Tuesday, April 29, 2025

Function Stacking

 


Would you mind sitting with me in the grass, it’s a bit damp and you bum might get cold and your clothes wet, you might even get dirt on your pants, it’s ok, relax. 

I was at the optometrist where I always have interesting conversations as the middle aged children of the boomers help and guide their aging parents in their later years. Rows of lenses all in premade plastic frames line the wall as you enter. There is a conversation I walk in on as I mind a political nuisance with white hair that I think might have been possessed, I’m not joking; I heard a strange utterance under her breath that only the odd ones out can hear. She thought she was loving and saw something in me, she saw a reflection of her self when she looked upon me and assumed she understood me as one of her tribe but deep inside she saw the truth and said as much. Her opinions were all wrong as I had declared at my arrival out loud but I had given none of my own except my sovereignty.

The lenses on the walls looked back at me empty of perspective but to correct the readers vision. 

The grass is soft isn’t it? I have to dead head the petunias over there to keep the plant flowering, it’s tedious work but worth the view and it keeps the plant healthy if watered and fed properly. 

We went for a walk in the smokies this weekend, a place you might say would be in the middle of no where, with the rushing river and waterfalls as the path slopped up the mountain gradually. A long the path were places of life that will only exist right there, until it’s able to seed or transplant, to continue existence…the birch tree that fell years ago wearing a sweater of moss with tiny delicate flowers next to rock weeping with joy at the butterflies and bees puddling. Small ecosystems I could step upon if I so desired. They know we exist just as we know they exist. 

Watch the ant and it looks like it has no idea where it’s going but in the ants reality it’s following a path set with messages here and there. You assume they are unaware of you and I might ask why?

Lay down on the grass and look into the softened blue sky and watch the hatch that’s flying around above you…aware vs nature.

What else can you see as the sun shines down upon you enlightening Terra for you? All the planets and the stars still look upon you even though the sun hides your vision of the darkened sky.




 The above is a pulled out version of a minuscule part of the universe
it's a plantation house and grounds plan from a book
The page curves as you turn the page to another plan

Most of all can you See the symbiotic nature of adoption and transplantation done correctly vs incorrectly
and no you can not go back in time

The more we look in the less we look out
There are bunches of these plans and some are identical and fall in line
others are freeform


The grass is dry and warm now and if you look between the blades you will see matter that has reached it's max potential and ow will become energy/food for new growth max potential, it's always with heat this happens for in the cold if we don't stop moving we stop...cold. 

It's much more calming to talk of nurture more over than human nature.

What I really want to say it's all the same you, are thinking the wrong way.  

When you look into the sky tonight peer west you might see the Charioteer with Jupiter, Mars and the moon.





Be still and listen
One day I will tell you a story








Monday, April 28, 2025

Scapular

 


To those who know the burden of the world upon their shoulders when they were draped upon you, you are reminded you are not alone for she will guard your heart and attached to one square there is the other separate but attached when not worn and when worn magic befolds.


Off thoughts to spin around

The pineal gland

how the deer communicate

the theory of everything

God

Atheists intrigue me as do those that have a strange cognitive dissonance with their faith

Why do people think God has to be only Good? and if He isn't only Good then you don't want him?

I can hear a flock of geese quacking above me as they fly east.

What happened to the Scottish and their rites?

I have a great deal of dead heading in front of me.

Other people, "I read kierkegaard and he says, 'yada, yada, yada', (dear person in the future, yada 'jada' is a Norwegian expression, someone like me speaks a sort of pigeon language of all sorts, as I shout love to mi hijo's y mi mija's, alhamdulillah).

Me, "We have a big problem and we have to prepare. Get all your houses in order not a speck left behind. Spring is about to raise in summer daze."

Aslo me, "and also don't worry for what will be will be and in the end God will sort it out."

Me again some more, "and that doesn't mean you don't have to take care of business here on this plane. Leave it better than you found it to the best of your real ability (as in, figure it out and do the right thing no half j. o. b. s.)


There really are so many distractions with purposes to cause harm all around and everywhere.  

Anyway, the thin lace veil over the face, a webbing to confuse the see or does it See more through the glimmers of vision into the smoke and over the passage of water.

Now on to el Papa, el Papa is dead, long live the Pope and may the next one be of the True old Faith.

A foundation of all reality and a gate way that is secure.


I love Mondays. 

enjoy




Thursday, April 24, 2025

Spectrum Shades

 



The seamstress in the banyan tree with arms that root deep and grow more trunks, and root deep and grow more trunks, and root deep and grow more trunks, gathered the everything here and there, she knew it would not match but she knew she could make it go. 

A back drop of 500 spectrum shades of new spring green that shimmered when under the light rains of water that came from the sky, the sparkle of a barracuda just below the surface of the calm waiting sea.


22 5

9:36

I had no idea math was so much fun…when I say math I mean theory stuff.













Chickenhawk

 




Some people count their chickens before their eggs hatch

Some people count their chickens when their eggs hatch

Some people count their chickens after a chickenhawk fly by


Some other people count their chickens only after they have satiated the well fed beast.

