Monday, July 31, 2023

In Myth is Life

 




It was probably a Thursday, Thursday would be similar to your Saturday, the day before your sabbath. The heat of the sun would bake our skin; the closer you are to the equator time moves slower just as the air is a different mass on a mountain as it is at sea. I digress but it does matter, its all matters orbits not.

The pool at the Khanjar Club was always busy in the mid day sun, where the rays could find the path ways to teach us to connect. There was one time in all a Childs dread when they had to empty the water from the pool for an upgrade. The upgrade and time lost not swimming was worth it though, we now had a fountain to play in as is the true Roman way. Our moms at the pool side, hair coiffed trying to protect their cigarettes from getting splashed, with most likely an ice cold beverage of their choosing, all but Coke a Cola. Under the eyes of the Sultan we were a protected class but we still had rules to abide. Our fathers there too in the pool spinning us and throwing us. Eventually the time comes for the game to really begin; who can hold their breath the longest while spinning underwater. This was the same pool where my brother the Lion hit his head on the edge and busted his forehead open wide. "Hey he's gonna need stitches!" This is not a crowd of worry, we were raised to have tough skins. Just an fyi from the sidelines...tampons are super absorbent and can be used off label for wounds and stuff not like that.

Shall I spin you around under water till you know the Truth, it might be dizzying, We are practiced in a Good catch, not perfect, Good.





Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story
I'll try again...
 


One of Martin Luthers favorite writings of his own was On the Bondage of the Will. You can go read it and see a German Catholic philosopher projecting his own views on others. It's human behavior, Robyn D'Angelo did it, can't you See the religion in front of thee...it's called projection?...it is one you can over come with perspective or if it's in Goodness don't project, be. He argues you have no free will that you can not tell the difference between Good and evil. Pray tel, is this True? I argue you do and the Our Father the Almighty insists on your free will, under his commandments, stray from that and "you gonna learn today." as the saying goes. Or a better way to say it perhaps, why would your Father want to control your every move? Doesn't a Father love seeing His Child learn and grow no matter what stage? Are you a slave with no control over your self? That is what he argues. The Good Fathers I know, instruct their Children they do not control them, cause you are gonna do what you are gonna do-free will. Do you believe you are free of sin because you had to do it? Because you have no free will? Can you See how this can go sideways quite fast? When putting together criteria for a religion (that is what is done in True) you hope the model builder would take human nature in mind and project discipline not weakness. This was the 1520's, in the timeline of all of us that's a drop in a bucket floating in a deep blue sea where time is infinite as is Our Fathers Grace but if you have free will, don't ya might think The Good Father does as well? You can believe what ever you want but he doesn't have to let you in.

Do you know who Martin Luther did regard? Our Holy Mother. Where did you put her?


... 



"Khristine!" gently shouted in a French accent so she could hear him across the kitchen, "Make it tighter." She was rolling the egg rolls for the party tonight and the food was always to be prepared perfectly. The band was setting up on the veranda that opened up to the tops of the trees filled with green monkeys, the 'Hooooooo' of the doves close by in Banyan trees that reached down like thick fingers from a sky of green into a valley of darkness, we were above the ground, in the trees. Through those tree tops you could see the Caribbean sea, calm and blue. Her God Father (Papa) and his brother, Tonton, and their sisters, the phases of the moon, of only which one was there, were preparing the feast and everyone in the household had a duty, be it, peeling shrimp, rolling egg rolls, fried rice, or chopping scotch bonnets. They are a Chinese family that speak many languages, first French and never Chinese, their parents had immigrated to French Guiana to escape what would be the upcoming, now past events in China. Now they were on an island in the Caribbean in a home once owned by a Sultan, a well earned prize for years of hard work.

She squeezed the cabbage and shrimp mixture and placed it on the egg roll skin, then two times more. The banter in the room was easy as her God Father instructed them on how to do what ever it was they were doing correctly; the size and cut of the onion matters to the dish as does everything else. She had a system, she would lay out three egg roll skins at a time, all facing her like a triangle, then she added the mix, 1, 2, 3, then one at a time she carefully lifted the tip closest to her over the cabbage mixture and tucked it in nicely and the ends she sandwiched together, then fingers in water for the edges and roll, and roll, and roll. It was a pleasurable job to have with clear repetition with room for improvement till perfection. 

The night before they all had been sitting and chatting while the women polished their nails getting ready for the party the next night. She had chosen a dark blood red for her nails and her God Mother quipped in, "No red polish until you are 16." So she reached for a shade of pink, only a year more, she didn't have to like it, she did have to respect it, her God Mother had her reasons.        

For her teenage years while her Mother was busy at work and her Father was busy with war and rockets, her God Parents she would go and stay and learn some more the Latin way. 


 

...



Do you know how to get people to follow you?

Seriously? The easiest way...most people are lazy, they don't have to be, but they are...it's a choice...tell them it's not their fault and they don't have to do any work. 

They literally started a religion from what We* had as a Whole cloth and cut it into smaller pieces...your cloak of Truth is just a patch you move around to cover the lie.

The Protestant reformation...how many titles you give it it's still a bunch of learned experts that thought they knew better. Know this conversation conversion converges a place most are uncomfortable...the struggle is real...the jihad, the struggle to control ones self and be responsible for ones actions. A real man sees a problem and fixes it, they don't wallow in sorrow, there is only weakness there. This is how you rise a warrior that need not fight but knows when to.  

Martin Luther argues you have no free will...and that you just have to believe....Please See this...

The reformers were not heroes to put on a pedestal...they were weak men. 

The decided they new more then all the people from the past combined...Can you See this?


Now a note...I believe in the strength of the individual but I question intelligence levels all the time. Those that say they are too weak to change as they inject themselves with some life altering substance because they refuse to change the way they live, so they choose grotesque death instead and we get the front row. Society says I should care about someone that refuses to see themselves as the problem while State agencies make laws that incarcerate the Good deed doers as they let the criminal run the street; while the schools and universities retard our youth. Meanwhile they released a biological weapon that they made to attack humans...they made that, then let it go, now look where we are...not anywhere near normal. You have sexual degenerate men in dresses and women that think they can do anything a man can do while they make laws that defile the womb, but their nails look pointy and shiny, writing political policy while the State flaunts its utter control over everything you see and hear. You elect easily controllable fools, all have something to sell or buy, they sure aren't looking after your streets and the safety of those that walk them. These policies have already been written, you get to see them be implemented. What really gets my Goats is those that say and think they are inteligesia. 

