4/26

 

Wanna go on a walk with me as I type out loud and I think critically?

I'm gonna roll the dice of some brain barf that someone might see...as the mind clicks as I hit as many switches to get it working in good order... 

What are the goals we are told? I'm just gonna shout out a fewish.

How do they get us where they want us?-as a human population and populations.

Net zero carbon; that's so dumb, I can't believe anyone thinks this is good or that's what they mean...they mean for you, you know it secretly right? You just feel powerless so you ignore it? They track all your 'carbon usage' already. The more you say you can't do anything about it the more you can't. What do you have control of? 

One World Order...Order; humans are extremely easy to order because they are manipulatable. Psychiatrist much? How many people think themselves to be independent thinkers is like asking someone if they are a good driver. It'll be easy pickins. You should put your mask back on.

The 15 min city is real, please don't pretend it's not. The capitol was gated in and surrounded by National Guard Units pointing outward at you and then they closed down businesses and if you 'nuance' this by saying no one forced it or it wasn't the federal government then you are dense and don't deserve a seat at the table; If we were solving a math problem I would make sandwiches for everyone. 

I think I add this here...'They sure did reach their agenda 2021 goals smoothly'; could it have possibly helped having a lock down...hmmmm.....let's think about it. Are you ready for 2030...2050? of course not...How many recent trends have you gone along with because you didn't want to rock the boat. The boat is going under because you all went too far to one side...is it too late? I see rainbow flags flying in Protest-ants church's...Enders Games is funnier now to me when I marry it with God instructions to level the earth of the heathens, do you worship a man or God? I ask again. 

"You can't know what's in someones heart Kristin." The fuck you say...this is such a simple tiny little thing to grasp...your protest-ant religion says, 'go forth and multiply'...not kill them before they are born and spade and neuter the young...I can't believe I'm saying this again; I do wish the Messiah was around the corner or your revelations was about to happen...such a simple tiny little thing but it is the most important thing. It is something that is in the care of a mother because of her actions, her prize, her gift of life. Baby murder is not safe or rare and is not 'health care' if they just killed a person. Yes, a baby is a real person, meek with no voice; don't worry, not for a loss, they harvest that little baby for her parts. Great job people.  Maybe you can take a pill that our super friendly neighborhood pharmacist came up with to kill the baby inside you, it's less messy that way, super convenient and certainly one less mouth to feed. I'm sure it's safe and effective...how many side effects did it list? risk of mothers death not just child...is that on there? Doctors give these pills with out verification of pregnancy, super safe and solid. Great Doctoring doctors...great peopling and such. Our doctors doctor via data and consensus...not health and individual. Did your doc tell ya you would birth a baby in a toilet? Some one should tell you the truth.

The UN 'build back better' 75th anniversary was a site most don't know even happened. It doesn't matter you think?...it matters friendO. T.I.A...used to mean T.his I.s A.frica because of all the corruption...now it's T.his I.s A.merica....Hunter Biden says What?...Who are the Marionettist's? (I had to look that up, I knew there was another name for a puppeteer, sofa=couch, cocktail table=coffee table, woman=female/adult.

The UAP's are not alien UFO's, I'm at 89%. I wish just they were they just aren't now. Or are they....? That is a joke but it could be a time bending thing...bending time is not hypothetical or theoretical. 

Special Ops; the theme was and is Perception is Reality while you learn to peel a shrimp while holding a plate, napkin and a glass; white wine spritzer is the best choice. When Osama Bin Laden was taken they flew in to Pakistan 2 Stealth Black Hawks. One of the stealth helicopters, low observable by radar, tail hit the compound wall when they were 'going in' that's how we discovered* some new stealth stuff and on a helicopter too..."surprise surprise surprise"...Vegas much? Why do I bring up this up? This was our high tech...I'm not saying it's not high tech, we just don't have anti-gravity? machines...the word anti-gravity wording is primitive when discussing these matters this stuff. 

I don't believe a word they put out, say or put in your minds. "VoodooWarriors mount up!" 

Holograms and layered light...duh, all lasers are light. Laser is acronym for Light Amplification by Stimulated Emission of Radiation. Sometimes that tiny bit of extra information will click a switch in your mind, a reminder of something you have forgotten. What can be programmed into a radar system?

harvest your childs mind of data

 harvest your childs mind of morals 

harvest your childs mind of civility 

harvest your childs mind of logic 

harvest your childs mind of reason 

harvest your childs minds health

Do you dismiss this because I left out the apostrophe on childs...the child does not belong to you in a communist commune, the child is owned. A child belongs to parents. A child is owned by a government. The State only has what it takes from you. ...did they make* you put an experimental drug in your body so you could earn a living? In some places you weren't allowed even into a grocery store if you didn't have the experimental jab...If you don't like me talking about it because you found out you made a bad choice and listened to experts* and not the people they were censoring; it's like you don't know how they play this game.  

