Wednesday, April 22, 2026

The Old Lady

 


The shiny buttercream sedan from the early 2000’s pulled up to the covered way, stops, and out comes a tall man with a head of gray hair, a drab brown and taupe with a burnt red striped through plaid shirt covering his severely hunched shoulders, brown slack pants belted, hanging on to life that is leaving him his skin tells. His legs labored as if the earth was pulling him to her, he made his way around the sedan, removed a wheelchair and creatively transfers his brides from the sedan to the chair and uses a forest green thread torn strip of fabric tided from one end of the chair to the other her arms hung over, holding up the half bent over old woman’s upper body. He places his own walker on the handles and pushes forward, slowly getting the job done.

He has to leave her in the lobby for his appointment to look deep into his tired casing.

Her feet in the black shoes that a grandma or nun would have worn in 1985 shuffled so she could direct motion and move on her own. She still had the mobility given limited instruments and mechanisms.

Ice blue eyes, sparse silver hair that once was probably a natural platinum blonde. Her legs dressed differently, one with a knee brace the other an ace bandage around her lower leg disappearing into loose socks semi grounding her black shoes. She was pretty in a pink t-shirt, even at 94.  

She expertly spins the chair around and makes eye contact.

“You from here?” Life asked her wearing her crown of health that only the sick could see…

“Yes, about younder up the hill”

Life replies that she’s not from there but has roots, she’s up to the business of seasons.

The half folded over woman reflects that she and her groom never had children, they have a niece that never visits. 

Seasons missing, lines ending.

Life watch as the old man approached his bride, his feet never seemingly leaving the ground, his helpful walker adding four more legs. 



He grabbed on to the janitors cart …


Thursday, April 16, 2026

Full Moons Light

 


The seeds planted under the new moon have time to burst from the ground ready for the full moons light.

The reflection is disregarded as light in modernity but sun reflection is still sun rays. 

Sunday, April 12, 2026

גנך

 


"It's not about achieving it's about receiving"- nope

Anyway…

Why hasn’t the Pope blessed Russia yet? 




Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story




The leaves are coming in, the suns rays still reach under the sparse wooden umbrella. The rabbit not wanting to be seen is viewed beyond the circle, an old garden brought back to life, a little past the glimmer seen.

Life’s golden way left a path of light

When Death is near, gratitude should be on your scaled mind










Friday, April 10, 2026

The Tend

 


Pre-tend 

What is it that is tended

Before the tend


I met a man of self interest today as he blindly dotted his fingers here and there looking for something to happen on the screen in front of him. My father had briefed me ahead of time so I kept my inquiries quick and left off all statements. Minutes go by and then some more as we converse politely about his faith, the one he changed some years ago because it wiped the guilt from his conscious clean. He tells us of his trip to Pakistan in his easy southern accent. He mentions our old shopping grounds such as Karachi and Kashmir. 

What I want to say to him, 

“God knows what is in everyone. Allah knew the pain inside her. There is no such thing as hell except that which man does to another.”

They say “peace be upon him” because he was never at peace, or those around him.




Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story









Thursday, April 9, 2026

Soul Degradation

 


Would it be better to drive a buggy behind horses or let the Tesla take you where you want to go?

My father grew up in a world where the milk was delivered by a horse and buggy milk man on an oiled road.

“When do they clean the room and change the sheets here?”, three days later. Her feet stuck to the floor in one spot.

“This is a hospital not a hotel.” 

Marinate on the statement a few times

“This is a hospital not a hotel.”

Not even delving into the breakfast/lunch/dinner nutrition fiasco 

“This is a hospital not a hotel.”

Go to a hotel if you want clean sheets, this is a hospital where you should not expect clean sheets or hygienic systems unless it’s hand sanitizer for their hands as they leave a room. 

“This is a hospital not a hotel.”

This is the level of degraded intelligence regarding the body.




Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story





"It's not about achieving it's about receiving"- to be clear this is what is 'new' Christianity and it's everything of the 'give me, give me, give me' mind set. 


This is the level of degraded intelligence regarding the soul.

Tuesday, April 7, 2026

Operation Entebbe

 


Debrief

1976, they were heading back to school via Air France. We compound kids went to school and lived full time in Seeb, other kids went to boarding schools; boarding schools were normal for expat kids. 

“Always know your exits”

From Muscat to Bahrain and then on to Athens, more than a few made the connecting flight. Then to Mars Hill.

What a strange place to be between 33 and 41.

I love you dad. 




Sunday, April 5, 2026

Osteras Green Thumbs



We weave with spirals, twists and twirls days after the fools pink moon. 

The eggs for the bread still had feathers, time raise the dead. 

Patience and practice, 10 loaves in, 2 to go, with eggs on the back burner, eyed and watched.




Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story