Smart people fix thing, lazy people complain about broken things. 







I see in front of my eyes the actual systems at work where they have to use their imaginations to keep their minds stagnant of thought, because to go forward you must let the past push you and you must know you control only your own movements and always correct errors or the system will break down. Society, air traffic control, or what you see as health to name a few. Lying about something never works, not even the little ones, that's why it's in the Code. Under a clear conscious before God there is no confusion. This is how you solve a problem but everyone really just likes to bitch. 


On a cloud behind me

Nike at my feet

Alexandria in front of me

The Sun basks my mind

Hear the words come at me

The breeze cools the air



Tuesday, July 25, 2023

The Royal Road

 


 


Would you mind a bit of history dates

it's a broken language I speak 

let me show you

a simple path

through history 

which is a matter of time

what people believe 

is motivation for mankind


God abhors a vacuum

in your soul


There once were 3 paths that interchanged at Antioch; (?)

      the road along the Mediterranean, from Alexandria, through Jerusalem, past Damascus (just a bit southwest from Beirut). You might not know this but you can see Cyprus from Lebanon on a clear day. The reason I say this is because the world is a small place, I want you to see how small it is and how everything is joined through history and myth and particles of energy (I am a particle of energy) that are smaller than you can imagine

       the Silk Road, the one you know, that comes from the Far East, spices from India and China and Buddhas you used to be able to find in Afghanistan, there is/was a port just a few miles west for ease of distribution of goods and ideas from Antioch.

         the Royal Road went from Susa (Shush, Iran) about 120 milesish north of Basrah, Iraq, up through Babylon (today it's a district just south of Bagdad) up to Sardis, Turkey which went not through Antioch but by the same region. The Royal Road though was an ancient one the was rebuilt by Darius the Great. Do you know who he is? 


most humans think, there is an easier way to do this, hack the system, believe something different then that which you know


It was one of the center hubs of everything we believe today. A few miles away from the Mediterranean sea there is small town now named after Antiochus, grandfather of Seleucus I Nicator (victor) named it so.

Before Christ, is He your Lord and savior?

957 BC- Solomon builds the First Temple in Jerusalem 
808 BC- Macedonia is birthed by a Woman who gives birth to a King. 
600-650 BC- Zoroastrianism is the belief system of the Iranian/Persian area
648-330 BC- Achaemenid era
587 Before Christ- Nebuchadnezzar II destroys Jerusalem and the exile and deportation of the Jewish people happens...this is also somewhere in here, The Book of Ester. 
539 BC- Cyrus the Great captures Babylon and the rest of the empire and lets the exiles return home.
522-486 BC- Darius I is the ruler of the Achaemenid dynasty after securing control he goes on some escapades to expand tax revenue and land resources ( also known as, conquering). 
513 BC- Macedonia (and many other areas) is finding itself in a place of discomfort by Darius I 
490-323 BC- Classical Greece was happenin, all the stuff a normal person thinks of, giant pillars, and huge statues of Goddess holding up the walls.
332 BC- Alexander invades Egypt, who was taught by Aristotle who was taught by Plato who was at the trial of Socrates. 
380-330 BC- Darius III the grand son of Darius I is now Emperor (?) of the Achaemenian Persian Empire
331 BC- (it's really not that long ago) near Irbil, Iraq (north of Bagdad, between Kirkuk and Mosul); it was part of the capital of Babylon of the Persian Empire ruled by King Darius. Alexander of Macedonia the Great enters the Dardanelles/Hellespont.
323 BC- after he has successfully colonized or culture changed, in this story it's called Hellenization, of all his conquests, in course one of his Generals commandeers: modern day...Israel, Lebanon, Syria, Jordan, Iraq, Iran, central Turkey, Saudi Arabia, Kuwait, Afghanistan, Pakistan and Turkmenistan, it was the Seleucid Empire. His name was Seleucus I Nicator (victor), he was of the Hellenistic belief system, or Classical Greek. Leaders generally bring their belief system everywhere they go, so do rulers, they also enjoy ruling over others...Some important places in this story are Antioch (Turkey) and Jerusalem (Israel). Antioch (Hatya) west of Aleppo (insert libertarian joke, "what's Allepo?) was founded by Seleucus I Nicator who was of the Classical Greek belief system, preach what ya know yo; yes, I repeat myself. At this time Jerusalem has been Hellenized but the Temple has not been defiled. 

Note - People liked Alexanders policies after he conquered them. Hellenistic is a culture capture adoption, like a melting pot but you have to do it correctly.

167 Before Christ the Holy Temple of Jerusalem was defiled by the Antiochus Epiphanes. He was the Grand son of the Victor(?*)


The path ways and road ways of all these cultures, beliefs convened at Antioch.

Through Haifa, west of Nazareth, towards Beirut, then go North some more. 
47 BC- Julius Caesar frees Antioch.
27 BC–AD 395 Roman Empire unified. 
0 Anno Domini
AD- 1453 the fall of the roman empire and the end of the middle ages, Ottoman Sultan Mehmed the Conqueror enters. 
AD-  What year Luther?

 

 

   

Here in this garden they will tell me,

“Eat this or do not eat that, just as you wish.”

Here I will eat all things,

where the tree of knowledge is.


That tree killed Adam,

but here the tree of knowledge made us alive.


The law was the tree.


It has the power to give knowledge of good and evil.


It did not remove me from evil

or set me among the good.


It created death for those who ate it. When they said,

“Eat this or do not eat that,” death began.


 What is that I repeat?


