Death Manager

 

I'm under a strong impression everyone thinks of their death. They think of the death of others. We plan for death if we think ahead. 

We can not plan our after life. 

It's not an odd subject matter, its normal, and people so often turn their nose from it.

"Perception is reality"

Princess School, Hurlburt Field, 2006(?) A laymen doesn't often think of the machine that handles death from doorstep to doorstep.  

Command School, Hurlburt Field, 2006(?) This was the place we learned to manage death for the machine, hopefully with grace. Chas's bride and I sat through two days of what seemed like years traversing the deep dark tunnels of all the under worlds, greatful for those moments when/if it was to happen we would not be alone, a glance and a smile was like breathing fresh air. The it* would be helicopters going down and whole crews gone to the other side; now what do you do with the families, the spouses and the children...all at once...not to mention these are your own friends that are often like family...manage that...your spouse is gone and your children pull at your seams. Without breaking down...where you become stronger and gather around you those that need the strength...and you guide them, clear head with tears still in your eyes and show them it will never be the same but it will be ok. 

It makes it easier if you believe. This is the warrior way, it's magical.  

Having access to historical knowledge helps warriors know their path is just if guided within boundaries; Gods boundaries.

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 

On Yom Kippur the streets are empty

The sound of retreat at 5

The fall of the equinox 

Feast for the Angels

None of this means anything unless...

Secret Squirrel

"Bahck! Bahck!" Aggressively and loudly from the squirrel high in the maple tree

"Puobduyou puobduyou." in a decreshendo 

then repeat. 

"Bahck! Bahck!"

"Puobduyou puobduyou."

then repeat.

"Puobduyou puobdyou"

Manzikert, the remains

 

The rains came down

The chill to the end 

into the depth and down the tunnels 

she walked the webs 

she felt the draw on her skin 

the places calling

the names of old

Mr Romonav, he was a Romanian that ate onions

he was a jolly fello, always messy looking with dark wiry hair, 

his shoulders so wide two medium sized 7 year old children could stand on each one 

always larger than life

paradoxical to Mr Beluga, he was always clean with his thin light brown hair

with a mild comb over

who's distribution of larger than life

trolled around his belly

I'll pick a year

1980

Seeb, Oman

A handful of children running around

an armed compound

filled with freedom fighters

the flow of helicopters over head

Canadians

Quebecuns

Americans

Romanians

Pakistani

Omani

Catholic

Ibadi

1st building

1st apartment

the call to prayer

and our kumbaya

I interrupt this story of the past

to prepare you for your future

your future is death

it's what's after

Be Not Afraid

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story

 

There once was a time when God our Father blessed our line

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the Father of many

Ishmael, 1st son of Abraham

Ishmael, 1st son of Abraham, who was blessed by God to be father of many

Nebaioth

Kedar

Adbeel

Mibsam

Mishma

Dumah

Massa

Hadad

Tema

Jetur

Naphish 

Kedemah

These are 12 chieftains of Ishmael's tribe

son of a handmaiden, a servant of God our Father

Hagar, who was blessed by God to be mother of many

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Isaac, son of Sarah, 1st wife of Abraham

Sarah, who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Sarah, who was barren until her 99th year

Sara who lived to 127

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

who lived to be 180 years old

 

Keturah, 2nd wife of Abraham mother of

Zimran

Jokshan

Medan

Midian

Ishbak

Shuah

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

who lived to be 175 years old

Esau, 1st born to Rebecca, wife of Isaac

Rebecca, who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham

Esau, 1st born son Isaac

Isaac who would be blessed by God to be the father of many

Esau who would be blessed by his father Issac

"you will live by the sword and you will serve your brother

and when you grow restless

you will throw his yoke from your neck."

Esau who lived to be 147 years old 

Jacob, 2nd born to Rebecca, wife of Isaac

Rebecca who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Jacob, 2nd born to Isaac who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Jacob that wrestled with his Father

Jacob who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Jacob who became Israel was blessed by God to be Father of many

Leah, 1st wife of Jacob, mother of 

Reuben

Simeon

Levi

Judah

Issachar

Zebulun

Rachel,  2nd wife of Jacob, mother of

Joseph

Benjamin

Zilpah, Leah's handmaid, mother of

Gad

Asher

Bilhah, Rachel's handmaid,, mother of

Dan

Naphtali 

and daughter Dinah, wife of Job, mother of Asenath

Jacob who was blessed by God to be the father of many

May you be blessed to guard your enemies gate

 

It was a Biological Weapon

 

Hi, Kristin here, I've been there before, where you believe what they tell you. I believed 'weapons of mass destruction'. My own friends died for nothing that started with a state sponsored lie. Our overtunderground State has an agenda where you don't matter.

