Tin Cap

 

Put your thinking (or tin) caps on while you read this...know everything you know and accept it. Now know that you know nothing. 

If you read my past blogs you know I believe us to be already in WW3 and a multitude of civil breakouts breakthrough cases across the globe quietly (?) rearing their 7 heads. What we have now is the generational warfare that most understand and do not want to think about. Except it's so much more. 

Discernment is going to be key for you to see through all the visual of real things happening in real time and some that are not but all spun like the spiders web. They will throw all at you. People are scared, scared people act irrationally, out of fear. We've already been inundated with who the good guys are and the bad guys, clear as the light of day. Russia attacked Ukraine.

You were lied to by State officials and Media for how many years about how many things, they called you names and stupid because that is what they think you are, stupid. Everything Russia, Hunter Biden, Trump, all of it, China and stacks 0' cash, Obama and the FBI in the wings seriously fucking spying on an incoming President and then also while in office, with Antifa burning down cities and occupying Portland for over 100 days, masks, Afghanistan...have you forgotten? The future of our Children being printed on their backs because of States disgrace. In the infinite there is not enough space for me to list all.  (The corruption by State officials in other countries is just as bad.) Nothing is as it seems but it is real lives being lost.

Reading this you might wonder if I have trust issues. Yes, I do. Why would I trust what any of the State officials and Media say after these last few years? What they want to allow you to see and what they don't as Alphabet, Media types and State officials ban or demonetize Russian news stations (totally propaganda...I like to read propaganda), it's very telling. Have you noticed you are on the wrong side of history if you point any of the all of what is really going on and don't demonize their said villain at the time. I'm not taking sides, I'm saying what is happening. We literally just saw it happen over the last couple of years in an exact manner, lives lost there too. 

I'm not a gamer. I like to game. There is a game called DEFCON, it's a mind fuck game. You get to the point in the game where you realize the ramifications of Napoleon, Alexander or worse a Xerxes if they had more might, there are actual people playing this game but with real people dying, nukes and all. 

You can see right through into their evil souls, it was the mask that showed us everything. I'm serious and joking at the same time, some of these mother fuckers are evil to their core, "Bet"-as the kids say these days. 

Wanna know what Ukraine is a hub for? Money laundering, it's not a secret. They are also, like Russia, I'm not talking about the voting system, I'm saying operated much like...the Mob, they pissed the other Mob boss off...(ex communists in Eastern bloc countries just naturally had their instinct to survive turned on after being handed everything in '91 or just taking it when they wanted, the CCP is the same half Commy, half Han Nazi, half Fascist, half "silly math, Tricks are for kids"-said the Trixs rabbit...) One thing not to be discussed is the American backed Coup in 2014 which is also not a secret. 

What is the ultimate goal that you have understood up until this point? A one world order, a Plutocracy (someone please find the absurd preternatural humor in this); where the outcome justifies the means. A digital Pass to do any business to include currency, the implementation of a universal ID, your vaccine passport, ESG, and more...but they have a problem...that was starting to not work anymore...or/and...

Russia is not the USSR (this is not about Russian motives but a piggy back on a situation that was created by our and Europes governing agencies). China is not our friend. China wants to rule you like your own State officials, any way they can. How many of our own State elected officials are known to have accepted dollabillsyo from the CCP, or got Honey all over their stick fuckyouswalwell. 

We all have just been mass psyoped...by the CCP...in tandem with our own State agencies and those that work for the State or your personally elected officials with the lock down and all mandates issued. 

Enter Russia/Ukraine... 

Worst Case Scenario

The US takes hold of Russian nuclear cyber systems, or...Russia just says fuck all you bitchs...propels something our way or way and then we do the better thing and not retaliate. Which city would you root for being taken out? That's a joke. Don't get your panties in a wad, you know you have one in mind. Why? The US is a crazy ass place full of cowboys with guns where the unvaccinated roam free with out a pass, not like all the other countries that had their business of the Pass handled. This is not a conspiracy theory this is a worst case scenario.(We do not have to involve our selves kinetically for them* to achieve their end out come, I just can't see how they will do it yet, I put nothing past them as you can rightly see.) We get hit. All hell breaks loose. Martial Law...Again, worst case scenario...but you wouldn't have guessed 3 years ago what has happened in that time would have happened. Enter your free zone pass, or whatever they call it, you will also call for it, with no understanding of what just happened. You can not have a true communist revolution with out violence. Just an FYI, Russia has a satellite killer in space, we are 98% sure.

