"I can't believe so and so said that about whatsits face"
It was years ago, I was standing in F1's kitchen and there was a stupid woman in the room and I called her by that word in so many ways. She wasn't stupid though, she was more of an idiot and I regret now that not only did I use the incorrect word, I apologized to her after my friends made me feel bad about it...I'm confidant I've already taken back that apology before but I know how to take something back some more; I call it having fun setting other peoples smelly shit on fire so my children can see where all the shit is and why would any one want to be around a shity person. It also just so happens she thought she was worthy of instructing children because she had a piece of paper and was very good at getting her girls bows just perfectly, not a hair out of place, and I'm in an education place.
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"That's mean Kristin." said the kind christian woman that made an excuse for doctors sewing phallus's on females and no one is talking about what the doctors are actually doing.
In retort I might add, "For too long in this society, which has fallen apart in some places completely, we have made excuses for other peoples extremely poor and dangerous behavior as envy and blame stomp into others homes taking that which is not theirs, grabbing ownership over others where there is no right. The problem is that no names are named and when they are nothing happens or is undone. You have become politically polite to your enemy and they know they can walk all over you because you don't want to 'rock the boat'." I said to the kind, calls herself a christian woman that made an excuse for doctors sewing phallus's on females, in the future these will be the children's enemy, but they will be angry adults.
Idiot woman saw me at Costco a few years later and tried to be, "friendly" with her greet of me and mine. My children in toe I said not a word to her and showed my children how I said not a word, looked her straight in her beautiful blue eyes that held no depth or real Goodness and turned my back to her, then later I explained why. In truth, never turn your back to your enemy, hold them close and guard their walls and gates. Never stair at a closed door in a room of strangers, even if it's the elevator and some times it's a good idea to duck out quietly and not let others see you leave.
I left that group that I created because Good things should be curated well and you can't let just anyone and everyone in or it becomes something else entirely. I still talk to my friends from that group, that group I left behind. Idiot woman was mad I said, "That's stupid it's this...." I didn't actually call her stupid I said something she repeated was stupid...I should clarify how other people hear words when they aren't really listening, they just want to take offense.
A story to go with this story...and place it here I will because it's the best spot even if it doesn't make sense to you yet...
I'm 24, I know how to stand out in a crowd, well spoken and put together, world experiences most can't imagine and won't even be bothered to read about in books because they watch moving screens fed to them, with a black box of knowledge ready for the go and magic I like to k33p for the right moment.
We had just moved to Valdosta for the first time and I have mucho time on my hands, no children in tow just yet, so off to the place I know where to meet people, the Moody Air Force Base's Officers Wives Club, of which I am automatically a member. My bullish self and two of my amigas (the 3 Musketeers) of which I've lost touch with one and the other I hold dear, had already treaded upon 'our' Squadron Commanders wife's feet and she wasn't even there. I was ready to sway my hips above my 3 inch high heeled shoes firmly where I knew they belonged, step by step, one carefully balanced foot after another. I know where I belong and I know where I do not belong and I act ac(to)cor(heart and mind)dingly and always dress for the j.o.b. and speak the correct language (English has many languages within languages).
I meet General Johnston's wife, a woman that made sure everyone knew she was a professional and in truth didn't care to tend to her flock. Sherry just wanted to add and subtract numbers, she was important and didn't want to be bothered, and there was no 'real' war at the time. Her hair bleached blond, dyed an unnatural hue, a reflective view of a pretend state of youth, coiffed and heavily sprayed so no strand was out of place. General J's wife was the Queen Bee at Moody. The Queen Bee of Valdosta and the surrounding airs was Lucy Greene at the time, "make sure you always call her Doctor Lucy." I always add for flare "of Education".
Sherry says to me, "You will run for the Officers Wives Club Presidency, you will win and you will gather others, you take this steed and drive it in the direction I tell you and then when Jill gets here "tag you are it" and then you follow her." I paraphrase for ease.
I was handed an agenda and I gathered my '#1', always said in a Star Trek voice and often followed by, "Engage"-it was so much fun, I miss her and 'Junk'(different times and places in war spaces.) Robin, a strong, no frills, worthy woman that earned her place, witty, mountains above average and understood the business. She's an Air Force Academy grad and was wife of my friend Doug; I wrote his name the other day, 'Drippy', HH-60 pilot, also USAFA grad, they met at SERE training. They were a couple that didn’t make it like many of us, as I look around at those I know. Some people think their life is tough, some have to be tough because they know life.
The Agenda I was handed was from the Department of Defense (War), I had nothing to do with it and when I saw it I knew in the future there would be much work to correct and never let the ladies forget what white gloves are and why we wear them. We check each others home for care because you don't want soldiers homes in disorder when they are going to war and the best way to do that is treat your soldiers and families like one and make sure they know they have agency. The Commanders Wife is your agent like it or not. You don’t have to like her but if she’s good…she can help ya and if she's great her name is probably Julie, 'Socks', a Jewel to be propped up to show you the way, not a pink haired bandwagonier.
It started as a slow roll...
- Combine the Officers Wife's club with the Enlisted Spouses Club-I liked this one and can also see where the separation of the two is valuable.
- Change name to Moody Air Force Base Spouse's Club.👎
- Sell Common Core👎Standardization to the lowest denominator.