The Recipe

 


Easter 

MMXXV

The Recipe



Positive EE 


The morning of the celebration anniversary of the S0n rising in resurrection I stood under the electrical lines, crosses of miscommunication for you all to bear. The celebration anniversary of the S0n rising in resurrection was called, 'Easter Sun Rise Service'. 

The cross of electricity stood tall

Behind the man in a bright orange pull over with a 3/4 zipper pull(?), denim pants I hope I recall correctly, and trainers on his feet, that thought he knew what he was saying as he made sure he used his magic words of names called out in service to make one feel welcome. 

Behind the man in a bright orange pull over with a 3/4 zipper pull(?), denim pants I hope I recall correctly, and trainers on his feet, as he bounced around a rapture story I found out where I was, amidst a group of pagans that prayed to Jesus not God in True. 

Behind the man in a bright orange pull over with a 3/4 zipper pull(?), denim pants I hope I recall correctly, and trainers on his feet, in their place of the cross where you should feel the weight of the shadow, the birds sung so loudly as if in warning, drowning the words of the man that knew not what he was saying as he pulled the flock along.

Did he follow the recipe?


the earth shook below their sandaled feet

whispers here

whispers there

now a shout

hear out loud

they could see it now

 as the Sun shined wide

the men looked at the woman 

the witch that she was

and write it down and cross it out

bury it deep

in the dark

for none to See

One day it would all Be 

no more hiding a tale to read




Polish Raisin Bread 




total failure  
My sisters came out lovely; it's the one in the back ground in a bag, a perfect shape and crumb. 
Now where to put the blame for my failure.
Altitude?
Yeast?
Did I follow the recipe?
No.

Now let me tell you a story

The first batch I had made the night before is on the right, it was the texture of corn meal and tasted of something that had fermented a tad bit too long.
The second batch on the left I made Easter morning after seeing my first failure. 

The first batch doesn't have a story but one of a first try I had a gut feeling wouldn't work out.

The second batch though...

Back home from the celebration anniversary of the S0n rising in resurrection, I draped my new spring green and cream check apron with embroidered hummingbirds and one practical pocket, gift from my Nazarene Mother over my head, pulled the ties around my back and to the front, and secured them tightly to hold my tool towel in place.  
One golden earphone in listening and watching on my tiny screen wondering if eyes were watching back, Paula White, Senior Advisor to President Trump for the White House Office of Faith, Easter Service live on X as I prepared and kneaded the dough. 
This first Easter I have gotten to celebrate with my parents in what feels like a hundred years, I wanted to do my best as I listened confused to this woman that said she preached the word of God as she took one sentence from this book another from a different one and then yet a book they claim relation, to form a story that made no sense, but I stuck around for her asking for your $. 
Did she follow the recipe?

I kneaded and pulled
I kneaded and pulled
I kneaded and pulled
No stretch could I find



Did I follow the recipe?


I kneaded and pulled
I kneaded and pulled
I kneaded and pulled
No stretch could I find






Did I follow the recipe? 
It failed so I did something wrong. 




Practice is what we do
with a recipe tried and True





Words of Adam spun
In a time of the shun
A cloth to sew
A future to create 



Wednesday, April 23, 2025

False Flag

 


Nothing is evergreen 

unless it's perhaps over seeded

 then may nay not a false seed is planted

Evergreen 

Evergreen 

Evergreen

 like a parasite it grows to be seen. 

Saturday, April 19, 2025

Tri-level Chess

 


“When the chess game is over, the pawns, rooks, knights, bishops, kings, and queens all go back into the same box.”-Italian proverb.

Except we all know that’s not true, some stuff gets thrown out if it is unfixable and if you are like me you find interesting ideas for what to do with what’s left behind-Death

Representation

 



Do you feel you have Representation?

Free Speech?

The right to bear arms?

The Constitution and the Bill of Rights

What is it to be an American? What State do you reside and then we might be able to answer. 

Are States, 'city-states', or countries of their own with a Federal State to 'manage'. Manage what? 

Colorado Springs just had there municipal election. I copied the below and pasted it in a lovely evergreen shade not just for the sake of art but for the State of the Art, from the Colorado Springs . gov site I posted this where one could see it, on face book and x, here and there, I'm posting it here late, there is obviously no time constraints so why would it matter.

"Ballot counting was completed Wednesday, April 2. The post-election period, now through April 9, allows time for military and overseas ballots to arrive by April 9 at 5 p.m., and allows voters who did not sign their ballot or voters with signature discrepancies to cure those ballots. Election workers will process those additional ballots and updated results will be posted on April 10. Results will be certified by Friday, April 11."

What?  

I shouldn't care, I have moved from there, but here's the thing...my vote in Tennessee doesn't mean anything on the federal level when you outwardly count votes you* want and discard those you don't. Please don't say, "receipts", "proof", or any other retarded sound bite. Now let me tell you how computers work and what coding is...let me explain little back door and front doors too, a bit more time to screw some more numbers at you. The Nigerian Mayor who supposedly isn't partisan but if you have ever been to one of his 'coffee houses' (commies love coffee houses, always have, historical factoid) you know he's a commie, and not just because the commie doctorate Uncivil society program brought them* all over...Wow I digress with important information...How computers work...one of my children is a 'computer scientist', he had to take a class in ethics and the choice for the ethical intstruction was a musical theater human, an unserious woman and we are in the realm of super serious ethical needs now and the unserious have been at the helm to long. I don't think I should have to say more concerning that, I also think Fauci's wife was 'in charge' of ethics at one of our Federal political health bureaucracies, yes it matters.