I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say it's clear now who and what the voting majority in Canada and  what their government is willing to do, as it crushes its own citizens for ...why is it? It's not the 'Honk', it's the Honk that brought their motives, and means and ways to light. Want double worst? Canada and the CCP military have trained together in Canada, I think it was cold weather training.

Think the worst in some peoples, they think they are smarter and have an ultimate outcome and they don't care how they get it, people are a pariah on the planet to them. The planet is full of ferrel humans that need to be spayed and neutered, reorganized into...? Have you noticed how they spayed and neutered our young yet?

A bit of history-The Great World Entertainment Center in Shanghai was the scene of a horrific event in 1938. The Chinese military bombed their own people (it happens more often than you want to believe). This was the CCP then. This is the CCP now. 

...not just death count is studied, from a psychological stand point the civilians and those involved with the operation and the after affects. How to control a population through fear. 

Triple Dog Dare Scenario, 

"not the triple dog dare?!"

The WEF is the Sino ease in and if it's not then there is gonna be a bigger incident in time then I really care to think about but have in detail...it's worse then cataclysmic. They have started something much like the virus and can't control it (but always think they can-hubris and pride bitches) and now we all pay the price again. 

This is not a one track mind thinking, this is multi track mining of the mind and everything around it. Start thinking. How do they stop something they intentionally started. They had a one track story line, Russia was behind everything*, as they* manipulated coups and elections while they stuffed their pockets with cash. (You should back ground check the people that write our foreign policy memos, see what you find.) They won't even let you say China* is responsible in regards to anything, freepass for the boss.

Do you wonder now what the vaccine did in your body the first 24 hours? Aren't you curious what it really did to your immune system?

Be still and listen 

Have you heard this story before?

Do you really know what's going on? 

Are you seeing what some one else wants you to see? 

Are you a tiny bit nervous? 

Do you sort of feel like this is a nightmare scenario come true? 

Those are real people dying. 

Hold on

Enter the Khan. 

Deep Theory

 

War what is it good for...that phrase is reverberating in my head. 

How many battles did you study? Marathon? Salamis? Kandahar? Dhofar? Shanghai? "I choose each one of those for specific reasons"...said the 'suburban wine mom' to her children as she drove them the hour plus to school it took, hoping they could think of their studies she put in their heads. Application of studies is the only reason to study such things. To learn the why; the how, know when to not, and to know when through others experiences. 

Lives change and people change with wars, not just lives and limbs lost. 

Real people, real lives, real death.

Ask first why there is a conflict. 

How do you stop a war? Sanctions? Stop all financial systems from working? Is taking someones livelyhood away from someone going to make a man with a finger on the button care what you do? It depends on the first question, why.

Do they* really want to stop it? That is a legitimate question. If you do not ask it, you are not serious. 

Wars are great money makers for governments that have printed themselves and mismanaged their finances to make a comeback...War theory 201. War is a great distraction from the shit they have piled on populations across the globe the last few years? (going on what 100...?)

It's so not funny to me how they exited Covid and entered this...conflict.

The seriousness of this is not lost on me. The motives are also not. Human nature through time acts like a fool, consistently. We elect incompetent people because we know their names. We also know our State entities do not have the best interest of the People at heart...they prove that over and over...those that disregard this are foolish. ...impressionable and mindless automatons.  World leaders jacked our ride to the future with their own ineptitudes and folly, or were they actions for a desired affect? Seriously...you are going to listen to them now?

When you do your best to crush a nation financially it has the same out come in the end, years down the road, given time, except Carthage. To crush something completely and extinguish all life is the only way to cleanse the enemies land. That is a super uncomfortable thought, as I sit at the base of Cheyenne mountain, this is never lost on me.

We can wage this war from space and you would know it on land. We can wage this war on Terra and you will feel the cost in your home. Americans as a whole do not fear war; most are not touched by it except a clip on their screen or a tweet or post here or there. I don't want a world where I have to worry about my Children going off fighting for anothers whim. I'm tired of war. I do not want to be the Mom at the bed side of my Child seeing their body blown to shreds, like Wiz. I do not want to see the afters like the countless others that came back and could never get back themselves...all to fill the coffers of our great leaders. 