A murder of crows just flew over, the front coming through to wake us to the winter here at northern command. Do you wonder yet about what net zero really means?

When do you all start talking/discussing the actual fact that there was a virus made to attack humans funded by you, the tax payer.

Hello?

Does the subject matter revolt you?

The subject matter being that they made a real live virus that has the ability to jump from person to person and it attacks the person's weak spot...in plain speech.

Who cares if it was a lab leak. (I do not think it was accidental*net zero÷or do you not get this yet?)

And then miraculously they make a vaccine* to stop you from dying but not in the first few weeks of being vaccinated* by a vaccine* that doesn't stop you from getting sick by a booster* that doesn't stop you from being able to pass on the virus that they made and now they insist you take their cure*. It's a net loss<net-zero>.

Ummmmmm...

"Oh no! There is a virus loose...everyone let's have mail in ballots!"

A virus you funded via the State that made the cure*.

There is no denying they made it...no one is denying they worked on it...

There are too many gullible people that refuse to see the Truth when it's presented. They ask for a peer reviewed study that will be done by someone that thinks the heteronormative fascist society needs to be re categorized÷they don't know they are a one use tool of net zero or they pray to it.

Do you see any group of force with actual hard or soft power to arrest anyone for any crime that has been unleashed upon humanity of late? 

The real criminals that send your children to war to fill their pockets. 

The real criminals that make disease so they can sell you a cure that is worse then the disease. 

Our State that says Putin is a criminal while we discuss putting Nuclear weapons in Poland. Meanwhile how much money are we sending to Ukraine for defense of what? Where is that money coming from?

Have you asked how long will they allow us fuel yet in your minds eye? There will come that moment...

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story

PraySpell and light a candle with a match. Watch the flame flicker and see the heat rise. Say your words to the Angels and the Saints, praise the Prophets, praise glory on our Mother and thank our Father that we serve.

They made a biological weapon to attack humans and you still listen to what they advise you...and I'm over here wondering why they aren't rotting in a real prison with the complete understanding of 'they didn't just forget, they weren't taught true history', and now it will repeat its self in different words. 

Build with Old Stones

 

I was trying to explain how there is one creator of everything...

So many can not see past of what they have been told and others excuse into nothingness. Do you know that nothingness is what you call hell, you just stop existing...nothing, unless...you are welcomed into the Fathers house....it's really simple-that is Abrahamic, there are 3 holes till the moment of when ever that moment arrives that the souls are released....old school

Funny story though nothing is funny about this...in this day of schisms.

When God's children of different matter mated with Gods children of earth what was birthed is what you call mythology and demons chained by God in an underworld. Very not believable to really smart, narcissistic, self important people of the 2000's. 

Forgive my oddness once again...when I spin myself in smoke or swim in depths of the water I do See the whole of everything I am allowed to See. 

When God created Adam and Eve was there a Lilith first? Out of curiosity you believe God created the Angels right? Those same Angels that came down and had their way and introduced fire when before their was no need for fire because God had made a paradise where everything was taken care of...and then we all know what happened...or do you? Are you even curious? 

...

Justinian I that built upon the Basilica Cistern that Constantine first built upon, who built upon it first?... as we know it today with the pillars taken from the temples of gods of old and forums of law and order, with the heads of Stheno and Euryale, Medusa's sisters, daughters of the sea God (by how many names?), placed under water and bound to earth with stones of earth. In modernity very smart people only think themselves smart, great leaders of the past worked with purpose. Justinian I that built the Basilica to St John that cared for the Holy Mother of Jesus, deep code old stones. 

...

There once long ago was the first of the mighty men who was the great grandson of Noah, son of Cush. His name was Nimrod and his prowess as a huntsman with the bow was well known as was his greatness* and he declared himself Sovereign above the God of his fathers and turned to face the moon God Sin. Angels came down to him and said a boy child would be born that would be his down fall. King Nimrod was not a normal man, he was the first of the mighty men that will come, "even after", he was a nephilim (a human and angel offspring/child- God created everything even the Angels, they are also his children). As is the custom of those that wish not be told they are doing wrong he declared all boy children born to be placed on the alter and sacrificed (eliminate the threat before it becomes one who cares if its mass murder, when you worship Sin you can do anything.) 