Those top two phrases we say on a consistent manner here in 'the States' are again,

1st Amendment

2nd Amendment, shall not be infringed

A#1first mistake, you don't need an 'amendment' that tells you that you can say what you want. I don't have to add clarifiers or footnotes and I don't have to say it the way someone else thinks I should because of insert retarded reason here, I'm speaking to adults not children. 

The second thing of so much matter...you know those that get all upset because of 'gun violence', not the manipulative ones that believe in arming their self but you shouldn't be able, you should depend on the police...but not them. 

Any, shall not be infringed and yes, if I want an F 16 I should be able to have one if I can afford it, but don't worry the maintenance on those is...what would I know, maybe a tank too. 

This is the kind of American I am no matter where I am; being part of the United States means something. 

Citizenship should mean representation; it doesn’t anymore until We make it so again.

There is no such thing as a peaceful protest, that was a psyop no one wants to admit.






Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story






…but here let me tell you that the hero of the story really is Jesus, it's just not the one you are taught. Jesus was a warrior guiding people back to the old ways. The crucified him to humiliate him and his movement. There was a civil war happening at the time of Jesus's life, where the religious leaders of the time were threatened by Gods authority, as Jesus told them how they were wrong and flipped tables, those that represented the people that lived in the area were called upon to help take care of their, the religious leaders at the time, problem…

Anyway long story short...at around the turn of the millennium…




If you got this far, here's another history to unfold...

Amerigo brought to you by the famous Medici (banking) family you know from the romantic cities of Florence and later Seville; Latin feminized as that was the way in cartography of the day, AmericA. A flag of bees in*formation in the deep blue sky, flanked by diagonals of red. His brother an Order of the Knights of the Hospital of Saint John of Jerusalem, you should check this out and dive into history and what people believe and what makes them move.  

It was the turn of the century 1500's and just after, great exploration is happening and trade in goods and people have always been moving. This is the start, a race between Columbus and Amerigo all under the Crowns of Spain, Portugal, and the bankers of the city states. 

The Empire makes it's move and starts the transplant of businesses for trade and work and goods and people and services flow into the new world from places like Ireland where they need to get rid of the riff raff and from the cities over crowded with peasants and poor...

Then the 1700s happen...

France is a bigger player in upheaval and finance too...Great Britain is industrializing

yada, yada, yada

then we have

A bit of tea in Boston harbor and such, but you know that story...


Tuesday, April 15, 2025

Revolution

 


Revolution is in the air, I can feel it everywhere. 

What is a feeling?

A feeling is something tangible to act on.

How is a feeling tangible?

I've wanted this conversation in the open for awhile, 

we need this one

in the realm of open space

I need a free flow of thought, spirals of moments with reason, knowledge and God in mind. The last one throws people off but it's the one that corrects the course. 

Moments in time...they matter because they move people...

1400's, Germany, the printing press, Martin Luther, Calvin and the others have a revolution. 

1700's, Europe and the areas Columbus and Amerigo landed and colonized, the age of reason after the enlightenment, where man discovered more than the church that ruled over the people lifting the Kings, Queens and Empires . 

I wrote a time joke marker in there if anyone can get it.

1700's the rise of the seasoned banker and the hiding of the knights of the temple, revolutions and beheadings and turns in time. 

Washing hands wasn't even a thing, but it was once and why was it forgotten? A story from another moment in time was when the Romans were run out of their mismanaged city states and the ones that moved in wanted to have no adoption of the good things the Romans did and made. 

That was a feeling in a few hundred years...tangible action when people felt the need. 

The 1800's rose the industrial revolution adding with it disease and grime into the 1900's with wars everywhere until there was peace after 1945

This is a real story of a real person I know that has passed now. 

It was 2006/7, we were back on CONUS and stationed at Moody AFB. My husband was the CC of the 41st, does it matter to the story, probably. We had driven down to visit my parents in Satellite Beach, home of the Space Shuttle, NASA, Patrick AFB (now Patrick SFB).

My parents are hosting a dinner since we will be in town and they invite the Bruckner's as well. I don't recall if it was Hot Pot or Chinese Spaghetti we were having, my LittleGuy on his lap as my other two are entertaining the rest of the family at the ample round dinner table. LittleGuy was about 2 years old and cute as button, big dark brown eyes and a curly mop of hair the colour of an oak tree. He had command of his eyelids and was showing off to Dr Al, playing a type of peekaboo, one eye shut and then the other, left then right then on a word he would do the other. I watched the table with delight because I knew who was sitting there, each person and their story to be told, each person to have a story unfold.  

There I was sitting with my father the Marine that mapped the air over the Middle East and presented it to the UN, my husband at the time, a rotor and fixed wing pilot, Commander of the largest rescue squadron in the Air Force and Dr Al...

His obituary was missing years of his life...

