers were not random, nothing was random and there were no coincidences. He was always first, arriving first to first in his class. His unkept silver hair seemed to sprout out of his yarmulka.  He was 86 now. His real name was well known in the halls of higher mathematics and theory from M.I.T to Cern. In The Gold Box room he was Number One.

The hanger door started closing as soon as the tail was in the building. When the door to his plane opened the stairs came down. He took his attache, threw the strap over his left shoulder and took the deepest breath his old body could take. This was the most unprepared he had ever been, it was uncomfortable. He had all the information to present. He understood it, knew it and had experienced it, and he still felt unprepared. He loved to be uncomfortable, this was a dangerous uncomfortable.

The young soldier stood at the foot of the stairs. A member of the Katoom Brigade, he stood upright, eyes forward in his tan uniform with red and green accents. They had been bread for silence. Oman was quiet, out of the way, silent, where magic and science intersected. 


...


"Earth Port GoO. We are 36 minutes out. Cargo is Lobster."

"Moon Port Tycho. All cyber signals clear."

The salt water of the Gulf of Oman was glass, perfect for landing. 

"Moon Port Tycho. Manta Rays are on the way."

There were no bubbles as a tale on the water surface. Underwater the Squadron of Manta Rays moved with the coordination of sparrows flying through the sky, because they could. There were no signals that would bounce as a tell of their existence by radar or anywhere on the electro magnetic spectrum. The lead was female the rest male clones, communication was instant. The skin of the Manta Ray was artificially grown on the surface of the half artificial animal and machine. The Manta Ray was multi modal from the sea to the air. It wasn't restricted to forward movement. It could stop, go, up, down, left, right and moved with unbelievable speed. The weaponry was sonic. 

He thought the tag 'Lobster' was apropos for the time. He was meeting the Kinematics Group with concerns of the dynamics taking place globally, in the gold box room, with the velvet chairs he loved.

When the Manta Ray Squadron breeched the water surface the Earth would never be the same. 

'Lobster' was about to make an entrance.


...



The rest followed one by one, some not the original Numbered Names, human life has a timeline end.


...


Where to begin is a question of time.



Number Two was one of the more interesting members of the Kinematic Group. They never called her Number Two, that was her designation. Number Two was a blood line and she had to be pregnant. They called her The bet. In 1982 her mother had stat on a velour chair in the Gold Box room, silent and absorbing. The bet's position was the most unique. She passed down the library. Her life ended softly while sleeping, an easy brain aneurysm. Her mother had been a great soldier. 

Her soft facial features and creamy skin sparsely dotted with freckles on her nose and cheeks were framed with care. The bet had tamed curly locks the color of a sunset after an earth release, orange, gold and streaks of blush red that gathered and dropped over her shoulders. She walked tall through the crowd of westerners and Omanis dressed in their dashes and head toppings, some of the women completely draped in black. There was no baby bump for others to see, but some women could see them both. 

The bet felt at home as she made her way through the sook stone alleyways. The bet's father had been in United States Marine Corp Intelligence and she had spent a better part of her time in the desert with her sensitive skin. Home schooled but not sheltered. Her father had been her mother’s handler and wife, chosen by the Diwan, she was the same as would be her daughter, the library.

The crowd eased and the air opened up as she came upon the sidewalk. A Range Rovers door opened, she sat down with her knees touching and rotated her legs in as if she was part of the machine. Behind her three men in short sleeve button down shirts and relaxed pants moved in sync with no ear pieces to see. The were the Mythos Rangers, genetically enhanced eunuchs that moved like panthers and looked like gods. Their assignment was her security. Their creation was altogether something new. 

She sat quietly as she was whisked away. Then asked the driver to slow down. She knew 13 wanted to be there second and she wanted to be third. Everything had meaning. Everything done with purpose.


...


As they drove down 18th November St she watched the people go by and then she saw pointing to the Gulf. She looked out the other window towards the water and she saw what people were stoping to see. A squadron of manta rays were flying over the glassy waters of the Gulf of Oman, entering again with no splash and then staying mid flight for an odd amount of time. 


...


Lobster stood at his helm. He separated his fingers at their web and slipped them and his thumbs into his control panel like a glove. In front of him a panel screens lit up, all of humans moving in situations, all over the world. The real world was reality television to him, just entertainment. 

Lobster's lair was underwater with his Manta Rays.  




1969

"Why does it work the way it does?"

"Can it be changed?" 

"God be with you." 

the woman in the crisp white frock whispered to the baby boy.

1986

Lobster had a way to connect to the new system of nets. He had a symbiotic relationship with the machine.  The tips of his fingers flowed between the ones and o's and then it helped him find two's then three's. His visual cortex had been enhanced in womb. He didn't know it though. 

The Diwan were trying to recreate the natural abilities of a select few others that had natural abilities to see what others could not. It worked but not the way they thought it would. He couldn't see the shiners from the other side, he could see into the machine though. He was able to manufacture vision on screen for others. He made people move where he wanted.

Number One was briefed daily on Lobsters progress. He wouldn't go by the call sign Lobster until years later, and then it was never official. His life was not normal but looked it from the out side. His mother and father also part of the program were hand chosen like the rest of the Wolf Pack. As Lobster grew he found himself drawn to salt water where his ability increased exponentially.  