Abraham was born in secret and kept in a cave...(the story of Tereh.)

Nimrod was a great engineer and builder of cities and leader of men, that did not make him good. When the God Sin is being worshiped it doesn't make for Good practice. Years pass and Abraham is kept a secret and eventually debate does happen between Abraham and King Nimrod (I'm shortening a vivid story, I apologize). Nimrod says to Abraham, 'let us worship fire and Abraham replies, let us worship water then as it puts the fire out. Nimrod replies, then let us worship the water. Abraham retorts, then should we also not worship the clouds...' and on till past the sun and moon till you get to the God of all. Nimrod didn't like this much because he was a son of angels and believed himself greater than the God of his fathers. So to prove his greatness Nimrod builds a great fire and a catapult to make a point for all the people to see that he was Sovereign and not to question his authority...Abraham is tossed via the catapult into the fire and the fire has turned to water and the embers to carp for Abraham...for Abraham's brother though who did say, 'if Abraham burns in the fire then I will follow Nimrods God Sin, and if Abraham does not burn in the fire I will worship Abraham's God." 

Abraham's brother did burn in that flame. 

Nimrod, from the 3rd line of Noah, the builder of the tower of Babel so he could fight God and prove how mighty he was had to kill babies he was so weak. 

Nimrod that was punished by God by that which was the lesser of him...a fly enters his nose and finds its ways into his brain and he lives with this for 40 years.

Nimrod that turned his back on his fathers God and took claim for title himself over all and worshiped Sin and golden idols...

When you prop up Sin as your idol and ok the practice of human sacrifice prey tel daughters and sons of Abraham that find themselves at a place of enlightenment...when you preach Sin you preach into nothingness.

Be still and listen 

One day I will tell you a story

Who are you letting pastor you and which pasture have you been corralled? 

What was Jesus teaching?

What was Abraham teaching?

What was Moses teaching?

What was Mohammed teaching? 

<Who are you listening zu?>

Analemma

 

one by one 

through space and time

down all the lines

to the past we See

our future history

buried under rock and sea

It's the same story that plays out every time, I don't know why people can't actually see it before their eyes.

We think we live here in a modern intelligent age.

We do not live in an intelligent age, in fact it is quite backward. 

Do you think intelligent people think it's smart for them selves to have sex with whom ever they desire and not care about the consequences and the ramifications of said bonding so much so they feel they have they authority to terminate the life created in them? There's a pill for that...

Or would an intelligent person understanding and knowing of the consequences and ramifications of said bonding would choose a partner of worth and capital is not worth to bond? a bond is for life, you can break it but that's not how bonding works in space and time. 

This is a big fat reminder I do not think like you...

There are actual matter of substance that is connected and transferred, a knowing of someone when we bond, it's always there, at the quantum level we know there are connections that can traverse great distance with seemingly nothing connecting them, but we can prove they are connected and in communication with one another, we can measure this.  

An intelligent person would probably choose wisely if they understood this.

An intelligent person can see that it's a learned behavior to not care about life. 

An intelligent person can see when we put the life of the old above that of the new we erase our future.

An intelligent person can see when you stop listening to the wise and start following children that have been taught that if we point out they made a mistake they tell you it's negative so they put boundaries up...a child does that, an adult can handle the truth.

Now back to where ever I was... 

It's the same story that plays out every time, I don't know why people can't actually see it before their eyes.

We think we live here in a modern intelligent age.

We do not live in an intelligent age, in fact it is quite backward. 

Long long long ago the weak kings of old would know the truth but they desired to follow not their fathers ways, and then there would come a message of fright that someone would come and take their place, so the children are massacred, whole futures erased, just in case, because the message was clear. 

Children hidden sometimes in plain site to rise when the moment was right. 

What age is this?

What do you believe?

The stone of Alexandria on my Mother hand

with clarity I See behind

True Story

 

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 

when you practice what you believe 

and you believe in nothing

what is the practice?

"it is the practice into nothingness"

If your messiah showed Himself to you

today

would you recognize His message?

"Your messiah was preaching that His people were

home;

Your messiah was preaching they were to go back to the

Old Ten Ways;

Your messiah traveled dusty roads  

His sword in hand 

as he showed the Way."

When you practice what you believe 

and you believe in the Old Ten Ways

What is the practice?

This is the story of one woman's belief 

that moved an Empire.

This is the story of the mother 

of the son that Rose 

The Church of the Holy Roman Empire.

Her name was Helena, 

Her Granddaughter is the Bride of Christ.

True Story