- Add key spouse program to sever the wife, the nerve center, and promote (best practice by a communist) an enlisted wife as ‘Key spouse’ so those in the group can go to ‘Key Spouse’ for help. Erase the wife.👎
- Some more years down the road change the Key spouse program to someone that is not even in the group💥 You now have a completely detached group run by an outsider who now has ownership.
- Insert tranny rash here.🙈🙉🙊
I'm told to not tell the truth about people and use pretend examples and hypotheticals. I find no one sees themselves in a story unless they are the good guy, small g. I'm your big bad Alpha she wolf that loves blood dripping from my fangs with the taste of a fresh kill signaling the world, bring me more, the queen bee is beta.
"Make sure you always call her Doctor Lucy." I think I threw up in my mouth, I don't recall who briefed me before I met her and her husband, Parker Greene, lobbyist extraordinare. Parker was battling bells palsy at the time, back then before the turn of the millennium it was a rare occurrence, (before the boomer remover/rona/covid/before they changed the definition of the word vaccine) I had never seen any one with a half drooping face. I liked him right away for who he was and how he did it, irrelevant if I agreed with him, he was a Master fiddle player. I throw compliments where they belong.
Doctorates (not the number kind, although I have concerns there too) in truth think they have done something to deserve the title, but no, not then, not now; few are worthy of the title, let alone those with 'masters'. I'm not saying someone can't learn, I'm saying it's difficult to trust any one that has come out of a University since the 1960's and if they are anywhere near 'education or psychology' you should listen to every alarm bell when they start trying to sell you some bullchit. I had a job to do and I would do it. None were my Queen Bee, I know where I belong and where I'm briefly welcome for short periods of time, because I don't actually belong...and I was some one that might be somebody some day and they might need me.
It was because of said idiot woman I started this, because I wanted nothing at all to do with her, ever again, but here I am, "why?"
Idiot woman thinks she's a 'teacher' because she has a piece of paper that someone gave her after she completed their instructions at where ever, it was a place called 'Ashford University'. In truth I don't know if she has a paper from there or not. I know that she thought she deserved a job 'helping' take care of other peoples children for a pay check, so she could have more, and I recall clearly how she was a victim of nothing.
It's past time to rid the American Tax payer of the burden of loaning our dollars to good for nothings and then the 'leaders' saying the good for nothings don't have to pay it back...and what did the tax payer get?...a system so jacked it was obviously done...with malice...from the inside.
Anywhooooo....This was all years ago and you might wonder why I would bring such a retarded story about an idiot woman who thinks her self a 'teacher' forward again.
so I'll continue you a story...
Me, to F1, "I won't be around idiot woman anymore, she dumbs down everything and has nothing to add. I love you and I don't want to cause drama." (insert laugh track) F3 and F4 had already left the springs nest as military families do every few years.
F1, "I won't invite her anymore."
Me, "I don't think you understand, she's a bad person and I can tell and know it now and I want zero association with her. You and I are friends, she's only her friend." She faked it well the first 5 minute chitchat I had with her when she moved to Springs Ranch, and I made a mistake and invited the good for nothing in.
In actuality there was something much deeper going on than idiot woman, sometimes there is a drift in humans when we find out something has changed so much we no longer belong. I was in a space where I no longer belonged, with one person that I could not count on anymore after she made me wait 3 times to many and hours off my life because what she was doing was more important then my time, as she manage others money to make more for her, as I would watch her daughter last minute on snow days so she could go to work and make more. She eventually sold herself and others to the pyramid scheme world and that grosses me out and I need a shower after someone thinks they can 'sell' me their bullchit. There were a few others that also rubbed me the wrong way in my gut and when my gut says something to me, I listen to it. (quick side note-social emotional learning which is not in schools and is all over the schools trains people (children and adults) to ignore their instinct to know something is wrong so they can be controlled and preyed upon with greater easy...this is an example of communist social emotional learning/whole health/whole community. This is the one the Nigerian scammer mayor of Colorado Springs just bought with tax payer $ hoping you will ignore the drugs and shit all over the unsafe streets.
I think I'm hilarious and looooooooove a run on sentence.
Side story because this is about strangers/safety and real harm and humans being sold a load of bullchit. The District Attorney of Colorado Springs is letting child rapists out 'early' and puts them on parol when they should be put to death, so no more harm could be done, don't worry, they probably have one of those ankle monitors, his name is Michael Allen. Do you wonder who funds a District Attorney that recommends maybe a few months in prison and then parole for child rapists? It's not, 'under age sex' the term is child rapist.
"The District Attorney in Colorado Springs thought it was a good idea to 'follow' some one on X that points out real harm said DA does to the community..." Michael Allen, the District Attorney in Colorado Springs, a voted in position, (not to mention the Nigerian scammer mayor) felt threatened because citizens point out what the media outlets (public=political information sites but everyone knows about Smith Mundt and it trends local and federal) and legally he can't do anything. Michael Allen, the District Attorney in Colorado Spring thought he was intimidating someone by showing that he's "watching" them.
How do I spin a story that others will read with messages for them to find out in the open is the way to go, nothing to hide and everything to show and tell you out loud for all to know. I go back to the past on a soft red mat where I learned how to fall and bring that fall back to life in practice on a private mat that's not as soft but makes me tough and more than able.
"I can't believe so and so said that about whatsits face"
I found a site for the perfect school.
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