Sunday, January 29, 2023

Trivium

 



 to be in a place through time is many things, to be in a place is one


through history 

which is time,

what people believe 

is motivation for mankind





Thursday, January 5, 2023

Magnetic Resonance

 


When we landed and the plane door opened the humidity hit you like a wave of salt water. Have you ever lived on ground where souls lived in terror and thought jumping off a cliff would be better than what man had in store? I've lived up and down the east coast of the USA and resided where battles occurred but nothing was as fresh as the taste of horror in Okinawa; the days at least had an illusion of reality (time is not what you think it is). It makes you want to run like you have never run before; proving you could get away from anything all the while you knew you could not swim to freedom. It's not just living on an island when you are not an island dweller that is disturbing and beautiful that is upsetting. I'm grateful for every magnetic resonance I was able to capture. All that was is still there.

We were discussing the new fusion 'find'. I was explaining how energy is matter, that they are the same. I'm sure I'm not impressed yet. This is all a complex system and we treat everything around us like it is not. We walk around with entitled feelings...emotions and feelings are different and energy and matter are the same. The hypothalamus is where our emotions stem. (Word choices should be noted.) You can point a paper at me of a scientists find but I know for certain that a feeling can be controlled because I am more special than a normal animal (aren't you?); the emotion however, is a visceral response, a tear, a reddening of the chest to warn off an attacker that my system at it's core sees you as a threat. I can not stop that. I can stop from punching you in the face though, if I desire. "Hands to yourself and use your words." What happens when your vocabulary is cut in half not because we don't have the words but because you are not allowed to use them?... because someone has been told they are not in control of responsible for their feelings? How do you get your point across? Patience. All that was is still there.

Kevin McCarthy is up for vote for speaker of the house...I'm not sure how many votes have been had or will have. It makes no difference in the future who gets the vote. Do you not all hear the 'echo' of the what just happened the last few years? I've said this before...I'm coming to the conclusion that there are way way more stupid people than I thought...and I'm a half retard. Our bubble is getting thicker and less is getting through and even the smart people aren't noticing yet. It doesn't matter if you know that the FBI hasd basically a field office in Twitter, Facebook, Google or the what nots. It doesn't matter that you know that people were threatened with felony prison time if they did not vote the way the incoming Governor of Arizona declared. Girls trafficked for the sexual of pleasure for whom asks everyone that knows Epstein didn't kill himself...or is that just a meme now? It doesn't matter if you know the State is working with banks (or is it the other way around) to cripple those that know you don't have an elected by the people president. All that was is still there.

I was in a subdivision south east of Colorado Springs today, Lorson Ranch. It's a 4g area where the buffalo used to roam. There is no resonant hum out there where I hear it other places. It's so quiet there isn't even a tree leaf rustling. Lorson Ranch has a large component of military members living there (we have Ft Carson around the corner not to mention Peterson and the rest. Lorson Ranch is where Letecia Stauch murdered her stepson, Gannon, brutally I must add. On Rubicon there was a double murder suicide, last week? The QClub murderer, he lived on Rubicon. The house I had gone in was mostly empty and on the other side of Lorson Ranch; there were holes in walls were hands and feet became energy and matter at the same time, colliding and destroying. It's a large subdivision, I know its just people being people? The fuck you say? None of the behavior I described in this paragraph should be happening at all. All that was is still there. What's there?


Can you feel a biblical magnetic resonance? All that was is still there.

 

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story



"You are in control of you. Your brain under proper supervision can work magic on your body and it can cause a great deal of damage as well. The itch you feel on your hand where nothing is bothering it? You want to scratch it to make the nerve endings stop reacting to what? Can you turn off that itch? Think of your nose, the very tip of it. imagine it in your minds eye, how it fits on your face. I usually first tell myself, I don't want to reach down and scratch my foot in the middle of the night. It's mind over matter, beginner stuff."