  

...

Number Nine, "Alph beit world where anything can happen if spoken. Events can disappear, degrees can appear out of thin spoken air. What looks like magic is just knowledge for the witches words." a mask of metal draped across her eyes and nose with eyes black as coal she said into the air. 


...


The Wolf Pack were the children of which there were 13, like the Kinetic group, 13. With one overlapping, the bet. 


...


1982

Thirteen was eleven. She sat on the cool marble floor of the Gold Box room listening to the adults around her. She was the only child there. Her legs crossed under her and her knobby knees sticking out of her sun yellow dress. She sat and absorbed everything around her. From the smokeless smoke to the vibration where she was able hear something different than the adults. Thirteen would one day be the mother to the Wolf Pack. Thirteen had a touch to know. Thirteen had a touch to know time. Thirteen was bred to be, like the Wolf Pack but old lines. 

She looked up at Number Nine, the woman's arms covered in soft flowing fabrics of cream and scarlet. Her hands with gold rings on each index finger, on the left she wore an odem on her right she wore an emerald. At the base of her throat was a naturally formed topaz on a gold collar. 

Number Nine looked at Thirteen on the floor and in a heavy accent said to her in a whisper as smoke came out of her mouth with each word, "Where there are words there is power, take care for the numbers. We have to use all of it to get there." "I am going to have you remember things later, after the blood moon stops. You have everything you need to get where you need to go and all logistics will be taken care of for you. Go and collect."

Her coal black yes looked deep into Thirteen and left what she would need there. 











Thursday, August 27, 2026

Ότι/ινα

 


It was a slow roll of death the year of 2026

"Don't speak ill of the dead"

What?

The wife that let her husband sexually assault the little girls around him was not a heroine. 

The woman that was never satisfied with her self was not a heroine.

The mom that killed her children was not a heroine.


...


It's been some time let's go for a spin around here and there. I keep waiting for others to wake and they go backwards like dullards that can only see one path. The Christian siren with her rainbow unicorn with excuses and sleeves and cares for nothing but things. The death of Christianity is a-round the corner. A corner we've already seen. 


...


The metallic hum from the silver machine heated the air. Inside the machine all the information from every publication known to mankind was available. All they have to do is look and compare. 


...


"What are the odds?"

"So there is a chance."











Wednesday, August 26, 2026

1986

 


“How far dear friends can a rubber string travel if you stretch it across a distance and then ‘unstretch’ it at its destination. Each molecule connected intimately.” He wasn’t Lobster yet. 

“Sometimes you can’t see a connection if you are too far or too near but it is always there. To see the connection you have to be looking for it.”

The large white board behind him had markings of black, yellow and red. Two lines stretched with dots. 

Object origin.

Object destination.

It was far more reaching as far as destinations went and connections available. Lobster was unaware at the moment though.

1986 






Friday, August 21, 2026

Καιρός



A conversation in a grocery store
“Well some people just don’t have any common sense.” Said the dowdy elderly woman with her soft pastel flower t-shirt and denim pants.
“You say that but my sister thinks it’s common sense that to break a wild horse you do it in water. What is common sense in the year 2026?” Replied the woman with The Stone of Alexandria on her right hands index finger. 
The old woman a tad irritated someone didn't just agree with her vapid statement, "People just don't respect each other any more."
Giggling to her self the woman with The Stone of Alexandria on her right hands index finger thought, 'people have such short memories.'  
Some days later after words were said...
Mind you...
This is specifically after 2020...

Where to begin is a question of time

The retard is here asking how stupid (short memories or complete cluelessness of actual events since the moment marked) are people, really? All my grammatical, mathematic, and spelling issues I may have, do people really not see the reality in which we live? 







Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story














Maat added some weights to the scale that was on the left hand side of the entry way.




Thursday, August 20, 2026

στερεότυπο

 


As they drove down 18th November St she watched the people go by and then she saw pointing to the Gulf. She looked out the other window towards the water and she saw what people were stoping to see. A squadron of manta rays were flying over the glassy waters of the Gulf of Oman, entering again with no splash and then staying mid flight for an odd amount of time. 


...


Lobster stood at his helm. He separated his fingers at their web and slipped them and his thumbs into his control panel like a glove. In front of him a wall of screens lit up. All of humans moving in situations. All over the world. The real world was reality television to him, just entertainment he controlled. 

His lair was underwater with his Manta Rays. Lobster was not his name. Lobster was a man about and for himself first then what he thought best, not the highest amount of money. Lobster had a goal and funding to reach it. 

The nerves at the tips of his fingers had an instantaneous coupling with the individuals on the screens. He could know everything about an individual if he could capture them on the screen and from there he controlled what they saw. They moved how they chose, he just controlled what they saw. 


Monday, August 17, 2026

Behind the Glass Partition

 


Mrs. Whitehall stood lost. An old woman who was pretty once. She was well put together but her concern coloured her. Her husband went on to the woman behind the pushed to the side glass partition. 

"I've seen the doctor before."

"I'm sorry sir he isn't taking any patients." A disembodied woman's voice came from behind the partition.