When all you do is watch what they put in front of you then you are being f. e. d. 

What happened at that concert in Vegas?

Why did that guy in Nashville blow up and AT&T building and didn't kill anyone...?

Our $ is tanking; was it really worth anything? It's way past time for honesty when they are going to knee cap those with good credit and loan capital* to those that have proven to be a risk...let's give clean needles to drug users so they stay safe and won't get aids. If you think the people that do experiments on whole populations is going to tell you the truth and give you good advise...put your mask on to stop a virus that is smaller than a cell way which I don't know if ya know is smaller than the fabric weave...go ahead. 

They are purposely pushing violence; It obvious when they prosecute self defense and let offenders walk away. If you think the State can't take your guns because of 2A let's talk about options they have. The State has used chemical and ordnance weapons upon its citizens in the past. They release violent criminals on unsuspecting citizens in truth. From chaos comes order?...there really is no question mark there, I add it for flare. 

a. Here in Colorado, some kids moronic teacher that was educated* so well they think they deserve to have their student loans repaid by everyone else...the fuck you say...you must not see how this works, oh that's right, you are educated in wanting and blame can issue a red flag, or an administrator...Superb idea I must say...we should also put the mental ill idiots in charge of education and health. Fuck this shit is what you should be saying to yourself. As they harvest your childs mind and soul. They should probably take your weapons away if you say anything extremist, "I don't believe it's right and good and proper to kill a child in Utero." "I don't think and believe it is right and good and proper to lie to a child about who they are." How do you protect yourself from the State made criminals running the streets if the childs school therapist deems you a threat because you don't believe in their religion? Red Flagged is what you get. Don't believe me? some never do...

2. Let's talk weapons systems and tactics...let's talk about what they know about you and how they can see everything you do, hear it...know it before you do-that is a weapons system.. Do you still wanna talk about them? They have every system turned against the citizen. 

This isn't a third it's just some info you might not know; at the end of the Cold War We (the royal We) decided to have an enactment, Enduring Stockpile it was called. The FBI raided the Rocky Flats nuclear weapons facility under the guise of eco terrorists then proceeded to abscond with nuclear weapons...don't worry about it...you can trust them, they are just regular people like you and me. They are also very transparent, I know this because the State department states so regarding our nuclear capacity. Why wouldn't I believe someone from the US government. 

This one world order thing is real; all other western countries have fallen....for true when you step back and look. We are the only ones with guns...small town minds think they are safe. Our whole worlds were turned upside down because of a virus they made to attack us...are people not allowed to talk about this in polite society or something? Ahhhh...yes...it's you admitting you still take all the drugs the drug company sells you...you are still listening to your allopathic dr and your dr of education and your dr of some religious studies that has no idea how to live their own life in goodness? 

But you know that the state has all media on lock down, that's everything you see...from box lite items...

What about the sky? does the Air Force control that too? Lights, camera action from space it comes

Where do you fall in all of this? What part are you playing?

The Lady of Fatima wishes to know what 100-89 is? 

Crazy Turnaround

 

Ya know what's crazy...it's not bad to evil yet we can turn it around.  

The Planets Aligned

 

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The wind on the drive up was atrocious; dirt and debris were flying though the air. Signs spun missing us barely while we listened to K-pop and discussed music theory...of course Pythagoras comes up, the parts of cult and the harp because they are important too, not just that which they think makes everything exact. Pythagoras wasn't making things up out of thin air (thoughts do live in the air though), just like todays philosophers they reach back into the past to discover more as did Pythagoras...We discussed sound vibration and mood manipulation. Brain function/mood manipulation is easy to understand. We can learn to cross fire neurons between hemispheres easier with proper wave functions with the help of sound (vibration). With practice it becomes nature, it's getting back to nature and knowing your own power. What most don't consider is the damage dissonant sounds do not just harm a mood but can cause damage to the brain also by damaging neuron firings. 

LoveBug says to me, "Mom, you actually aren't normal."

"Of course I am, I'm the most normal person in the world." 

He replies, "You think you can solve big problems." 