This is Pandoras box with Schrödinger's cat knocking it off the table. The many outcomes are mostly not desired and all we will have left is Hope. 

I'm frightened some more for our Children, they always pay the price.  

Are you seeing that which they want you to see? 

Russia/Ukraine/Germany/United States

 

Stop poking the Bear. 

Why is Germany not supporting NATO?

Is NATO dead? NATO is Cold War era government policy/treaty that won't let go of money making through the military industry. 

Not that long ago Germany was two countries and Russia was the Soviet Union, with Ukraine being part with an out any time they wanted in their original signing into the Soviet Union, at the very beginning. How is it important? When seeing things like this unfold to be a good diplomat you must know how and why leaders and peoples think the way they do so you can do the best for the People by not putting them in harms way (that part is lost on our leaders because they make money for themselves through investments in the Military industry, and now also Pharma.) We to often think of how things are Now (the climate of the people at a certain time) and how we want things in the Future, but the Past is what guides us in our actions. The difficult part is actually putting yourself in someone else shoes from a historical and cultural angle; often there is a lot more to grasp to do the job well. Too many people look at the Past as something to correct. You can only improve the Now to make the Future better. The Past is the Road map to that. 

The Green Party are of the East German school of thought, they were the Peace generation with high ideals. The Social Democrats (please don't confuse party names with how you identify them where you are, they are conservatives) are the thought process of 'lived under a tyranny of communism'. The FDP party are the middle libertarian sort of loosely said...? (There are more than 3 parties, those are the main ones.) These were the teenagers and the early twenty somethings that watched the wall fall in 1989, they also have the rest of German history to live with, all of that is very important. Which as a side note you will notice that the renewable energy push people (all of this is also Agenda 2020/2030/2045 of the UN) are the same ones that did not grow up under Communist rule. 

Germany in it's idealized vision of the future made a gamble on renewable energy and they ran ahead of the rest of the UN with their implementation of green energy, I guess to 'lead from the front'? They are getting rid of the cleanest usable energy we have, Nuclear, out of a misguided (scientific?) understanding. Renewable energies, wind and solar are proven not viable at this time. Not in theory, in practice. We can not store the energy for later use, yet. I'm all for clean energy (there is way more to this than clean energy sources, its consumption of goods that needs the energy to exist and the plan to implement the elimination of consumptio, flawed ideas, at base line anti Human, there are always more than one way to do a thing.) The only logical energy source after this year is Russia for Germany, the Nord 2 pipeline.

The Germans want two things, peace and energy to heat their homes, these are real people in the Now, ideals set aside for practical life, not a make believe fiction (all science fiction is fiction until it is science). The Germans made a decision and took out a bet on renewables and lost. Now they have to go to the Mob boss, Putin, the Savior of Russia, and he is that to his people and you don't have to like it. Also the Social Democrats lived under the sameish system as the Russians so they know how things work with the main Man. Communism is really a mob run business except the Mob boss is a really a factory boss and doesn't care about the People, those are replaceable*. Any conflict is quashed in a carpet bomb event, people are replaceable*. A good Mob boss knows that without good soldiers and leaders he won't really have control. Real control comes when someone admires you but still is scared of you. The good Mob boss also understands that you make precise decisions, for the purpose that others might not understand. The People are the reason the Mob Boss exists. The cooperation of understanding individuals know they take care of the Mob boss because they know he takes care of them, he's proven it, that is why he is the Boss (in this System, and they did vote him in). 

Russia, is not the Soviet Union. Putin is Russia to the core of his being and wants the best for all* (word choice) Russian people. That is a true statement. It does not judge how he does it. That's good Mob boss thinking. World leaders act like he is a joke. Joe Biden's son making stacks of cash with the help of his father trying to pull one over on a badass Mob boss...who doesn't give a shit what you think about how he handles his business, is not good form and lacks all diplomatic thought of the Future, just their pocket linings. Putin puts his country first, how ever he wants. Our dear leaders put their country and most of all the People last as they collect their booty, stolen baubles, on the death of your children, mothers, daughters, sons and fathers...and very good friends.