Last year we bought and installed a gas stove, it's not a Wiccan thing I prefer fire over some .I'm not sure why people are surprised that the powers that be want you to start thinking they will ban gas stoves. Duh. The majority of new builds don't have wood fire places either. What do regular people actually think is happening? Do they think it's a good idea to shut down the coal plant with the idea to heat the city they will out source? (This is here in Colorado Springs, I know it's happened other places too.) Last year we had no electricity, here, in this home where I am typing, for 5 days during a freeze. Having a hearth in your home becomes more important with each day passing. What happens when you no longer can fend for yourself because of State mandate and or regulation...well, don't ya know we just went through that. Most take it sitting down or bowing down, eyes down and hands down, useless like your empty words, because I hear not a peep except from birds. There is no where to run. 

The last Pope just died and you did not See white smoke. 


I always find it comical that Western Civilization in University begins* at their enlightenment. There are always true believers left behind. 



Have you ever deeply thought what the Anti-Christ truly is? Opposed to Christ Consciousness- that which gives us consciousness and separates us from animals. 

The Anti-Christ is not a person but an ideology. It's finally catching on. Thoughts are in the air now and no one can stop that.

See everything through a belief system minds eye, it's dangerous and scary, it's the driving force of our lifes blood. 


I walked into a Lutheran Church a few months ago, they had their Pride (key word in a biblical sense) Flag placed proudly on their walls. This is a question for any minister or priest that thinks they have any weight with God our Father The Almighty, your goal is to not sin, not prop the sin up for display and to be worshiped. Mayhaps you bow out of the wise ways...you are not an animal-control yourself. I seriously find it atrocious I have to type all this out-and I mean all of it. You love the sinner, you do not invite the sin in, you do not promote the sin, you do not become the sin=mistake, missed the mark. We are made in the image of God, God does not make mistakes, please stop the defiling. 

They have defiled your houses of God like heathens, except some heathens believe in good.

You practice idolatry when you worship any man. 

When you disobey God there are consequences and it's not like you don't have the rules. The convoluted saying, 'aren't you supposed to love everyone', when they don't know what love means any more. They treat Children like pets to control and make them do things, they train them to be stupid.




Did I say that out loud?








Sunday, July 23, 2023

Socrates Trial



"I do not know, my fellow Athenians, how you were affected by my accusers whom you just heard. But they spoke so persuasively they almost made me forget who I was. Yet they hardly uttered a word of truth.

But many of you are thinking, "Then what is the origin of these accusations, Socrates?" That is a fair question. Let me explain their origins— Some of you know my good friend Chaerephon. Before he died he went to Delphi and asked the religious oracle there to tell him who the wisest man in the world was. The oracle answered that there was no man wiser than Socrates.

When I learned this, I asked myself, "What can the god's oracle mean?" For I knew I had no wisdom. After thinking it over for a long time, I decided that I had to find a man wiser than myself so I could go back to the god's oracle with this evidence. So I went to see a politician who was famous for his wisdom. But when I questioned him, I realized he really was not wise, although many people—he especially—thought he was. So I tried to explain to him that although he thought himself wise, he really was not. But all that happened was that he came to hate me. And so did many of his supporters who overheard us. So I left him, thinking to myself as I left that although neither of us really knew anything about what is noble and good, still I was better off. For he knows nothing, and thinks that he knows, while I neither know nor think that I know. And in this I think I have a slight advantage.

Then I went to another person who had even greater pretensions to wisdom. The result was exactly the same: I made another enemy. In this way I went to one man after another and made more and more enemies. I felt bad about this and it frightened me. But I was compelled to do it because I felt that investigating god's oracle came first. I said to myself, I must go to everyone who seems to be wise so I can find out what the oracle meant.

My hearers imagine that I myself possess the wisdom which I find lacking in others. But the truth is, Men of Athens, that only god is wise. And by his oracle he wanted to show us that the wisdom of men is worth little or nothing. It is as if he was telling us, "The wisest man is the one who, like Socrates, knows that his wisdom is in truth worth nothing." And so I go about the world obedient to god. I search and question the wisdom of anyone who seems to be wise. And if he is not wise, then to clarify the meaning of the oracle I show him that he is not wise. My occupation completely absorbs me and I have no time for anything else. My devotion to the god has reduced me to utter poverty.

There is something more. Young men of the richer classes, who do not have much to do, follow me around of their own accord. They like to hear pretenders exposed. And sometimes they imitate me by examining others themselves. They quickly discover that there are plenty of people who think they know something but who really know nothing at all. Then those people also get angry at me. "This damnable Socrates is misleading our youth!" they say. And if somebody asks them, "How? What evil things does he do or teach them?" they cannot say.

But in order not to appear at a loss, these people repeat the charges used against all philosophers: that we teach obscure things up in the clouds, that we teach atheism, and that we make the worst views appear to be the best. For people do not like to admit that their pretensions to knowledge have been exposed. And that, fellow Athenians, is the origin of the prejudices against me.

But some of you will ask, "Don't you regret what you did since now it might mean your death?" To these I answer, "You are mistaken. A good man should not calculate his chances of living or dying. He should only ask himself whether he is doing right or wrong—whether his inner self is that of a good man or of an evil one."

And if you say to me, "Socrates, we will let you go free but only on condition that you stop your questioning," then I will reply, "Men of Athens, I honor and love you. But I must obey god rather than you, and while I have life and strength I will never stop doing philosophy." For my aim is to persuade you all, young and old alike, not to think about your lives or your properties, but first and foremost to care about your inner self. I tell you that wealth does not make you good within, but that from inner goodness comes wealth and every other benefit to man. This is my teaching, and if it corrupts youth, then I suppose I am their corrupter.

Well, my fellow Athenians, you must now decide whether to acquit me or not. But whichever you do, understand that I will never change my ways, not even if I have to die many rimes. To talk daily about what makes us good, and to question myself and others, is the greatest thing man can do. For the unexamined life is not worth living.


-At this point Socrates rested his case. The jury debated among themselves and then, in a split vote, they reached their final verdict.-


Men of Athens, you have condemned me to death. To those of you who are my friends and who voted to acquit me let me say that death may be a good thing. Either it is a state of nothingness and utter unconsciousness, or, as some people say, it is merely a migration from this world to another. If it is complete unconsciousness— like a sleep undisturbed even by dreams—then death will be an unspeakable gain. And if it is a journey to anodier world where all the dead live, then it will also be a great good. For then I can continue my search into true and false knowledge: In the next world, as in this one, I can continue questioning the great people of the past to find out who is wise and who merely pretends to be. So do not be saddened by death. No evil can happen to a good man either in this life or in death.