H. P. Breckner was born in Transylvania in 23 November, 1925. 

Do you have a timeline yet 

can you wrap your head around this comfortably 

no feelings towards motion? 

Dr Al was a pilot, he flew a single engine Messerschmidt during the war and was injured several times on the Eastern Front. Dr Al was what we call today, one of the paper clips, he had degrees in aerospace engineering and law, he was invited/brought over to the United States in 1955. He worked with Pan Am's Guided Missile Range Division, here is a link to Dr Al's Obituary 

Part of his life is missing as if his family wanted it erased. He was a man fighting for his country and he didn't get to decide policy. He didn't put people in camps and do experiments on them. He was a product of a moment in time and they give that product the name Nazi, by definition he had been that. 

Into my head the thought flies

And?

And what?

He was a family friend and he was a Nazi, so? 

He should be a German war hero but they aren't allowed those. 

I don't know if you read his obituary, he worked on the Mercury, Apollo and Space Shuttle programs. He was a consultant to Space Agencies in Europe, France and Italy...(to include vs including, military speak vs contract proposals).

I have sitting next to me on the floor 2 books. One that matters in the now and the other the letters and diaries of Gottard Heinrici, A German General on the Eastern Front. 

I think of Dave Wisnewski and I don't want him being erased because some 'people in charge' didn't do what they did for goodness but to fill their coffers and we know this now, but also we need to keep some order. 

Sometimes the order is the boot on the neck, whose neck is under the boot?

What can you say and what can you not say?

And when God is brought into the question, that one that corrects the course we hit a wall of the nuance to nothingness and others turn their head in disgust. I would like to teach you how to get around that wall to See the rest of what you are allowed. 





Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story






For story flare my children's great grand father was also a pioneer pilot that flew in the RAF and also the Army Air corp, WW1 and WW2, after WW2 he was stationed in the Caribbean where he flew his plane over the South American coast...searching out the Nazi's that did do wrong stuff so they got otta there if they could...He was one of the first arial photographers...Dr Al's last position was as an advisor to Bionics Photo services, where we had our generation photo taken: my Grandmother, mother, my daughter and myself, the same place where T worked, he was a Black Panther once upon a day.



One is not like the other that does not mean they don't belong together. 






Monday, April 14, 2025

Scatter the Ground

 


The vibrato of the song bird 

was more pronounced

the end of the song had a longing sadness

the vibration was felt farther

 asymmetry was the beauty 

the wind pushing and pulling.

The song bird kept singing

her dissonant sound

gather the seeds

and scatter the ground.


Sunday, April 13, 2025

Wissen Bewegen

 


+multiple vectors+moving targets+obstacles big and small

=29 or is it 11 

Friday, April 11, 2025

Newtonian Stretch

 


I enter many strange spaces, framed in 2 dimensions. 

So here I go spinning in to nothing of order. 

In modern Newton laws and such, you are given a box of vectors so to speak...let me take you to a different kind os place, another kind of natural knowledge of earth, space, motion, magnetic devotion*, you can see drifts here and there with electrical sparks that had Mary Shelley spin a tale of a Frankenstein. Sadly here in this modernity we have the frankensteins but haven't moved forward out of modern Newtons laws of physics, you are still in a box.

I don't even know if this will make sense to anyone but Hey, I try...

It's all the same thinking from the same time period of the 1700's.

After the enlightenment 

they had the age of reason

Our economic system: trade and barter turned to gold coin for some goods and the salt it was worth for others, and still trade and barter. With trade and barter you have pathways stretched out over lands and seas, you have pirates with which to tend to, modern Houthi's are Pirates blocking shipping pathways. Stick with me please, this economic stretch is attached to the Newtonian stretch, which never really lets us fly, it puts us in always changing vector boxes if you get my drift. We keep putting the constraints of analytical mechanics in the way when you should erase the board, take a photo fphirst. Come and hang out all over the space...At this moment our space pirates are 'cosmic rays', of which is a real thing, not science fiction-a clarifier for the child reading this. There are many different kinds of radiation and we need to stop it from kinetic from happening when they touch our atmospheric area which heats up and breaks down our cells, like a compost pile but you are the green. Like our economic system (the debt) that they feed the machine and they keep stretching the limit if I may, except you are the soilent green that keeps it going while some can dig out of the pile and others can not. Some cells are broken apart easier first then others but eventually it all destructs to make room for the new. 

From the Silk Road that forged pathways for disease, to trains that unconstrained the communist movement momentum, to coins that have been broken down to a half life to a 1/4 life and down into the spiral of nothing. 

How do you vector spirals and circles through infinite that is made up of geometric particles 'bouncing' moving about and some you have to have no interaction with whatsoever or it will kill you, the human, and others you need.


What if there was no box within to vector but magnetic attraction which moves us and all things. Some people fight it like putting 2 ends of the none attractive sides of magnets, they want to move apart even when you force the issue. Then other times you see something drawn to an other in what looks like lighting speed even though it was static electricity you just couldn't see and Flash! then you count, 1, 2, ...miles from the sonic boom the distance of the storm, clashes of positive and negative electricity clashing with god like energy. 