Ukraine is not in NATO so why are they all in an uproar? Russia took Crimea during the Obama/Biden administration, no problemo. That was a different time and almost all our State entities have become known for what they really are, tyrannical rulers with the eye on the Future of a Utopia (something not real). What better way to line their pockets and distract you. War is $. War is Peace.

History note that matters; Grigory Orlov presented to Catherine the Great, who was German born but also one of the Greatest (hence her title) advocates for the Russian People after she over through her husband. All history is important when making diplomatic path ways towards peace. Map history and lines are a good way to see progression of historical moments and thoughts caught in a moment of time. That was in the 1700's it's 2022. 

Do you know what direction many in east Ukraine fled when they were told to evacuate the other day? Toward Russia. They are part of the Russian people; not all, many. When World 'leaders' drew these lines years ago they didn't ask the People. It's the People that always pay the price. 

There is no reason for any country to get involved with Ukraine and Russia. It's their business, no other countries, they need to sort it out. 

The scary part of this geo political situation is Joe Biden like a whore in the middle trying to break up an already difficult situation..."always looking out for themselves those whores, stakes Oh cash for the good life." ...Yes, that made me laugh. 

Good luck Taiwan; but China and Taiwan is another story with a history of it own with peoples and cultures...and a thought process that is unlike any western kind. 

Side notes...France has Nuclear, good planers. Great Britain has Icelands thermal energy, good use. 

Lithuania asked the United States publicly the other day to have permanent troops there. Lithuania shares a border with Russia and we all have understandings that the bear will leave you alone as long as you don't mess with it. That's like your neighbor asking the FBI to come over so they can spy and have a jump start on framing you...everyone knows now that that is what the FBI does, spies on people. Everyone knows that's what the United States Federal government does, it spies on people. 

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Because I mentioned Nuclear energy above I would like to put this here...it's pertinent to the time we live. Deputy Assistant Secretary of Spent Fuel and Waste Disposition in the Office of Nuclear Energy for the Department of Energy, for the Biden/Harris administration is a drag queen fetish guy, Sam Brinton. I wouldn't give two shits about how the guy dressed on weekends if we didn't have Policy in place that puts DEI, diversity, equity, inclusion, hires not just above merit but as the precursor for any said position. I also don't care who he has sex with as long as it's not Children (which seems to be rampant these days, almost like it's cemented in their culture of politics and media.) If you are great at what you do, no one cares what you wear. The world is making fun of the U.S. because we put a clown in a place of importance. Diversity hires are a joke, instead of hiring people based on skill level and not skin colour and intersection point conjunctions. The key take on this is, these days the important jobs concerning safety, real safety, not a bubble that can burst with a word thrown your way, are being giving to people and we don't know if they know what they are doing or not. This is very dangerous territory and if I was a diversity hire I sure as all get out would not put my Pride first...you might think you know what you are doing but in reality you do not, you think you do because someone filled your head with lies and said you were deserving of something you were not. Or you might be the best at what you do but because of these policies you will be second guessed forever. These Democrat/Liberal/ policy makers are doing this. If someone second guesses you, it's not racism or anti anything, it's not the guessers fault. It's the policy makers fault and the thought leaders that insisted on telling people they would correct history but that, is impossible. Policy has been implemented that you may not hire the best person for the job, you must hire the person that hits as many intersections that is remotely qualified; to put it plainly. Do you want your pilot to know what they are doing really well? or just ok to pass the test? but because of what is between the legs or not or the colour of the skin, both of which are not under your control you check a box or several. That which you know and are well practiced in are dismissed...Your doctor? Your nuclear waste manager? 

Director of DEI is your Communist commissar in the USSA. 

The Royal We

 

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Discernment

 

What have we learned in a post modern world? Or as the smart kids call it, post Modernity.

1. Modern monetary theory is a joke and anyone that knows anything knows you can't just print paper and say it's worth something. The same will happen with crypto eventually, as much as I like the idea. Hard currency and free trade without State, or should I call them our Lords now?, intervention is key to success of all people. 

2. Word definition matters. Language does not change the way, natural over time, they are changing it to suit their needs. I love it when someone tells me, "...but language changes..." someone that says this doesn't have the knowledge yet to see what happens next.  Wait for it...its coming for you. When you change language the way they have in a post modernity way it interrupts our legal system. If we call a boy a girl now how does title 9 work? This is easy to understand and most everyone gets* it but don't have a complete understanding of the ramifications down the line. Similar to MMT, modern monetary theory...it's a load of crap that we will pay for down the line. 