His wife touched his arm.

"The soonest I can get you in is September." 

It's not even mid August yet. 

"Sir, can you tell me what's going on?"

"I have blood in my urine and I need to see someone."

"I'm sorry sir I don't have anything until September."

Mr. and Mrs. Whitehall pass Death in the hall on their way out.

"May God be with you."

Death opened the door to the waiting room with signage taped methodically to glass partitions, walls, doors and next to door and partitions. Death took a seat and sat in empty waiting room.

"Why didn't you give him this appointment?" A male voice from behind the partitions.

"I blocked that out for emergencies."

Blood in his urine

"We block sections out so no one else can take it. We don’t like that patients can change their appointments and reschedule."

Blood in his urine 

"So no one can access this if it's blocked." 

"So if some one comes in with a catheter problem or a stone blockage we can get them in."

Blood in his urine

"I’m sorry sir the earliest appointment I have is in September."


The sweet voice from behind the glass partition with signs taped all over and one to the left of where Mr Whitehall had stood is a sign.

We care about our team members. 

Aggressive behavior

is not tolerated here.

Aggressive behavior includes:

Physical assault 

inappropriate contact

Abusive or foul language

Threats

Aggressive behavior may

result in removal from this facility and

prosecution. Thank you


Signed a pyramid scheme 



Blood in his urine.





Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story












Death looked at the woman with the sweet voice from behind the partition and said nothing as she walked out the door. 



הב

 




The rest followed one by one, some not the original Numbered Names, human life has a timeline end.


...


Where to begin is a question of time.



Number Two was one of the more interesting members of the Kinematic Group. They never called her Number Two, that was her designation. Number Two was a blood line and she had to be pregnant. They called her The bet. In 1982 her mother had stat on a velour chair in the Gold Box room, silent and absorbing. The bet's position was the most unique. She passed down the library. Her life ended softly while sleeping, an easy brain aneurysm. Her mother had been a great soldier. 

Her soft facial features and creamy skin sparsely dotted with freckles on her nose and cheeks were framed with care. The bet had tamed curly locks the color of a sunset after an earth release, orange, gold and streaks of blush red that gathered and dropped over her shoulders. She walked tall through the crowd of westerners and Omanis dressed in their dashes and head toppings, some of the women completely draped in black. There was no baby bump for others to see, but some women could see them both. 

The bet felt at home as she made her way through the sook stone alleyways. The bet's father had been in United States Marine Corp Intelligence and she had spent a better part of her time in the desert with her sensitive skin. Home schooled but not sheltered. Her father had been her mother’s handler and wife, chosen by the Diwan, she was the same as would be her daughter, the library.

The crowd eased and the air opened up as she came upon the sidewalk. A Range Rovers door opened, she sat down with her knees touching and rotated her legs in as if she was part of the machine. Behind her three men in short sleeve button down shirts and relaxed pants moved in sync with no ear pieces to see. The were the Mythos Rangers, genetically enhanced eunuchs that moved like panthers and looked like gods. Their assignment was her security. Their creation was altogether something new. 

She sat quietly as she was whisked away. Then asked the driver to slow down. She knew 13 wanted to be there second and she wanted to be third. Everything had meaning. Everything done with purpose.


...


As they drove down 18th November St she watched the people go by and then she saw pointing to the Gulf. She looked out the other window towards the water and she saw what people were stoping to see. A squadron of manta rays were flying over the glassy waters of the Gulf of Oman, entering again with no splash and then staying mid flight for an odd amount of time. 


Sunday, August 16, 2026

2028

 

(excerpts from https://behindthebookscover.blogspot.com/2024/07/kinematics.html with a few changes and https://behindthebookscover.blogspot.com/2026/08/operation-oak-tree.html)

The Velocity


I don't know what the year was, women wore dresses and men wore suits, side walks were swept and books were kept, I'm not even sure how many languages were spoken, Greek and Latin were alway a token. 

The floors were smooth and milky with marble of gold flushing through and they radiated a coolness. The chairs and lounges had arms made of dark carved wood and velour, colours of a halcyon in a pressed pattern. The air was fresh but some how smoke would waft and leave no mark, there was a vibration in the air of a musical tone, not drums or electric, a sound you could only feel. The hushed voices of aww, delight and confusion filled the empty space. 

A complicated problem at hand in this year as information that was born long ago had been validated to be true. Histories retold as the real world of fiction was about to explode for a lie they had been stold. 

"Where to begin is always a question of time."

The men and women in the room were an array of sorts but all had one thing in common, they believed, had knowledge, and also understood. They wore robes of black, one red, and another brown, others white, some had their head covered, turbans, yarmulke, habits and more, some no faces could be seen, and then another a mask of metal draped across her eyes and nose with eyes black as coal. Then there were still more, a woman in a mans suit, woven brown with treads of orange, and then there was a man with swords and a dagger shaped of a dragon, draped across his waist, his arms comfortably at rest upon them. 

1"How do we teach the world this?"

                        6"What access do we have to each individual on the planet?"

                4"Eyes with which to see and ears with which to hear."

                        6"What access do they have to each individual on the planet?"