Let me take you to fantasy land where humans can move through space, which in real life is actually through time, we have a limited amount of time, we live in a box of vectors. 

A parent releases their child into the real world and they child travels to a place perhaps the parent never went and the child hopefully comes back (Inshallah) older with more knowledge and to them you are the same, a time and shift drift, and you can learn to drift together. 

try this...

My wolf hound used to have a fenced in yard (eden), safe and everything is taken care of and no predators can get her. We move to a new place that does not have a fence and a coyote I have actually seen, with deer for prey so I tether my wolf hound certain hours of the day and keep my eyes extra open others to keep her safe from a different kind of eden. 

Your debt is your tether to reality (of a fake eden) which you have to manage because you are not someone's pet but you are managed to some extent. The more pull the dollar or coin has depends on the stretchability before something breaks...

you run out of the ability to pay down the debt

you run out of the ability to make new cells

the farther we get from planet earth the more danger our cells have because of radiation. Is it just from the sun? This is also a source of 'food/energy' for humans not just plants. (red light therapy is a supplement for sun light...go outside.) \\// Oh, you can't spend time outside? Why? Ask why? Are you tethered to something? 

you run around the corner in analytical mechanics and you hit a wall. 

What if you hit a funny mirror wall; funny being not haha but peculiar uneven place with which to move through space and keep time in place?


When I travel through space and time I ground myself before I find my float around and about as I am also tethered whether my body still or in motion, time does not stop and yet it drifts and flows sometimes turbulently others static electricity waiting for the spark. I know how tiny I am, undeserving, and replaceable too, this is part of the knowing that there is more and some of it you are not welcome too and that which you have you should be grateful for and know it all can be taken from you. Just. Like. That. 


I am only allowed where to See by what is given to me. [Modern Newtonian physics manages a system of reality of the tangible within the reality of magnetic attraction and freewill] [Keynesian economics is government intervention of Cantillion situations-big banks always win-gold always finds more gold-until they don't, within the reality of magnetic attraction and freewill] [Radiation will always break down our body tissue until we can deflect it with out damaging that around us with said deflection...similar to the sonic boom being refracted (?) off an atmosphere that is more dense than sound...lets get back to electrical engineering and how positive feed back is never a good thing. 


I'm listening to the very complex song of the female cardinals after a fresh electric storm after a rain dance to the rumble of the heat. 



Can we get rid of the man came from apes now. 




This is the age of the unreasonable and unmanageable, a boot on your neck till the end of time.

It can also be the era of the Free will under the eyes of whom? Because all the really smart knowing people know, there are eyes all around and we have to get off the planet. 

 






Thursday, April 10, 2025

No8Do

 



Death peered through the window pane and saw a glimmer move through the tops of trees that had just started their new life cycle of fresh, green growth.

She could smell the orange citrus blossoms singing their love song in the air, a come hither with a promise of sweet nectar. There was something hidden and yet on parade, a love of life and the knowing of her name, Death on display.

A scene to see, Death desired a look closer and flew in her wild skin one foot on a dove the other the wind. Dive into a spiral she did through time as she watched the space take place; this belief then that one then yet another and again all one when read together, but more there was when spun just right. 

Her black cloak covering her shoulders, her black and white oxfords tied tightly to her feet to ground herself to terra, Death found herself on her knees at the Cathedral of Saint Mary by the See, other names it once was and will be, ashes in her palm of a time here and still gone but still in beat with the bells and whistles, timing just right. In names it will be: Roman Hispalis, Visigoth Spalis, in Truth they call, "claim in Gods name" and claim some more Ishbiliyah, In the cause of God, it would be. Hisbaal, a great plain it's always been, in Gods name can't you see, B[a]t, hey, yah

Death walked the streets and held the hands of long the dead of the old faith they lived as she listened to their tired voices through time.

She saw Scipio Africanus during the Third Punic war when the Roman citizens had had enough and no matter the surrender, elimination for most and slavery for the few when Carthage was once something and then it would not.

Trajan was birthed here and a few years after Jesus was crucified, Julius Caesar declared Hispalis a Colonia, a tiny Rome separate it would be. 

The Arabs came when it was a Visigoth place, and a caliphate happened, a moment in time of 712 it was still a Roman city of beauty, is there ever real peace. Of course inside help they had and bred well and smart they did and time would remind the people through signs of the right track in the city streets of Gods land, for a prophet was raised and another been born, a new religion, a new phase. One that would not forget the past of not just the cross raised but above their heads they carry the Mother too. 


Death watched time unfold 

as she walked the streets 

of an oasis of Gods love

there she reached and stepped across

and found the See

an empty vessel

no water of life

the touch of death 

is the way







 

The Order of the All

 




The little light to the right was about to shine big, red and bright

into the green eye through the stone of Alexandria

when the plants align on a least random day

bounce hear again and there some more

a call to the order 

the order of the All

Monday, April 7, 2025

HB25-1312

 


Hello Monday,

Things seem to be reaching a level of horror in Colorado, England, Wales, Scotland, and Ireland, oh and Utah is also getting bad. 

California, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Australia, New Zealand, and Canada have all gone


This is a link you can 'click' it'll take you to Colorado House Bill 25-1312 and you can read this

"SUBJECTS: Children & Domestic Matters Education & School Finance (Pre & K-12) Health Care & Health Insurance

BILL SUMMARY

Section 1 of the bill creates the "Kelly Loving Act". Section 2 provides that, when making child custody decisions and determining the best interests of a child for purposes of parenting time, a court shall consider deadnaming, misgendering, or threatening to publish material related to an individual's gender-affirming health-care services as types of coercive control. A court shall consider reports of coercive control when determining the allocation of parental responsibilities in accordance with the best interests of the child. Section 3 prohibits a Colorado court from applying or giving any force or effect to another state's law that authorizes a state agency to remove a child from the child's parent or guardian because the parent or guardian allowed the child to receive gender-affirming health-care services. Section 4 provides that, if a local education provider, an educator, or a contractor chooses to enact or enforce a policy related to chosen names, that policy must be to make the policy inclusive of all reasons that a student might adopt a chosen name that differs from the student's legal name. Sections 5 and 6 provide that a dress code adopted or implemented by a local education provider must not create or enforce any rules based on gender and must allow each student to abide by any variation of the dress code. Section 7 provides that, when an individual is required to provide their name through a form administered by a public entity, the form must include an option to provide the individual's legal name and chosen name. If the individual provides a chosen name that is different from the individual's legal name, the chosen name must be used on all subsequent forms administered by the public entity. Sections 8 and 9 define deadnaming and misgendering as discriminatory acts in the "Colorado Anti-Discrimination Act", and prohibit these discriminatory acts in places of public accommodation.

(Note: This summary applies to this bill as introduced.)"


Meanwhile I am mortified that more people are not mortified at the ramifications before them if they are citizens of Colorado. 

Now to make it as uncomfortable and repetitive as I can for the reader... 

I would also like to add that women Cohomos are on the rise in the public schools. I started a list of links and again I was mortified at the numbers. Women that engage with boys are child rapists. The psychology of rape is about the control, all rape is violent and all those under the age of 18 can not consent to sex with an adult. Those that make excuse for this behavior are the other half of the problem. Here is one link to a few stories...

Should we talk again about what the + is in the long list of meaningless letter flags?

The + in the church is 'identity', where you declare your 'self' the most important above all even God the maker...Dear First United Methodist Church and the like, you can not make excuses, God does not make mistakes, if I could personally shun you more I would. 

The + in the church is 'identity', where you declare your 'self' the most important above all even God the maker...Dear psychologists and therapist, eventually the world will see what a poison sham you have unleashed upon Western society.

The + in the church is 'identity', where you declare your 'self' the most important above all even God the maker...Dear all those in the Medical community to included the nurses, doctors, hospital administrators, insurance company administrators, and those involved in the 'gender affirming' process that is nothing of the sort. We look at you as worse then Josef Mengele, from the eugenics to the sterilization to the removal of their God given right to an orgasm. This is sexual and mental mutilation of children and adults a-like.

The + in the church is 'identity', where you declare your 'self' the most important above all even God the maker...Dear normal tax payer and insurance card holder, you pay for that other persons 'self' to identify as the animal that is only concerned with sex and all the phalluses sewn on to women, the new holes/open wounds they 'create' for something to be inserted, the healthy breast removal, the jaw line shaving, the nose jobs, the brow lines, the Adams apple shaving...and more...all so someone can pretend they are something else. Oh, your 'company' pays for it, "you don't know about that"...fuck you, say something please.

The + in the church is 'identity', where you declare your 'self' the most important above all even God the maker...Dear 'educators/teachers/school administrators, and some boards of education and the like, don't ever wonder what's wrong with the children. You are what is wrong with them. 


In Colorado if you don't 'affirm' your child the State will be able to take them away and have them affirmed for you...



You have no parental rights if this passes in Colorado. 

It's mighty time to stop being kind.







Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story




We left the State of Colorado just in time. I told as many people as I could and warned and warned and warned since I found out in 2015 that the goal of the trans world was not to 'give' rights to trannies but it would take away the civil rights of every ones BODY. They did it with the jab. Most normal people don't know that soon if not already the school nurse will be administering regulated 'vaccines' or 'gender affirming hormones unbeknownst to parents that are just trying to make ends meet and go along to get along but it's too late.

...

The story of Sodom and Gomorrah seems to be forgotten by the new 'christians' and the lefties that scream Jesus forgiveness made up garbage, so let me remind you but a note first, the Mormons don't take into account for their record of happenings most of the Old Testament, their chit is more made up than my Grandpas fishing stories-Grandpa didn't fish. One story the Mormons did take up was that of Lot.

I'm going to assume you know this, so this is just reminder in paraphrase...

Abraham is told by God that Sodom is going to be destroyed and Abraham is a good guy and pleads with God and Abraham asks if He would wipe away the righteous and the wicked. So God is Good and Abraham pleads down from the ability to find 50 righteous to 10. If there are 10 righteous people in Sodom God will not destroy it. 