Did you know they changed animal husbandry laws? Good luck with your meat products in the future. 

You can see the problem now with Modern medicine too. Use discernment when reading that sentence...

Did you know they will build homes with out wood fire places and it will be in the future, next to impossible to heat your home...naturally. It will be State run electricity where they can adjust your system in your home on a whim. This they have already done so in some places. Gas stove, good luck, you will see less and less and not because of supply chain issues but 'green energy' ones. More post modernity ideas thought up by those that are not wise. "Let's just plug this into a wall where the magic energy comes from..."

3. Modernity upends natural ways. Nature always makes a come back. The old ways are the best ways and your stupid ideas are just that. Post modernity is retarding civility, on purpose. 

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I used to say, read something from the left, something from the right and then read between the lines and you can see what is really being said. These days someone gets their panties in a wad if you use source material they find not truthful, because someone else says so...without discernment you can not see the truth.

Discernment; you can read something all day, like the Bible, you can teach stories and map out travel records but if you don't have discernment you will not know right from wrong, good from evil, true or false...meditate on that and see what ya come up with on your own. 

When you hear or see someone blame or punish another for something that someone else did, and you know it...well, you have the story of Levite's Concubine; hilariously chapters 19, 20 and 21 of the Book of Judges. 

Marital peace is a foundation of a healthy home; when there is not it is a reflection on society. After the Book of Judges you get a monarchy. Use your discernment to see if you can connect it all.

Hebrews 5:11–14

There is much more we would like to say about this, but it is difficult to explain, especially since you are spiritually dull and don’t seem to listen. You have been believers so long now that you ought to be teaching others. Instead, you need someone to teach you again the basic things about God’s word. You are like babies who need milk and cannot eat solid food. For someone who lives on milk is still an infant and doesn’t know how to do what is right. Solid food is for those who are mature, who through training have the skill to recognize the difference between right and wrong. (NLT)... some moron that doesn't know how to discern might say, they are saying "don't drink milk".

I laugh quietly to myself when I see all the different bible versions. That right there should make you think...and discern the word of God that you preach to others, with no discernment(?). There are 10 rules to guide you to make the right choices; not to kill, not to steal, not to cheat, respect your elders (you will be one one day), don't ask God for things in Vain, don't worship others, sabbath day is like a union holiday, don't lie, do not envy, and this one, “You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My Commandments."

First principle thought process is always go back to the beginning. 

Do you know the story of Niobe? Greek mythology concerning hubris ...in other words pride. Apollo and Artemis killed her 14 children, Apollo her 7 boys and Artemis her 7 girls. The bodies were unburied for 9 days...numbers matter in story telling. It's a Hebrew thing.  Niobe goes to Zeus with her hurt feelings, yes, for real, any irony here? and was turned to stone by Zeus so she would have feelings no more. 

Such a Sodom and Gomorrah punishment...

Doing good in your eyes is not the same as doing good in Gods eyes. 

There is no Wisdom without discernment. 

Be still and Listen

One day I'll tell you a story

There is no hell for you to burn in for your sins you commit, your trespasses against others, there is only no existence. 

...but Karma on this plain...For what you do to another will come back a three fold on you, good and bad.  

Thank you Yochanan for the path of light. 

Time Over Matter

 

 Schrödinger's cat knocked Pandora's jar over

...and the cat escaped with the butterflies...The many outcomes of choices and butterfly effects are all happening at once, it's a pattern. It looks like chaos, right before something big happens...then add people to the equation with their human nature. This is a theory in practice as we see human nature cripple its self again. 

Routine brings us comfort in a chaotic world; even if you are chaos. Chaos loves routine, all good running systems do. Chaos is normally too frenetic for others to see as manageable, they think everything is out of control but in reality it's not order they can comprehend, until they can see it. It's a foreign dance that happens in cycles and when you turn the light on you see one dance, when the light is off how many dance cycles didn't you see because you were assuming you understood the pattern? Humans can only see light refraction.

Do you know how many things can be happening at once? 

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"Take 3 steps back, slide to the left, look all around...go back in time..." you have to sing say that or it doesn't work.

Wave that matter interference like ya just don't care...

blue shift 

right quick

faster in time

red shift 

slow to left

whats north 

who knows

all time 

trickle down stream

Now sing it with me, "electromagnetic function."