                    5"They can reach everywhere, anywhere." 

                            7"How long do we have?"

                    5"Time and space doesn't exist, you do though and you don't too."

            3"If we could get into the minds of...everyone."

1"What if we could impress upon the mind through the eyes..."

1"The printing press."                    

                    5"We have wave/matter access now."

                                            11"We knew long ago to keep track of old ways, capture the books until the time of the day. Here we are upon us a time, we thought mythical stories we had it wrong in our minds."

                                    9"We need to put the lines in the sun, keep them apart from the sum.  Know that evil is real as well as we know the Good."

1"Communication system with branches that have different capabilities/reaches, we still have to work in parameters of our own knowledge while we work beyond how we know. Nothing is what we thought it was."

                    5"Evil exists, it will grasp you as we walk our paths to meet back up, none of us, even the most wise can understand what that is until that moment. It will touch you." 

...


The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...


What might have been 600 years later or maybe even just 6. 


"Everything is touching because all waves are connected as a vibration through time." "What if you could really learn through osmosis." "That would be a neat trick, I hug you and learn maybe not everything about you but pertinent information." "What if we could hook up every typewriter and see what it said, every word sketch on paper ever query in the air..." 

"How the sun waves travel through the skin and light our minds eye."

                            7"fast thinkers, all the libraries of every thought through time."

1"why"

                            7"So we can control what they see and hear."


The Acceleration 


                    5"What about mind trigger, we have wave/matter access now.""


...


 The old ways are deep in the threads and we can unwind them and put them back together.


...



The year on Earth is 2028.

The Gold Box room hadn't seen action from the Kinematics Group since the last meeting. Much had happen on the surface, below and above. It had been used by selected diplomats to meet in secret through out the years. Nothing could be heard from the outside so it was a prized place, no one understood how  but a select few. Their planes landing at Muscat International Airport and taxing into a nondescript hanger where whispers and nods for action were made. There was the under pinning hummm in the air always, someone there or not. 

It was August and Oman hot, dry, blistering if you stayed in the sun too long. This day the air was still and the Gulf of Oman was perfect for peering if not so hot. Number One got there first. His plane had landed, he unbuckled his seat belt and took the papers he had read more times than he wanted to admit, placing them neatly in his attache. Assigned numbers were not random, nothing was random and there were no coincidences. He was always first, arriving first to first in his class. His unkept silver hair seemed to sprout out of his yarmulka.  He was 86 now. His real name was well known in the halls of higher mathematics and theory from M.I.T to Cern. In The Gold Box room he was Number One.

The hanger door started closing as soon as the tail was in the building. When the door to his plane opened the stairs came down. He took his attache, threw the strap over his left shoulder and took the deepest breath his old body could take. This was the most unprepared he had ever been, it was uncomfortable. He had all the information to present. He understood it, knew it and had experienced it, and he still felt unprepared. He loved to be uncomfortable, this was a dangerous uncomfortable.

The young soldier stood at the foot of the stairs. A member of the Katoom Brigade, he stood upright, eyes forward in his tan uniform with red and green accents. They had been bread for silence. Oman was quiet, out of the way, silent, where magic and science intersected. 


...


"Earth Port GoO. We are 36 minutes out. Cargo is Lobster."

"Moon Port Tycho. All cyber signals clear."

The salt water of the Gulf of Oman was glass, perfect for landing. 

"Moon Port Tycho. Manta Rays are on the way."

There were no bubbles as a tale on the water surface. Underwater the Squadron of Manta Rays moved with the coordination of sparrows flying through the sky, because they could. There were no signals that would bounce as a tell of their existence by radar or anywhere on the electro magnetic spectrum. The lead was female the rest male clones, communication was instant. The skin of the Manta Ray was artificially grown on the surface of the half artificial animal and machine. The Manta Ray was multi modal from the sea to the air. It wasn't restricted to forward movement. It could stop, go, up, down, left, right and moved with unbelievable speed. The weaponry was sonic. 

He thought the tag 'Lobster' was apropos for the time. He was meeting the Kinematics Group with concerns of the dynamics taking place globally, in the gold box room, with the velvet chairs he loved.

When the Manta Ray Squadron breeched the water surface the Earth would never be the same. 

'Lobster' was about to make an entrance.


...



The rest followed one by one, some not the original Numbered Names, human life has a timeline end.








Saturday, August 15, 2026

Operation Oak Tree

 


"Earth Port GoO. We are 36 minutes out. Cargo is Lobster."

"Moon Port Tycho. All cyber signals clear."

The salt water of the Gulf of Oman was glass, perfect for landing. 

"Moon Port Tycho. Manta Rays are on the way."

There were no bubbles as a tale on the water surface. Underwater the Squadron of Manta Rays moved with the coordination of sparrows flying through the sky, because they could. There were no signals that would bounce as a tell of their existence by radar or anywhere on the electro magnetic spectrum. The lead was female the rest male clones, communication was instant. The skin of the Manta Ray was artificially grown on the surface of the half artificial animal and machine. The Manta Ray was multi modal from the sea to the air. It wasn't restricted to forward movement. It could stop, go, up, down, left, right and moved with unbelievable speed. The weaponry was sonic. 