I know that big problems are easy to solve it's the individual ones that are difficult, because correction is up to the individual and if you blame others with never seeing your own fault the correction can't be made...Also only the individual can make the correction, no one else can do it for you. How can you see no blame when you aren't honest about other people, so I know you aren't honest about your self. 

To be self reflective and honest takes a lot of courage; when you can see who you really are you can make course corrections. You do this not because someone demands it of you but because you can see the consequences of your behavior far down the road. I can't worry that people refuse to see them selves so they can not correct character traits that should be bred out. We teach proper behavior with modeling. 

World domination is a heavy theme to most but in reality it's just as heavy as a feather or a ton of bricks in space, because that's what it is. World domination would only come when people see themselves for who they are and find their self correct code...until then we will have rulers by any other name, tyrants, and committees, human resources and public political health authorities...

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I actually don't think people know what is really happening. 

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Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story

That planet alignment was incredible but you might not see the universe as a whole and might not feel the direct pushes and pulls...you know it's there. 

She Will Come For You

 

 spin you here 

 spin you there

twist the sounds

till you can't bear

I may be a witch but God is my Father. 

You may think me Pagan because I see and know of Angels and Saints, Demons and Devils by many names; I know they are all the same given a perspective knowledge. Yes I do believe in all of this...before Rome, steeped in smoke, gathered on the steps of Antioch to the Children of God Our Father while others played a dangerous game. This was long before Jesus enters the picture. To understand the foot steps of man that walked in those paths and all their beliefs of time beyond; then you find out time is mbendable it's history that is not.   

My God says I'm responsible for my own actions, good and bad; there is no reward for doing Good...you just do Good...but bad the 3 fold comes for you; scientific karma...the consequences of your actions today have rippling effects in time. 

I worship no man.

I carry no mans dogma. (I am not sworn to carry your burdens...that is a Skyrim joke, a biblical one, and a don't put your racism on me joke.)

Believing in God Our Father does not mean you have forgiveness for all sins.

Wanna know a really great PsyOp? 

This all sounds retarded to someone that doesn't know we are in a religious war and it's fucking crazy balls. How I grew up is pertinent to the story...My religious back ground simply put is...the Sultan of Oman requested allowed a Priest from the Vatican to educate us in an absolute Muslim ruled land where we had the freedom to practice our religion under the guise of the Sultans birthday (Christmas). It was against the law to have pork products and we had armed guards on our compound roof tops...as our parents fought communism. We were schooled in Ayn Rand and tested on it. On a whole other side of the planet...my Grandmothers taught me the ways, one of the Earth the other of the Spirit. Fyi...I don't think I'm the crazy one.

Our government is literarily ...I fucking despise using that word anymore... shoving communist bullshit down your throats and insisting you swallow it. You have to deny God when you use someone's 'preferred pronouns"...I can't believe I have to fucking explain this to grown adults...you all focus on the 'bible' and not the old book where the lessons are...you got half a story gathered by those who in all the well intentions gathered what was convenient for them You can enter the protestant reformation here too...and we know this now. This is like theories taught in school as fact but in reality a failed mumbo jumbo...and it's ok? Communism is the removal of God from your life. It's you a slave to the State. They don't teach this in schools because this is their 'soulution', always get the kids away from the parents and turn them against the parents. I still can't believe I have to explain this. They want your children to be wards of the state. Some parents can see this, some can not...the same comparison in a current era theme would be, 'Do you want a daughter or a dead son?' pretending those are the only options...go along with the sterilization of your child or we will encourage your child to kill themselves because we have them intertwined in a cult mindset. We are talking about someones Child that has had their mind captured, and they think it's funny that someone like me says this stuff but I know the children are only used as long as they are needed from a State stand point...I hope you know that too. That is the truth. You can not affirm* something that is not true or you are lying. Oh, that's right you took those 10 rules given to us by God Our Father down...it's so much more awesome when you don't have to 'play' by those rules...but those rules are a necessity to a good ordered society, one where you can be free the Golden Rule requires a Golden Rod. This is a Utopia, we all know Jesus died on the cross so you could be forgiven for all your sins...does your skin itch yet? So you can do what ever you want... heaven awaits you...and revelations is around the corner...you can feel it in your hallow bones riddled with diseases from the poisons you ate. Too much? Super judgey? Maybe, just maybe you don't judge well at all or you are weak, if you are weak there is no getting out of the way. 