Two Angels arrive at Lot's abode in Sodom, nephew to Abraham that earlier in the story Abraham saves Lot from captivity (it's a good story, you should read the whole thing) and the men show up all wanting to have sex with these two Angels, Lot offers his virgin daughters instead and the crowd of men that just want to have sex with the Angels reject this. The Angels strike the crowd with blindness and tell Lot, his virgin (no children) daughters and his wife to gather their things and leave and don't look back, the son in laws stay behind. 

You might know how the story ends, with Lot's wife turning around and turning into a salt pillar as God unleashes fire and brimstone upon Sodom and Gomorrah. Later down the road a bit Lot's virgin (no children) daughters will pine over the fact that they have no offspring and will get their father drunk and have sex with him, (obviously it was the daughters idea), the eldest daughter names her son, Moab...the other one matters but this is just the Mormon connection...and the pedopart of it, ingrained you might say.



  



The people that speak for the sexual and mental mutilation of children are just as bad as those that are silent. 




Friday, April 4, 2025

Hannahs Mum

 


How much?

The very smart woman in the white coat, syringe in hand filled with the prospect of life, centered the needled end into the egg, then the flash came.

The strange space was empty, cold, it felt like danger. She thought it would be a welcoming and warm place, with a vibration of breath and the pulse of the life.

On what might have been another planet at another time in space,

 a flash did come from whence only

God can make 

The very smart woman in the white coat, peered deep into the new life and thread before her and there the very smart woman in the white coat, moved around a hair or two, and cut the blue wire while she was there too, oops, did she just nick the little place, no worries there, she can replace.

She knew what was happening was wrong and if she had fingers she would be able to reach out and touch the spot of the manipulation of She that would never be, because the very smart woman in the white coat had just messed up...again...

The very smart woman in the white coat, syringe in hand filled with the prospect of life, centered the needled end into the egg, then the flash came.

The strange space was empty, cold, it felt like danger. She thought it would be a welcoming and warm place, with a vibration of breath and the pulse of life.  

The very smart woman in the white coat, peered deep into the new life and her thread and there the very smart woman in the white coat, moved around a hair or two, a beautiful female with a crown of red hair she would be, athletic, 5 feet 9 inches in height and the modifications of disease instruction man made and improved, she would never become sick with any illness known to man. Her name might be Hannah.

What they could not manipulate 

were intelligent factors 

because 

they could not calculate those.

The very smart woman in the white coat, passed along her work to the next in the team, another very smart woman in a white coat, as they all seemed to be the same. This next very smart woman in a white coat, placed Hannah in another strange place but this one had the vibration of breath and the pulse of life, there was just something, not right. 

 On what might have been another planet at another time in space,

 another flash did come from whence only

God can make

Hannahs mum didn't want the burden of a future with a broken down body giving birth to babies and she was single anyway, so she could pick and choose. She could afford to hire out the process of baby making, she was a big deal in some arena where life is faked on every level. She saw her gay friends do it all the time because they wanted a perfect baby but they couldn't make one, she understood that two men or two women can't make babies so they have the White Coats do it. Hannahs mum had hired a nice woman she had interviewed to carry Hannah through gestation, then Hannahs mum would be there when she was born and whisk her perfectly baked human home. 

A few years later Hannah is not ok and Hannahs mum goes to the White Coats for help and they tell her they made her wrong and to fix her they would have to remove some pieces here and add some others there. The very smart women in the white coats assure Hannahs mum, that had no connection at all to the child she bought from a very smart woman in a white coat, let the very smart woman in the white coat have a try at fixing Hannah, that always knew something wasn't right but what wasn't right wasn't that the very smart women in the white coat were telling Hannahs mum. 

The very smart women in the white coats had another experiment to begin. 



They brought all the #science from the factory Mother land

and we just act like all this is

A

O

K



 On what might have been another planet at another time in space,

 another flash did come from whence only

God can make

There was a perfect catch

from one mom 

to the other

 another breeding program

programing the future











Thursday, April 3, 2025

Les Ruches

 


This is going to written in some order but chaos is always order.

This is a strange economics lesson on knowing where system models come from so you can properly assess the situation.

It didn't start with Griffin there was something before that and before that but then my cathnillion joke went to far. - that was fun to write although it's not connected in any way. 

Get to know a guy named John Laws, who his family was and the fiat currency debacle and the 1720 crash and why...I love a pyramid but I don't like a pyramid scheme. Grasp where the power comes from to move mountains of Gold, unless it's on paper=what is fiat currency. Fiat currency is backed by?

Side note: I think I'm repeating myself but if there is a 'DOGE' savings allotment not one cent should go to anyone that didn't pay federal income tax .

Don't forget location theory and transportation. 

Keynesian economic models believe manipulation of the system through central banks (what is the Federal Reserve?) is the best way to control a system based on a fiat currency equal to zero in real life, like bitcoin and ethereum too when in to the ether we view;)

Enter the French Indies companies overseas subsidiaries and who controlled them and what were they actually doing. Then follow the line of individuals into the future of today often in Brussels like sprouts collected all of the same lines. 

1933-1974 Gold was prohibited to own in the United States=the US citizen must now depend on the State for the worth of their $ as it was now 'backed' by a Gold reserve, but was it really?

Enter the famous President and loved by all communist and his lesbian wife that was groomed by her boarding school teacher...Eleanor Roosevelt. Know who the people are making the policy models and then tell me Hillary Clinton or Michelle Obama had no power.  