He thought the tag 'Lobster' was apropos for the time. He was meeting the Kinematics Group with concerns of the dynamics taking place globally, in the gold box room, with the velvet chairs. 







Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story






When the Manta Ray Squadron breeched the water surface the Earth would never be the same. 

'Lobster' was about to make an entrance.



Wednesday, August 12, 2026

X a Booooo0



The single serving kind


It’s through the water of life we See. 

The conditions continued from air in the buildings to the minds and the bodies. 

She sat across the table the last time from her old friend. They weren’t friends in a life long way. Their lives had crisscrossed in a fabric stitch, once for a few years, but they had no past or future. She had decided the ‘no’ future at the moment she was in. It was the going joke her friend would be late and she was yet again. It was that moment when the clocked striked 15 as she entertained herself as she waited and waited and waited for her friend. It was going to be the last time so she waited some more, no one across the table.

They were the same age and in truth not much in common. They did have some past and when her friend walked through the door they greeted with a hug and a fill in of their children as they sat across the table from one another. 

The conversation filtered down to how her children that had children now would use the grand babies as a way to get her thought pattern in line. ‘Mom isn’t believing in the Queer enough, she can’t see the babies.’ That sort of thing that was the behavior pattern of a child being a child and not an adult. That sort of thing was the behavior pattern of a religious bigot with unclear intentions.

She sat and listened as her friend described an old school communist struggle session which her daughter had put her through. The price was heavy. As the story went on she realized her friend, sadly, had lost the struggle and her friend had no idea she lost and there is no winning.

The subject changed to their formative years. Her friend was brought up by her single mom that spent money on cigarettes instead of dance lessons like her own mother had gotten. An obvious wound where none should be. A created victim. A woman that didn’t look at her own mother as a person getting by, dealing with the world and all her decisions. And then she wished like a child would do for a different past that wouldn’t be true. A 50 year old woman that wished she had had a different childhood because she didn’t get dance lessons.

She sat across the table from her friend as she listened to how selfish her friends single mother had been, oblivious of her own self ness that was whining.

Truth is expensive in a world made of illusions






Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 




The love between mothers and daughters, Earth and moon, Saturn and her moons…Jupiter and…..there is conditional love, these are our rules to make the future. 



 

I’ll take four minutes. People are incredible. Some people do not admit the skills they have when met. And here we are. 3 minutes. To roll and let’s go into the future, a Gardner we all need.











Monday, August 10, 2026

“By Sword, Deed and Word.”

 


“Sometimes we have to bend the truth, that’s your mission. By Sword, Deed and Word.”

There was no hot lights like the old studios of producers, editors and faces bustling around with papers and phones in hands. This was a calm -versation in an era of targeted podcasters. Assignments ran the gamut...

"Tuesday, I gotta guy named Mike comin' in. He's a retired Army Psyop. He’s an expert in groypers, Russia and stuff like that."

The pod caster had a decent net of anti-diversity, equity and inclusion listeners, as far as traffic went it was honed to a certain group when ever they could grab an ear. 


Some random Tuesday in the middle of the recording with Retired Army Psyop Vet...

"Russia has been doin' information warfare since Vladimir Lenin, and they are very affective. And they don't like, with US psyop campaigns, we have, we are are constrained rightly so by our constitution." 

*\| this is the bend |/*

“You don't psyop the American people. I'm not saying it's not happening behind closed doors and in spooky ways that's above my pay grade but, we don't like just have this, people think we have this massive targeting of the American people with some coordinated, you know synchronized campaign. That's literally illegal."

Mike takes a drink and the podcaster recalls a question he asked someone else regarding training women to be foreign operatives and that we don't do that.... 


א. Smith-Mundt

ב.The Constitution is not the Bill of Right, which should be sacked altogether.

כ.The Patriot Act

ד.He's lying or doesn't know what he's talking about



This is the way.

“By Sword, Deed and Word.”




Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story




I have 8 minutes. All that is holy what the actual F, everyone in the world knows we are all being monitored by almost all our electronic devices. I turned the above podcast off as it’s a turnoff when someone lies out right and gets paid to do it or let it happen. 4 minutes. 3 minutes. Sometimes it’s similar to listening to a preacher making shit up to a religious person that consumes garbage as a belief. This garbage moves people, all ideologies move people. 1 minute. This trash is fit in all over like critical race theory.







  

Saturday, August 8, 2026

Puerto Leonis

 


I wish to speak of people traveling from here to there, bright bags some thread bare, probably no idea how they even got there.

Blue winged horses

Red winged chickens

The portal open

She peeked through the clear clean glass window as time sped up. She watched the mortals spin tales of themselves, no more of the gods. She watched the individuals and the groups move like the sparrows mesmerizing flight.





Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story






I have 3 minutes. That Arday guy Cambridge uni gave a doctorate in sociology and education is extraordinary embarrassing and sad for him but he and they are all responsible. It’ll get worse.


Friday, August 7, 2026

The 10th Crusade

 


The specter seemed to hang in the air, reflecting any light that crossed its path focusing everywhere but there making it all the more obvious, but for the others it just looked confusing.

"I know how it works, that's why I won't get under it." 