Well, the hour of departure has arrived, and we must each go our ways. I to die, and you to live. Which is better only god knows."




This is a shortened version... Here is a link to take you farther.




Saturday, July 22, 2023

Question of Faith

 


Are you also watching Western society cave in upon its self.

Please stand by


I know I believe in different stuff then you...I also can See with thine own eyes and all those around what you believe. You See even a witch named Kristin knows the truth of thee, not by gift of site but the mirror I hold to thee. The lack of honesty about ones self behavior like every wayward action is forgiven was bad model building. You should know who built your model Religion/faith belief. Who gave them Devine authority? Do you ask? 

My outlaw brother in Law is a Methodist minister, once in deep conversation of faith he expressed he felt bad for me that, 'it must be lonely'...I don't have a profession of faith, I have a duty to faith. In my faith I am surround by Angels and Saints every step of the way. My standard is the Childs life, Our Fathers Joy. I praise Our Holy Mother by every name for She is blessed with the Holy Spirt chosen by God Our Father. My Faith is passed down, unhindered by mans unholy self words, it's very Old. You don't have to believe what I believe. 

If people say they don't believe something, I take them for their word, when someone says they do believe something I question every word and ping every action.

The Catholic Church has already had 2 popes. What's happening now is theater, just like election cycles now......You Know it's all fake, don't put it back in the tube. 

If you can change your faith it was never faith. 

Please behold some Grace to some of your forefathers that were misled down a path to a model that wasn't built on a foundation of Truth. I'm not taking anything away from peoples religions...I'm trying to put back that which man tried to erase. 

Right here*. Right now*. Peoples of all religions are meeting to decide if homosexuality, I will step on toes if you try to trip me, can be a blessed union by those that profess a word of some Christian Faith. No. You are a different faith, and nothing to do with God Our Father. Do you understand the Why? (I am not a scholar by any standard but don't they teach this stuff, it's blatant.) A homosexual couple will never be blessed with a child, because in Truth, it's impossible. There can never be the Gift of a Fathers Joy and a Mothers blessing. I know it's simple but it seems culture and nuance and your lack of faith or is it knowledge and practice are getting in the way of base knowledge, or do you just wanna fit in? To know this does not reap judgment on someone who does not believe what you believe. Everyone doesn't believe what you believe and you shouldn't have to change yours beliefs because someone else doesn't like it...that's not faith. I can't believe I have to type this out. 

You don't need a passage in the Bible to point this out.

If someone says that this belief is bad because it condemns someone...is that the Faith of the profess? Can you condemn someone with your faith alone? Or are we doing Voodoo here? 

Stupid people that think they are enlightened (through out time eternal) + incomplete knowledge data + lack of self control = system failure 

= application of knowledge data


Your Christian faith does not allow a person that lives in Knowledge of unrepentant sin to pass through your Holy Gates. Who was that man that felt he had the authority of God to change a faith? Oh...hes a learned scholar? Read all the books? Can quote all the passages? Have degrees and letters? 

The Children of Israel are home.

Western countries have codified the extermination of a Childs future that have been sexually and mentally abused then they sterilize them.  

Everyone can see real Faith is escaping into the ether. All around me I can See it. I can See it on levels of magnetic connections or peoples actions of Faith. It has to go somewhere...enthalpy. I know it seems I'm 'all over the place' because I am...it's all happening at once. 

There is no 'real' Government entity that you get a say in, it's all theater, mayors, to presidents to popes.

The Popes have refused to consecrate Russia. (To a laymen this sounds absurd, to those of the Faith...you question why out loud.)

When did they say MKUltra ended? 

 



Be still and listen

One day I will tel you a story



I'd say I'm flabbergasted of late but that would be like saying I'm laconic. 

I've never seen more manipulatable people in my entire life than Westerners. You have no sacred ground.  

I was not born here, I was not raised here. My accent is perfect. I am not of your culture of learned psychology over base line simple knowledge of self correction and choice in the matter. 

I believe that people can correct themselves when they are honest, that is why we go back to the commandments as base line in good model building. Do you understand the why?  Western culture (Western thought) is that they come from a place of enlightenment where all the sudden a light came on and they could see the truth now...Bad model building is not having faith in your model. If you are of Our Father would he have not instated upon you your own ability to self correct and given you some Good rules for life? 

Yes, people do need a Good talking too. 







Wednesday, July 19, 2023

Querquetulanae

 


 




Into the Dragon cabinet she travels


A spin here, a push there


lift it carefully to not a sunder 


3 circles around in the evergreen


The woman was wearing a midnight evergreen dress, buttoned down the front, hemmed to 3 inches below the knee and molded to her waist for a proper fit. Her dress collar reached up and out in a defiant stiff display. Her small head with pixie short hair swiveled as her eyes read all gliding into the room. The woman in the midnight evergreen dress, the viper with the sweet strike, wouldn't be long.

The moisture hung in the air grabbing on to her as she walked down the road, pulling at her with every step. Her strides were long and purposeful, her arms swayed in an odd technical manner, ready for a forward. 


April 13 at 3:11 the third quarter

Midnight on the evergreen













Company retribution

Company retaliation 

Thursday, July 13, 2023

Under the Crescent Moon

 


This world is absolutely surreal to me. Someone actually said, claiming the Christian faith, that I should 'change what I believe to get along'. Do they teach people these days that the struggle session is the way to cooperation and that projection is the only way to see? That I should affirm falsehoods and respect peoples belief that killing babies is acceptable, not to mention the other hellish behaviours happening to children. My goodness gracious where on earth did everything go wrong? 

 

Somewhere in the middle of this timeline of the Error...