Back to Eleanor, not a fan here, she did a great deal of damage to our American social network the way communist always do, this is not hyperbole it is document fact and you can see the communist anti family ideology in the public school systems. 

1935 Social Security System starts to insure the 'workers', those (the 'workers') that put into the system will receive an amount the State determines at the time the State determines. If you do not put into the system and you are married the wife and children may receive a portion of what the 'worker' put in, the amount is determined by the State, often leaving the wife and children poor, because she wasn't a 'worker', she was a mom, so the need would have to be everybody has to be a 'worker' so to put the amount determined by the State to be dolled out by the State at the time the State approves. Everyone needs a job now or there is no social security and the more people you have pay in the more money there is for the State to determine, how much, when and why. 

As time goes on from the glory days of the 1930's and Unions and such the fabric of the nation states to come apart when the future looks to the movement and says, "I paid into that and I want my fair share when it's my turn." Meanwhile the dollar he's pondering is worth the paper it's printed, but he's a 'worker' and not a financier and he depends on the State at the end of his days. 

Social security isn't just a scam it's a scam against the might of family and takes wealth away to a time of their* choosing, "for you own 'social security'"

Then WW2 happened, where are we now?

We can change a system.





Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Motion Activated Thermotita

 



Most want any easy hack, a quick fix, a no work soultion. 

A state of constant learning outside of your expertise is the key to cross firing neurons, always reaching for and riding the electrical archs while reading them. In magik some call it working with your dark side, the subconscious that is you as well, suppressed during the light hours. During light hours you learn normal human thinking things: how to fold something differently then the way you had before because it is more efficient the way Iona taught you that strange day when she knocked on the door and took the offer of tea and the two of you folded the clothes that were strewn across kitchen counter, talk of the children heavy on the old Jamaican woman's mind, and then you do it with your left hand dominate where in the past you would have chosen your precision hand by default. You hear what people say because you know why they say it, and you no longer listen to what people say because they say it. When the 'doctors and scientists' manipulate a gene, a hormone messenger or protein, they see(tel) only the small effect that will happen with the intrusion of the brains neurons firing and access to control of the body as a whole; a human is a complex being made up of many parts that are more connected then you might imagine because if you did know you would act in accordance. 

Many different kinds of people will read this...

Some will say...

"she's a kook.", I know this guys name and hers too, their thoughts do not disturb mine.

Others will say...

"I want to believe it but I don't." I love this person.

then yet a person from the past will say...

"I always knew she was magical." They just love me.

another will say...

"I think I can do this and there is nothing wrong with trying." I give you fair warning to tread lightly upon your self in some spots and harder in others, knowing where is the key along grace and patience but you must have daily persistence. Knowing your dark side is me knowing when it comes time to kill the chickens grown for our bodily nourishment, I will thank each one as I sing beautiful songs of love and thanks, then I'll probably have a smoke after, when the time comes. You prepare your mind ahead with thoughts of love. Also if you are an actual bad person, have at it...I'll see you in the shadows, where I know the uniform of the day and how to arch the parts.  

Humans are motion activated. I heard some moron on a podcast, talking about how someone said that peoples backs hurt because we aren't supposed to be walking upright. My daughters voice in my head just said, "Da fuck?". In actuality if you are a normal person without injury and your back hurts it's most likely because you have poor posture and you walk with your shoulders slumped as you scrape your feet along the ground as you walk...you can change this. Moving with perfection should always be ones goal and we were made to move upright and tall, back straight and head held high, eyes forward and your peripheral site engaged, you have a neck, it swivels to give your eyes more...vision to add to the collection you are gathering for use later when you can focus on that which is placed deep for later engagement. 

When I move in rhythm my heart beat and blood flow can help cells grow, it's a rhythm that is myth to some but a gift from God and knowing it can be taken away is the greatest gift of knowing. The way the Flamenco dancer moves the singer, the musician and those around them, commanding their bidding, as does the woman as she sways her hips and belly commanding the man to follow her in a magical rhythmic persuasion; you mind (subconscious does this with your consciousness and when they dance together...)

Back to brain learning modification...when a human grasps that their mind sees more than their consciousness because it inserts qualified material into the system manager for you, that is your self that understands so you walk in the appropriate manner of the moment you are existing (a moment in time: at the grocery store is different then your work place, is different then your bathroom, is different then the Easter celebration, you get the drift I hope, this is esoteric and pedestrian at the same time, small and large.) How do you access this area that is hidden from the consciousness is something I don't know if everyone can do it. I don't get along with numbers because they are man created and make not much sense to me, it's categorized as dyscalculia, a learning disability they* call it, something wrong* with the brain of that which they know nothing of except how to lie to it.   

Today I will be gathering fresh green for the compost pile, 3 by 3 will do but 4 by 4 is best, as we cook the waste to remove the pests somewhere between 130-160 F. 


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I started with this sentence below, then moved to the to and fro of brain barf and neuron connection thoughts.

The trick is knowing there is no power but God above All and you are here for a some what limited amount of time and your job is to get it*8 perfect. 


I hope this isn't throwing pearls to swine.