Standing in a building that was built to fall the fabian way is not intelligent, unless you're running in to grab some one you love to get them out...

Broken systems with a youth that think they know everything and have been taught only evil. 

It's August 2026 and it's a shit show across the globe, as it is supposed to be. 

Note, I said before and I say again now the white paper read the time line moved from 30 to 28.

I'm getting a signal that's not so funny as I watch a Cardinal shake its tail feathers in a bird bath while the hawks learning to catch their prey flock overhead. 


For the August record

Islam has found a foothold in the communist movements, which have become quite the bonfire to put out, if it even can be now. A foothold is how you steer your horse power and they did it long ago with the stirrups on a horse and now the horsepower is the American tax dollar filtered into special funds. 

Saudi Arabia (also Islam, but also different) just signed a treaty with Pakistan (Islam) and Turkey (also Islam-until it's not again). 

I was in thought of Rainbush the other day as I made one of our families favorite whole chicken curry stews. He was of rust and ash brown of color, his hair jet black and he always wore white loose pants with a long white tunic. He belonged to a Pakistani family. Yazmin's husband worked at the Seeb airport while we were there. He was under the direction of the International Civilian Aviation Organization/FAA and most importantly the United Nations. 

Cardamon, cinnamon and coriander waft through the air.






Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story




A bit of pirate calling here and there 

Wise men and mur

Coffers with winged birds

Light the situation for there to there






A structure put together for the small g gods was built to hold them, and then it cracked and I gathered the pieces and now I hold them at my stead, until I don't.



Sunday, August 2, 2026

Transit Ports

 


Humans, cells growing in a myriad of human ways, fat deposits here, thin muscle structures there. Tall, short, quick and slow. Minds different than one another, some purposely move while the lost flounder about.

A woman whose skin so wrinkled she might have been mistaken for a crocodile skunk chimeric creature. She shows off as much skin as she can in a low trust world of self involved pariahs. Others skin youthful, some tight some fluffy their midriffs for all sorts of strange manner of men to stare into the mysterious middle of the female. 

One woman with long strands of oblong oval tufts of unnatural hair glued to her head, like Medusa but not pretty like a priestess of Athena, nothing with fangs and certainly no depth.

A man with coke bottle bottoms for glasses, his epilates the tell he is one of the pilots that pass through the paths, ways and roads.

Through the clouds and over head each one separate and all aboard, Inshallah they make it.


Just normal regular everyday people, who unbeknownst the temperature be rising. 




Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story





The round face with copper fire hair raised from a glass, where x marks a spot and crimson libations tickle the throat. 




Wednesday, July 22, 2026

The Headless Horseman

 


His head unseen from the neck up, the question should be if movement is intelligent from a headless being perhaps we say the head you can’t see as everything isn’t a chicken without its head, you just can’t see it. 




Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story


Monday, July 20, 2026

Skull 4

 


“Get the largest skull from the pile, clean it and fill it to the rim with the finest wine and bring it to my mother!” The hard dark deep voice said loudly. 

The mother could have yet one cup of wine. Make it best by filling it full as you drink from your enemies skull, is how he thought of it. His mother would always have the best of the best. 

The largest skull now disembodied had held up what was a human face once, ripped off and thrown to the ground to mingle with bodies and pieces, horses and such.

He hadn’t been a large man or great man, he had had a large cranium though. It wasn’t that he hadn’t taught hard enough or well enough, his thread had been cut. His skull had an afterlife purpose. 

Sunday, July 19, 2026

Skull 1

 


“You’ve made a grave mistake” the disembodied voice hit something he didn’t understand. What he didn’t understand is that  after they administered the paralyzing agent, he was still alive. The contract was clear, his whole body would be donated to something he believed in completely, Science. What he didn’t know was everything Science didn’t know plus much more and they wanted to know more.

His body paralyzed on the measly cushioned bed, his heart rate so slow the paramedics thought him dead. The man with the bonnet over his hair, an underbite and a chain from his neck wheeled him back into the room four doors to the left down a hallway, he would have said took 32 steps to the door. 

He could feel, he couldn’t move. 

Blurs and fogs went by

He felt hungry

Blurs and fogs went by

He felt alone 

Blurs and fogs went by

He felt needing

He couldn’t move, he could only feel. 

What is time.

There was quiet for a bit

Then a shock

“Whaat!?” Confusion 

“Everything is normal, it’s all confusion.”

It wasn’t confusion for all, just a few sum. 

He could feel.

His skull was being split in two, it hurt, he could say nothing. The universe heard …




Tuesday, July 14, 2026

New moon 26



He couldn’t move his eyes, his fingers or toes, he was paralyzed, his lungs gurgled. He had never been scared like he was now. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t tell them he couldn’t breath. He had agreed to the terms and there was no going back, this was death, the final end, and he signed up.

The lights turned on slowly but there were no clear lines. 

“You’ve made a grave mistake.” The sound came from a disembodied voice, no pressure on any letter, just a flat notice. 

“You’ve made a grave mistake.”

Life is over now, this is a new program 

Time isn’t linear

Life is over now, this is a new project 

He couldn’t move. 