The year was 1517, the Papal States, the Holy Roman Empire was being managed at the time by, if you know your history it was a brilliant and progressive, corrupt time, Pope Leo X, born Giovanni di Lorenzo de' Medici. They were selling forgiveness to raise money to build some of our most beautiful sites in Rome, in their corrupted way as men do, and it was noticed by Martin Luther, a German Catholic priest and several others. There were many theses written, only 95 of them do you study, if you even know about it, that's average people, I get it, that why I say it. That was the year Luther and his protest-ant (not being rude...I'm showing you) buddies decided they had had it and knew better because obviously the Catholic Church had been corrupted and Luther and his compatriots had better ideas how a religion should be. So they made their own up. This is the actual Truth. Don't get mad at me for showing the Truth, but wait there is way, way more, I am not here to bash, I am here to show you. They said they removed the vail, but there was never a vail, they removed the pathways. He told falsehoods and said you were forgiven for your sins because Jesus died on the cross for you. Where did they receive their authority? 

I'm going to correct this Error, this is not a trespass, this is sacred ground. Jesus died on the cross, because he was put there as an example of bravery, in never backing down on your faith; faith is what keeps you going in the dark of night, you Know there is light. I wonder as he hung there filled with the glory of God Our Father the Almighty did he hope you* would change your ways and see the Truth of the Word of God. As he looked down He saw his mother, Chosen above all others as the perfect teacher and who always had faith in him to follow a most difficult and glorious path. Do you ever think of what it would have been like as a young child, 7 years old, and you have been told you were anointed, filled with the Holy Spirit. When the ways of the hedonistic man come for the child, the Mother steps on the serpent. Please See this. She watched her son battle the tax man, the errant preacher*, he did not welcome the sin, he insisted you caste it out and sin no more. You can not have those that live in open sin preach, I don't understand why that is difficult to understand...it's surreal. It doesn't work that way...no judgement from me, I'm talking about someone who is preaching the word of God with no unchanged way does not understand what they are talking about...this is basic Knowledge. I say all this with no judgment on how you live your life except maybe you are choosing the wrong models to listen to, emulate and put on a pedestal. Should I insert here the Holy Mothers womb seems to have been forgotten, because it's inconvenient, absolutely surreal. 

I hear Protestants say, Mormons aren't Christian because they added to the Good book, when in Truth they can't see that Luther did what exactly? Was he a prophet? 

...and also, this goes with the above. We talk of Pride and I see so many versions of a book you all say is Holy...forgive my trespass...this is surreal. 

We are in Holy war between Good and Evil...it's real.

The Protestant Church was corrupted the moment of birth with the pretense of authority not to mention the for a belief of forgiveness...because you are worthy? That's like asking God to respect you, because you are you. Absolutely surreal. 

None are alone in the corruption, you can't have 2 Popes...The synod is meeting. 


Do you know why I am writing this? Because in Truth it is not winning me friends...that should be a red flag. Who is that red flag on? Me? For pointing out serious errors in systems and showing how to correct them and for saying, "Killing babies in utero is wrong, it's murder." because it might hurt someones...feelings? That child felt the pain of the poison the mother had ingested. That child that was there, floating, feeling the bounce of the mothers steps, hearing muffled voices...That child felt. I thank God for the Mothers of my Children and I thank the Mothers. 



 

Someone asked me, "What do you believe?"  

I believe I can't believe I have to explain this to grown adults that callthemselvesbymyname.




Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story





You know what is real...




Under the crescent moon 

She fed her children

Water washed them

Smoke passed through

Holy Mother of God

See Her


Inshallah










Tuesday, July 11, 2023

Pass Key

 



"Our Father, Who art in heaven,

hallowed be Thy name; 

Thy kingdom come;

Thy will be done 

on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day

Our daily bread

and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those that trespass against us; 

Don't you drink of the poison well.

and lead us not into temptation, 

but deliver us from evil."

When there is Blame and Envy there is only Evil.

...


My LoveBug and I met 2 men at the corner of Chelton and Academy.

72 year old Karl and 61 year old Dione. 

I walked upon them by strange chance as I listened to their conversation of Adam and Eve. I never shy from a Good conversation of teaching or I'll never learn. I find these men are strangers to each other.

Karl, a portly man, not tall by any standard, toothless with a lovely smile. He told me after a bit he was an Army veteran. Karl, the colour flesh of a salmon that never learned to swim up stream, wore a baseball cap and a jacket over his worn shirt that was missed buttoned. His pants had the tiniest houndstooth black and white pattern with tired areas on the front of his thighs that through the years you could see he had wiped his hands, to clean or of habit I'll never know. He smelt of fresh laundered clothes and Irish Spring.

Dione, about the size of me, with long black and grey dreadlocks tied neatly, down to his waist and over them a durag piled on that his fedora. Dapper is my choice word, Dione's skin the colour of the bottom of a cup of black coffee, his shoes were white and had black stripes and were what looked like snakeskin. He also smelt like fresh laundered clothing and Irish Spring.

Dione was saying to Karl how when God made Eve He took the rib from Adam so Eve would always be beside him...not in front, not behind, next to. 

Dione had been in prison for 35 years and he told me of his guilt in True. You do your crime you do your time, then you are done, unless it's child related, I need to put this here those are different crimes.

...and that was that and we all parted thoughtfully and with joy in the knowing We are not alone. 


...

All over I get in taxies, busses and cabs and I ask, "Where are you from?" and always they are my Brothers. 

...



Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story




I ask...What do you believe? What do you profess? Do you act in accordance with out excuse? 

Those pesky men again that said you were forgiven. Those pesky men who sold your soul and pretended you had been forgiven. Why is this so difficult for people to understand? Those pesky men...



When I prsaying my rosary my heart always Sees the mothers of my own children, and my children. Their mothers went the right way, they are blessed women as I See. 

It tears me inside the harm the caretakers of the Blessed Mothers Womb do these days, the selfish behaviors as they cower on the sides and throw stones at us (all of us that know) because We See and when they look into the mirror We look back at thee. We dive into their minds and insist they See the horror of their ways. You have forgotten Your Holy Mothers womb and defiled it. This is sacred ground, whether it be The First Church of the Bride of Christ, or the Holy womb of the Messiah, or the Joy of Our Father the Almighty when you deny him.


To many have forgotten.

Through my eyes can you See today? 

Names change with time, it has always been this way.

1st building

1st apartment

my eyes used to brown

now they are green




Inshallah







Monday, July 10, 2023

Ninhursag

 



She floated atop the mountain

with no fear

the stone of Alexandria

on the hand of the palm of the Mother

the white smoke from her mouth

she faced the sun

looked in the green eye

wind at her back

Hail Mary through her lips


Friday, July 7, 2023

Sum Zero

 



This is application of sum Zero 

 1. feed the smart children drugs that dumb them down but say it's helping them.