I can't help the uncomfortable and cringe I create in others...its a gift. 

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Stick with me...

Redshifts and blueshift are changes of light wave frequency we can detect that helps us see if an object is coming toward us or away. It is how we (the royal We, I don't measure well) measure the expansion of the universe as well.

Blueshift is where light wave lengths are shortened, moving toward you, an assault on your  communication system...an enormous amount of noise in your visual path, sts. 

Redshift is where they are elongated, moving away from you; as the siren drove by your house and you knew whether it was coming or going instinctively. Compare it to history and time, the farther we travel forward the past moves farther behind us...the message of the past is dispersed into nothing eventually, unless it can be captured.  

Blueshift would be opening Tick tock with fast visual bites of information (the now). If you had the time you could look deeper. On the other side, the redshift, we have the time to turn around and read the data/history in the lightwaves. Similar to a long conversation with a friend that has many subjects in short hand, said with illusion, a story that gets bigger the farther it gets as it disperses its event history, literally covering space and time, always increasing. It's science fiction until it is science. Wait till you find out about the gravitational wave connection, and the disharmony it will cause matter below and above, now look at the tectonic plates, this to shall pass as north, lets hope we don't have a multitude of poles, you should know that the probability of everything that has happened lately, like life on earth, is in the vicinity of zilch. It's all routine. It's written down a few places, always different, but it always comes.

Time is not bothered by matter, matter is bothered by time. 

 

What if I told you We* could put information in an optical fiber, a hole in time...super advanced shit. Light waves can have data/messages in them, different then reading the data in the redshifted light waves, here we open the light wave, insert data and like that, magic, more magical then the Suter systems we use on our enemies, where we create a cyber Potemkin village, an undetected system disruption, like magic we control everything you see on a screen but if you look outside at the right time you will catch reality. Who are the enemies the days? We are always looking for modes of incorruptible communication lines but that...is almost impossible. It's the Byzantine Generals problem. Like block chain secure, except as a human I know one thing we can do, we are hackers; in a multitude of definitions.

Policy is reality

Are you ready for a redshift? Because that matter wave be coming down the way and it has increased its frequency, that will be the blueshift, then impact, then the redshift. 

Put in to political terms I think you can see a blue shift in charge now, assaulting the airwaves with their Potemkin village. One day more will open their eyes and see the chaos created, done all in order with a side of human behavior. ...but wait there's more. This is not a Republican Democrat thing, this is better dead then Red, I think is the saying.

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40 satellites from one company you would think do not fall out of the sky, why no others? They were at a low hold orbit, closer to our gravitational pull and solar flares are what I explained above. 

But also keep in mind Maristroyka is real.  

Sun Tzus The Art of War: "All warfare is based on deception. Hence, when we are able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must appear inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe that we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are near."

Be still and listen 

One day I'll tell you a story

 

You have to know what to replace something with before you void it. 

Theory vs practice.

What we have is something happening now, in practice, the theory of communism is not a theory, and Darwin was wrong, and they are getting it all correct. Fascism and communism rolled together. I think more people see this now. This is not theory, this is practice. In practice they don't let go with out a fight. You may not be patient but don't under estimate their desire to lord over you, because in practice they always do. 

Communism does not work because it is not built on a stable platform. It is based on the outcome and there for flawed to its core. It discounts human nature in the equation of utopia, they erase that which doesn't make their theory work...some how. 

Corrupted Communication

 

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226=10 in my math world; Mathematics is not my thang/gift. 

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إِنْ شَاءَ 

This is how it came to me...

...these are the parts I omitted. 

I was meditating through history; I was relaxed and alive in another time for a few moments (an illusion of time management through learned and applied knowledge of an aura). I wish everyone could see things through my eyes, it's probably why I talk so much; I want you to see as I do. 

A bright flash filled my eyes and I saw her. Then I heard 2 loud pops...and then surgeons birthday came before me and I saw February 26=2/26. I can not add anything more to what I saw, this I know. No year,  just surgeon's birthday (it was a small 's' so I understand it not to be proper just a capture in my psyche). February 26; I know the only way I can remember a number is with a lot of practice.  

Then nothing happened and I rethought it...then said what if I'm wrong? It's ok to be wrong. 

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story