Tuesday, July 7, 2026

Silence

 

Catholic schism again and somemore


Jimmy walks in with a constant push of oxygen into his system

“Computer machine thingamamobob, can you hear me?”

Silence

“Hey Computer, open microphone”

Silence

“Do you think the Captain has this problem?

Silence

It’s about the journey Captain.

Saturday, July 4, 2026

Two Good Questions



Where are we going?

How do we get there?




Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Roman

 


SCOTUS ruled mail in votes can count after an election, this solidifies the ability of someone or someone’s to flip and sideline voters choice (knowing there was no real choice before), and anyone born on this land…citizenship by judges is threat by death.

The Catholic Church is working on its continuation of another schism a result from Vatican II. So strange on a personal level to see what it was, 1st building 1st apartment, to what it is now and the young American Pope is…easy to understand.



Be still and listen 

This isn’t even a story




Today, the day after, I saw Christmas twice and an angel fell from the sky, I don’t know why, was she pushed? Life saw right through to death. 




I have four minutes. Id say it’s unbelievable what’s happening across the globe and here but after 2020 (it might get old reading these days but in the future it will stand out) nothing was ok. 2 minutes. The 80’s & 90’s were great, don’t let them lie to you. One minute. 








Monday, June 29, 2026

Elizabeth's Gamble

 


She stopped at the church, St Mary the Virgin, to walk through the stone arch in the cemetery, a place when the world was in turmoil seemed to ground her in the many realties a woman of her stature would need knowledge and wisdom with which to reign. Her heavily powdered face, doing its best to hide her pock marks, her rouged cheeks and lips bright red, her hair loose, her scarlet satin shoes matching her dress of cuffs and collars that pinched her waist bounced as she meandered before a meeting with her advisor, the man that promised he would build her an Empire. 

She was 25, Queen of England and Ireland, one day the expanse of the empire would include India, Canada, Scotland, Islands in the Caribbean Sea and parts of the Americas for a couple hundred years. She had also declared herself Supreme Governor of the Church of England, her wicked father's child. 

The Renaissance was in late bloom and the seeds of that time were about to populate the western world.

Her advisor scried in the room light by oil and candles, a book with drawings and Hebrew next to him on a stand so he could make notes at a moment. The walls were lined with books from all over, a great library for a queen. This is where the seeds of the an Empire would be born, Angels and Demons at command, or so they thought. 

At the end of her life the poisons she masked in would eat at her face, her hair would fall out, oh the vanity of vanities. The end of her empire would look like Al-Andalus a hundred years before she was born, a violent take over on the streets and a tiered governing hand that allowed it, and a feckless King with no authority but a title. 

The command of Angels and Demons while she declared her self head of a church created by her father for his own purpose, under the guise of God turned out to be the seeds of ruin, enemies of philosophy, reason and religion would have a melee day. Eventually the Church would waste away. 

Before that would happen a great storm would be given rise and the the Spanish Armada would be defeated, signaling to the world her power, almost as if God had intervened. 

Here dear reader are some date of fun things that are connected not through this timeline but all time

Object origin object destination

1095-1291 Crusader times

711-1492 The place that is Spain now is mostly under some caliphate rule and has a large Jewish population. At this time come the Sefer HaBahir 1150-1200, 1135 is when the Rambam starts about, and Sefer HaZohar 1280. Knowing the Rambam's work they are the antithetical to the Sefers. 

1350-1600 the Renaissance, when magic and science appear and disappear. 

1400 the printing press

(I feel like I should have stings attached here and there but they all point to not playing with God)

1455 the Gutenburg bible is published

1478-1483 the Spanish Inquisition 

1492 Columbus sails the ocean blue

1509 Henry VIII is coronated.

1517 Martin Luther nails his thesis's 

1533 Catherine of Aragon is divorced

1536 Anne Boylen is executed (mother of Elizabeth I)

Divorced, Beheaded, Died, Divorced, Beheaded, Survived.

Enter John Dee and his magic which was the norm of the day invited to start the build of a great Empire. 

1559 Elizabeth I is coronated and declares herself Supreme Governor of the Church of England

2026 the British Empire is crumbled to pieces. 













Saturday, June 27, 2026

Vsegda Gatob

 


If you are wrong about what you believe you think you know, what are the consequences?

That’s a vast question.

The afterlife? A year from now? 20 years?

Your life? The people around you? Your children?

What have you, we, I ‘taught’ by action that is imitated by the youth? 

Everyone did as they saw fit. 

The chaos retarded some futures. 




Friday, June 26, 2026

Artifacts

 


Everyone did as they saw fit.

The days were all mixed up.

Everyone did as they saw fit.

Commands coming from the left and the right

Everyone did as they say fit.


Thursday, June 25, 2026

2003 Specifically

 


The machines hummed and thumped behind many closed doors. 

The room was a pale muted rose, a shadowed shape of many sides sweeps from grass land to nothing land in four waves. Vacant of life as we know it.

Another place a distance away a dark skinned woman sits in someone else’s place like she owns the space. The space she takes she thinks is great but in time she will find herself in the wrong place. 

Farther away a woman with no teeth for her smile reaches to help those that can help themselves, a gratitude of thought that counts.