This is application of sum Zero 

2. dangle something shiny in front of stupid moms that just want to get along.

This is application of sum Zero 

3. put back into law the church that sacrifices the Children

This is application of sum Zero. 

Zero future.  



I saw a grown man at the garden center looking not like a fool but a predator in the worst disguise ever. Don't turn your back on someone that looks like a predator, literally look it in the eye make it known you See it...I'm not talking about the Children that put a dress on because they think it's edgy because they were lied to by a cunty bitchy pre psych major that wanted to see if she really could control someone...fuck you, you will alway be a cunt, just that. They think they are cool when in fact they will be lumped in with the predator class of men in dresses until they see they are being used as a target....like Target...right on target.

The Mother must step on the serpent because the Child is still a Child.

I saw an overgrown adult man with grey hair with a teal shirt on at the cabinet section, We were looking for help in the appliance area and then I did See...his finger nails neatly painted matching his shirt. This overgrown grotesque man is a pedophile, seriously, when he gets home, he will get on his computer, he thinks he's safe. I raised my right hand, my Mothers hand, palm toward him with the stone of Alexandria facing him and I said, "I want nothing to do with you." I know the Truth of him. It's not fashion...it's your +.


...

Please always look passed and through the way I speak I know it's odd but in Truth it is short hand for a story that is deep not wide but wide in thought because it's the only way to get things done. I can hear my Son, "Mom, stop being autistic." and I laugh, because it's funny, True things are always funny....if you can't laugh at yourself you are gonna have a hard time on this Earth...We prepare the Child for the road not the road for the Child. 


...




I'm a fuming woman. Someone upset my nest of Children and I have pondered in my way. I do not have to air your dirty laundry it's for everyone to See. 

There is a man that was interviewed for a news program concerning water prices going up...British news. Except you See, as I was reading said story this man claimed to be a woman before me. Then there is a photo of this man that he so proudly posted, that has declared himself a woman and an infant is sucking at his chest, like a dog licking peanut butter off some abominations nutsack so he can get off. This is a child being sexually used and poisoned. This animal is giving instructions to this Child, the wrong ones. Then they call you names for yelling 

STOP 

THIS

NOW

That is a child being sexually abused in front of you and you do nothing, you run away, you put your head in the sand.

That is how much they have scared you? Or are you on the side of Evil, where they sacrifice children and sexually molest them in front of you.


There are sides

This is War

They came and got your Children

and 

They want more

more

more

It's Federal Policy


So go vacation at Disney and shop at Target, go about your business and tell the girls in your world they are just a hole, because that is what you have taught them...men like holes, mindless ones with rouged cheeks and pointy tacky painted nails, they don't care if they are little boys or little girls.


Are you hearing me?

Or are you just a animal?

You are no Christian from my world. I am from the Old world. We claim all the World.

I am Kristin, I have so many names for True, I'm not gonna fit in your box anymore.

Do not deny the Good Mother


When the Mother tells the Child she doesn't need her Father...the Mothers Error should be corrected. 

When someone lies to the Child the Error should be corrected.



Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story



Does that cut deep enough?



Love

Pastush GiaCardi




Inshallah 







Thursday, July 6, 2023

Ashtiname of Muhammad



"This is a letter which was issued by Muhammad, Ibn Abdullah, the Messenger, the Prophet, the Faithful, who is sent to all the people as a trust on the part of God to all His creatures, that they may have no plea against God hereafter. Verily God is Omnipotent, the Wise. This letter is directed to the embracers of Islam, as a covenant given to the followers of Jesus the Nazarene in the East and West, the far and near, the Arabs and foreigners, the known and the unknown.


This letter contains the oath given unto them, and he who disobeys that which is therein will be considered a disbeliever and a transgressor to that whereunto he is commanded. He will be regarded as one who has corrupted the oath of God, disbelieved His Testament, rejected His Authority, despised His Religion, and made himself deserving of His Curse, whether he is a Sultan or any other believer of Islam. Whenever Christian monks, devotees and pilgrims gather together, whether in a mountain or valley, or den, or frequented place, or plain, or church, or in houses of worship, verily we are [at the] back of them and shall protect them, and their properties and their morals, by Myself, by My Friends and by My Assistants, for they are of My Subjects and under My Protection.


I shall exempt them from that which may disturb them; of the burdens which are paid by others as an oath of allegiance. They must not give anything of their income but that which pleases them—they must not be offended, or disturbed, or coerced or compelled. Their judges should not be changed or prevented from accomplishing their offices, nor the monks disturbed in exercising their religious order, or the people of seclusion be stopped from dwelling in their cells.


No one is allowed to plunder these Christians, or destroy or spoil any of their churches, or houses of worship, or take any of the things contained within these houses and bring it to the houses of Islam. And he who takes away anything therefrom, will be one who has corrupted the oath of God, and, in truth, disobeyed His Messenger.


Jizya should not be put upon their judges, monks, and those whose occupation is the worship of God; nor is any other thing to be taken from them, whether it be a fine, a tax or any unjust right. Verily I shall keep their compact, wherever they may be, in the sea or on the land, in the East or West, in the North or South, for they are under My Protection and the testament of My Safety, against all things which they abhor.


No taxes or tithes should be received from those who devote themselves to the worship of God in the mountains, or from those who cultivate the Holy Lands. No one has the right to interfere with their affairs, or bring any action against them. Verily this is for aught else and not for them; rather, in the seasons of crops, they should be given a Kadah for each Ardab of wheat (about five bushels and a half) as provision for them, and no one has the right to say to them 'this is too much', or ask them to pay any tax.


As to those who possess properties, the wealthy and merchants, the poll-tax to be taken from them must not exceed twelve drachmas a head per year.


They shall not be imposed upon by anyone to undertake a journey, or to be forced to go to wars or to carry arms; for the Muslims have to fight for them. Do no dispute or argue with them, but deal according to the verse recorded in the Quran, to wit: ‘Do not dispute or argue with the People of the Book but in that which is best’ [29:46]. Thus they will live favored and protected from everything which may offend them by the Callers to religion (Islam), wherever they may be and in any place they may dwell.