A post behind locked glass, a reminder from years ago, 2003 specifically. 

מועדים

 


Everyone did as they saw fit.

Ομοιουσιος

Everyone did as they saw fit.

Ομοούσιος

Everyone did as they saw fit. 



Wednesday, June 24, 2026

Two Times Good

 


Everyone did as they saw fit.

On this Odin’s day words are spread.

Everyone did as they saw fit.

Scorpion stings and camel spider bites.

Everyone did as they saw fit.


Tuesday, June 23, 2026

1.6.8

 


Ahhhh

Everyone did as they saw fit 

I called

Ahhhhhhh

Everyone did as they saw fit

I called out 

Ahhhhhhhh

Everyone did as they saw fit

Is it an emergency 

Ahhhhhhhhhhh

Everyone did as they saw fit

Why would have I called

Everyone did as they saw fit




Saint Elmo’s Fire

 


Everyone did as they saw fit.

Nothing was good, nothing was bad.

Everyone did as they saw fit.

Above and below.

Everyone did as they saw fit.

Monday, June 22, 2026

יהי אור

 


Everyone did as they saw fit

The sweet chimes so right

Everyone did as they saw fit

The deep hum high in the trees

Everyone did as they saw fit

Shhhhh

Sunday, June 21, 2026

Sun day

 


Everyone did as they saw fit

There they were in the book of judges looking for a king

Everyone did as they saw fit

The path ways clear, the light so bright 

Everyone did as they saw fit

Sssssss


Saturday, June 20, 2026

Judging going on

 


Everyone did as they saw fit

We see through water, spirals through time

Everyone did as they saw fit

When you know what you are looking for…. Knowing where poison likes to grow, around roots.

Everyone did as they saw fit

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

10

 


Water under her feet she flew over the air, her daughters beside her.

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Sunday, June 14, 2026

Filtration System



So Death walked the edge of the river fountain, the stunted trees whose fur tendrils hung from fake stems, the ground cover was unreal plants and some rocks thrown in for texture. The people hung their heads carrying their few precious goods, once in awhile a prayer for safe passage was whispered. 

Saturday, June 13, 2026

ορλανον

 


You are what you do. 

משיח

 



I signed this first, just so there is clarity to see.

How many new religions have humans cut out of whole cloth because they wanted. 

Calvinists don't want to believe they have free will=not responsible for ones own actions.

The Church of The Latter Day Saints; I crack up when I read that, every time, people are so manipulable, basically a sex cult they just don't admit they are one.

Catholicism and The Holy Trinity, I despise such blatant scheming, I walked those paths and sat at those tables in Cappadocia before the council met, I heard and saw but they see me not. Misguided I still love them.

A few examples and I didn't even mention the Evangelicals, I read their books, I know the people, misguided I still love them.

The Mental Health Religion is the most infectious.

They sacrifice their young, not just by abortion but the youth they taint their minds with deceptive words telling them they can be anything they want, even if it's impossible, and they will never know joy.  They believe in the transition of the human body though allopathic, exploitation, and surgery;  they are the victims of their parent(s) and a religious system of Mental Health that lies to them.  They will never know the joy of achievement, for they will never get where they are told 'they can go'. God loves the victims not the perpetrators of crimes against God; there's will be there's.

The hierarchy of the wicked bunch is Men in women's style of the day, sometimes they have had their nuts and saber twisted, sometimes not, Rachel Levin was the Health and Human services guy, attired in the women's style of the day, a high priest of the Mental Health religion. If they have the pleasure to enjoy the company of children and can forever make them a victim, that is their perfect outcome...victimhood

There are women with beards, the lowliest of the low, their breasts removed and a construction of what is to look like a mans unit sewn on, they will never know joy.      

Their are many that dye their hair of pierce their faces in odd places and others that look more normal in the suit of the day, then others still yet that gleefully whisper, "come out, come out, come out to me."

It pervasive, it's in the Masons, the schools so to get them young, Episcopalian, Presbyterian, the First United Methodist Church's to name just a few fly the tell of the rainbow, and such the time.

Not every person is susceptible to the manipulation of the mind, but most are, they just want to believe, what ever it is. The days this is typed most people know the silence of God where others see His creation.




Agent of God, holy be her name, 

Χριοτόζ

Friday, June 12, 2026

The Beast

 


The primordial order

 over the world 

and the laws governing all.

Many moons ago the weavers were told in explicit terms that if they did not remove themselves from a said space she would remove them in time and eradicate their offspring. 

Sweeping corners with her stout broom she whistled while she worked, webs woven were no match for her tool of sticks bundled in mass. The trap of the web didn’t hang on for long as she moved into hard to reach places. 

She didn’t fret the offsprings demise. They were allowed to exist as a whole but not in her space. The eggs laid, smashed and removed, then a dust of toxin made for the weavers was spread to solidify the situation. 

It was a process, it was a nice place, safe except all but one predator and she was a beast. 

Moons passed as would take her stout broom, removing the uninvited and problem makers.

One month a feisty weaver, a warrior be it got their fangs into the beast that killed their offspring. A bite with poison through the extra layer over the beasts skin. 

From then on the beast took out the weaver unabashedly.