Should any Christian woman be married to a Muslim, such marriage must not take place except after her consent, and she must not be prevented from going to her church for prayer. Their churches must be honored and they must not be withheld from building churches or repairing convents.


They must not be forced to carry arms or stones; but the Muslims must protect them and defend them against others. It is positively incumbent upon every one of the follower of Islam not to contradict or disobey this oath until the Day of Resurrection and the end of the world."

Wednesday, July 5, 2023

The Fathers House Our Mothers Heart

 



The Father and Mother are different. The mother knows she's an animal and from this Earth; every moon month she gives birth to the future and in the darkness the light is revealed, blessed or not. The Father though has a choice for his seed has been planted in the marriage bed; how much control he has over the seed depends on the Mother and the words the Mother whispers in the ear of the Child. You See, Fathers depend on the Mother to Raise the Child Right because the Father has a lot of work to do, He is not of you, you are of Him, you are the seed planted, you have to grow. What the Child does not know though is that if the Mother turns the Child from the Father the Father does not have to let that Child into His House if the Child is disrespectful to Him and does not follow family law. Fathers should be responsible for their Children but only to a point, We make choices in how We move in this world, no one can walk for you. This is the way the Father rules His house, He is Almighty, His way or the highway and if you want in you obey His House rules. 

The Mother though she is of this Earth, chosen by God Our Father the Almighty. Are you a Child of Noah,  Moses, or David? The Holy Mother asks if you believe her womb to be sacred? She, your own Mother that loved you so much, she felt no shame to carry with no Father in Site and found a way to Raise you the best way she could in a difficult world. 

They are going to take and take. Don't let them break you. Your Mother has to tell you the Truth, it's family law, Our Father commands it. 


I have a solution to a problem. 

In the Stone of Alexandria We See the hand of Fatima looking back at thee. 

We opened the book

The Sun of Knowledge

Dagger unsheathed 

Universal Time Coordinated 




On the left hand I wear my Marriage ring to my Husband here on Earth.

On my right hand I wear the stone of Alexandria handed down from my Mother. My Mother is special, she converted to Catholicism to marry my Father and had her Child, the one that wears the crown. 

I refuse to apologize to any one for what I Know, this is not a belief, this is the Truth. 

I reach out to Christians, and Jews, and Muslims of might the Children of Our Almighty God Our Father, that they say to this mans way, no more of this dis respect of Our Mother who was select. Oh dear, did you miss something? I have my words in proper order, all mixed up in this Book, for I am not perfect, I am just your Mother that Raised you. 

We have a problem, We have a solution.


...



When I open the door to Our Fathers house I reach my hand to the Holy water to cleanse my self and put my mind in Proper order, not human order but the order of God our Father, Our Holy Mother, and the Holy Spirit; above, below, to the left to the right as I kneel in the Shadow of the Cross. 

When We pray to Our Holy Mother on the ashes of He who came before We say


Hail Mary Full of Grace

The Lord is with Thee

Blessed art thou amoungst women

and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus

Holy Mary

Mother of God

Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death


We say it many times in a row, We say it as We recall life long ago and how others would look at a woman pregnant of no father, some though believed because they had been chosen to Know by the Angels.

You recall your Holy Mothers womb and you are so grateful she believed and brought you into this world. Because you See, she had a choice. When she disobeys her Father and takes His Joy away, pray tel, what lies under that mound?

We recall what it's like to raise a Child in Truth a special Child in a world of Sodom and Gomorra where the sacrifice of the first born is common practice and that is against Our Father, for his Children are his Joy, he wishes them Goodness but he can't do the work, your Mother can't either, the work is up to the Child.

We recall the Child and how the Holy Mother had to prepare Him for a road of True sacrifice, not one for Him but One for all. She Raised a warrior from Her Sacred Heart and He honored His Father, He Knew He was special, His Father commanded it. 

We recall Elizabeth and embrace her faith, she made a world turn and in thanks Our Father blessed Her.

We ask Our Holy Mother to pray for us now and at the time of our death because your Mother always knows the Truth of who you really are and when you get to that door to the House of The Father, it's the Mother that whispers in His ear, the feather and the heart. 

This is part of Our belief system that seems lost on many...the why.

Why did they remove the Holy Mother from their teachings? Can you see how over time it's easy to capture souls if the woman is treated with disrespect and in turn the Mother should respect the Father for when done correctly the Child will thrive and be ready for anything. 

Honor thy Father and Mother

The Mothers door does not close here on Earth unless there is danger, she knows the Truth of the Child and She Knows the path is so hard, harder for some, because they refuse the rules. The Mother will not lie to the Child for if she does she causes harm, you don't command your Mother, you respect Her.





Be still and listen

One day I will tel you a story
















Tuesday, July 4, 2023

Independence Day

 


Today is my sister's birthday, she is the one that wears the crown. I am Sovereign over her but I look up to her because she is so Good even if she is wrong. I am correcting the Error so We can get along with business. I have a little enthalpy up my sleeve.

In the Good book they put it in there about the snake handling do you recall. 

You See the Vipers are my Swiss Guard they know I am Sovereign. Do you See them in the sky, the sound of Thunder roaring by. On the ground are Rambos Men but Who am i to Know. 



Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story 

That only those that Know me knows the Truth.



DR Al can we put a paper clip here?

I've escaped captivity.

My Father is always above me and my Husband walks beside me. 

I am not a queen I am a servant of my Father.

I ask nothing of him and when I follow the steps he gave me I will Know I am on the right path. 

You said get the job done...I just do things weird because that is the way I am wired.

Sunday, July 2, 2023

In the Shadow of The Know

 


You See We travel hither

and remember days of Old

We express the Passion forward

We walked those dusty cobbled roads

We touched The Holy Ground of Rome


In Constantinople We learn the gift of water fire

Pop Pop Fizz Fizz

Oh what a Relief it is


and Sara did Swati


We are the Left Back Hand of Our Father

We are the Right Hand of Our Mother



There is a high level chance that you are going to be PsyOped like you have never been...to levels you will think, I do believe. Here is the deal, We don't know what you believe. I always try and let you know what's coming next, here or in my Sister countries.


Our cousin France knows what she's doing, that gift of fire spreads the word that something is not Fine or Dandy. 


Why do you take it so personally Kristin? Where does your family come from is my answer. Where is my family from? This is my Job and in Truth it is time. 


This morning at the summer vacation breakfast table of 5 18, 19, and 20yr old men the conversation was, "What is the difference between a condiment and a sauce?" EJ asked with his plate of Homemade biscuits and strawberry freezer jam, bacon laced with maple syrup and scrambled eggs, fresh mango, cherries and plums sliced with the Left Hand. I say a condiment is something you put upon something else. LoveBug pulls out his phone not thinking on his own and WP says, "Condominium, to pile upon." Me, Yes, always go to etymology to find the correct answer, you already knew it because you have to take Latin at The Vanguard school." Then I gave the quick rundown on how Latin used to be the language of the Catholics and how the Jewish people had to learn how to speak Hebrew when the Children of Israel went home. 

This is how I teach. I know I'm a little odd at how I get it in there...but I get it in there...don't i.  


Did we break bread together?







Saturday, July 1, 2023

The Bank of My River Styx




God does not make mistakes

No human is perfect

Object origin

Object destination

You will never become Our Almighty God Our Father

For there is only One

We are His Children

We are Her Children

We are but a Child


The Truth is the ground where I lay (you should know the meaning of the word and intent when read. You burn me at the stake because I know the Truth...Breath through me; I keep the fire alive.)

I'm going to burn it to the ground now

into the ether 

I am your DragonLady


I told my husband of my Roman name, GiaCardi.

Most people don't have as many names as me;

Go row the boat

to safe grounds

we are stronger now,

I run the wolves.

The Thunder Moon rises. 

Vulcan Commandos

from outer space

are on their way




This is my river Styx

Shall I call your name to my bank


I'm going to explain something to the women that call themselves Christians here there and everywhere. I do not have to be a biblical scholar to understand the simple and the complex at the same time. You clutch a book that you index for if you saw the whole you would see the hole in your ways...and you can't possibly be responsible, you have been forgiven have you, not? Those that make excuses for bad behavior will say I am looking down* on them, yes, I am, because in Truth you don't know that you obviously have no idea of the consequences that are reaped for your actions and support of evil ways. Why are you angry at me for pointing the Error out? When you support the sacrifice of Children you deny the womb of Jesus. May I ask a quiet question, "Do you believe in the Holy Mother of your own Messiah, do you believe her womb to be blessed by God?" When women support the sacrifice of children on the alter of time, a job, or because the opened their legs like a whore a bad partner they never look to themself as the problem, they blame, maim, and kill. Do you know your own worth? When sex becomes a commodity in everyday life is that brave and when do you teach the children that usury system? Look around, stop acting confused and certainly don't agree with evil just to go along because someone that is evil might not like you. Oh, you don't have a daughter so you don't care...you are a band example of a Good human when you excuse evil behavior. You are so brave for agreeing with evil. Yes, people that support the killing of babies in utero are Evil. Do you deny the Holy womb of your Lord and Savior? There really is a watchful eye, we are Truly being divided; I don't know where my number falls but I know what's happening is wrong and not speaking out is letting the evil take over. I do not desire to ever walk the path of evil and I will shun it every way. 

My Standard is the Childs Soul 

and I raise it 


Christian women that walk into the homes of others wives should be shunned from service, and in Truth you are in Service of God; do you deny that or do you declare yourself to be most high? You treat your sister with respect, you don't lie and steal from her, how selfish of you, you are called a home wrecker by the Home Maker for a reason. It's not neighborly is it, the home wrecking that is, it's part of the destruction of families (That one was tough to write because it's True and fits the feet of those that should be bound alas I judge you, you condemn yourself and when you deny the Truth of your sin and go out and about with your sin clutched to your chest and inked for true, with no shame for others to see the commodity class of person you are, your sex has become usury. Some one reading this thinks I'm talking about them, you are in a class of usury women, you are one of many that I know, you actually aren't special or different. I do not un See. 

Christian women and divorce is easy, you live by the laws of man not God. I'm divorced, you can follow my path. I love my Ex Husband, he is a great Man and I respect him; I speak no ill word; I am a difficult complicated woman, I also know I am a good Mother, not perfect and how many outside influences does the Good parent fight? I walked this path and know it well. Your friends said leave him and take him for everything he's got...but the problem is, is all she does is bitch and moan and certainly doesn't provide a home that is clean and well run, oh she's a 'working woman', those exist, they make good coffee at the office (I'm sure you are what ever at what ever you do at the office, what do you produce, more income for more stuff?) Always wanting more and never happy with what you have. You aren't thankful or grateful for anything except that which you can use as a weapon.

Christian women that use their children as weapons against their fathers have been taught this behavior, it's the fork tongue of the serpent, but they call me evil for speaking out against it. 

Many Christians in the United States that support the sacrifices of children think they are forgiven for their sins because they believe that is why Jesus died for them...because they are so important. You are not important. You aren't first, you aren't second...you aren't third. You are last on the rung kid, did you declare yourself a servant of God or was that just Jesus?

This made up half religion based on a false teaching of forgiveness for belief is the crick in the creek that created a flood of heathens under the guise of Christ. I'm showing you the Error, don't get mad at me and call me names. I'm obviously a Witch, I've told you so many times, Un Holy to some.

I am not a heathen for knowing Angels walk amongst us and Titans are real. 

The Truth is in my names.

Moving forward in the Church of the Bride of Christ...We learn for the past. We have acknowledge our sins and spoken them allowed. 

The penance is now being paid and the People have no real leader but a corrupt elected* official...

Who is your Sovereign?





Normal people don't understand why I am so passionate about important things. 



I'm chided when I say the Truth that the Holy Mothers womb is being desecrated and the sacrifice of a child is celebrated in these Western ways of enlightenment.

I think I will write this backwards 

This was how my day started. 

When I woke I was happy to recall we spent time together you and me. Your soft little face, so sweet and pure. I can't wait to meet you on this plain. (word choice, I move with purpose)