Where do I say God is a God of vengeance? I keep hearing of this God of Love, Jesus, that preached forgiveness and ate at the table of the sinner and forgave everyone he came across...they would have you believe he partook of sin...this the most perfect man I am told born of a virgin birth so you should not worry yourself about someone else's doings...Accept everyone for who they say they are, oh, can you affirm* them out loud so your God can hear you denounce Him? Make sure your house of worship has the correct flag flying...for all that was holy...was it really ever holy?...or was it all an illusion? When you find out will you shun this because you don't know the difference between right and wrong, good and bad any more? Mutilating Children is wrong, everyone knows this. It's State policy...Federal and Colorado. Don't worry though...if you don't accept this behavior and affirm* it there are a multitude of avenues to come at ya..."Survey says?!" What was that big tax fight He had with the Empire? "I say Empire you say ____"? How many peoples did God Our Father command to be completely flattened because of exactly what is happening now?...I'm not spitting truth or dropping a mic...you know what you see before you is blaspaphy and you don't have a fucking back bone to say it. Hook, Line, and center through the Overton window they threw you...or did you jump thinking it was safer and your God of love and forgiveness for direct sin would have no probs with you sterilizing the children?..."..."Go forth and multiply." If I'm correct, "Sterilize you Children" is the opposite...and here is this one... I think it's fucking crazy hilarious to hear, 'christian' woman discuss abortion...it fucking blows my mind, an easy, 'yeah, I'm just gonna kill my offspring because I got knocked up doing what everyone else is doing and it doesn't matter, if it's early there is a pill if not at least I know I'm safe while they kill my baby.' How many futures murdered? Oh your company will pay for it? How sweet of them. You think some State employee is going to treat you well at the home you get put in when you can't wipe yourself? You are a fucking moron...Oh...a robot? That might be over the top plus they want way less people on the planet if you haven't forgotten and...they want complete control. 

Spin spin spin 

some more

twist the words

to tell the tale

Meanwhile when will the third temple be built? 

They really did insist you cover your nose, even smart people did it...I'm the zealot because I understand particle size? 

The teach this religion in schools.

The Christian Right believes that given all likely hood the end of times is near so there is no need to fight back. This is where the teachings have been used against you, they do it all the time...you are super weak minded, most of the Lot of you. It's easy to get you to follow...

 the donkey brayed

the lion roared

the cobra reared her head into the sky

Meanwhile in Gujarat's Rajkot district in India a faithful couple have properly and successfully made their offer for Shiva to rise. 

...but what do I know...

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story

...and a please I hope you understand what I am saying in the fullest.

When in Rome we do as the Romans. How far does Rome reach. Is Rome a place or a way? At our core of our being we always know who we truly are what robe that covers us in a style of a place does not make us what we are. 

Spinning back into the machine the wind blows you

South Africa is one model

Romania is one model

Cambodia is one model 

France is a model

East Germany is one model

England is a model

Scotland is a model

New Zealand is a model

Australia is a model

Canada is a model

You think your vote counts?

What is your dollar worth?

Does the State seem there to protect you or criminalize you? 

Sweeping Generalizations

 

Here are some sweeping generalizations because in general this is what it is, it is not an outlier.  

If the teachers and schools are bad why are you hiring more from the same places? The Universities put out what they want your children to learn. If you haven't noticed it's some horrendous loads of shit. They are making your children literally sexually retarded imbeciles. They are literally teaching your children to be either a victim or the tyrant based on the colour of their skin or based on some intersection from a communist mapping category game theory of who do you want to terrorize next. They have literally graduated students that have no skills and can hardly read or write. Do you know that when we say reading is fundamental it's because it is. Reading comprehension is a tool, it can teach to decipher right from wrong from stories through time; erase the ability, erase the stories or rewrite them, that is what they are doing. If you fill a malleable childs head with trash with no good role models to follow then they become automatrons who have no value to society except to corrupt it because that is the tool they were taught to wield. So let's hire more teachers from the same place that is teaching your children that they should be respected for accomplishing nothing and having no idea what they are talking about because that is what the school system taught them. 

Oh it's the parents job? Don't I wish. In this society you have weaponized child services (probably the purpose). Children today see their parents act fools and call child services on one another...they think it's normal, instead of talking. The children hear the teachers tell them that if someone disagrees or doesn't like what's happening in their home they can come to them and be their safe space. Or you just get called a terrorist by our own Government because we are parenting. The parent has usually said no to a child acting out. S       w       e       e      p      i     n      g  generalizations panty wearers. 

They tell you the teachers and schools need more money. They obviously aren't making improvements so  obviously giving them more money isn't going to help if the university system is where they gather their candidates...or am I missing something here...nope. Maybe they need more administrators? to manage a fucked up system and make it even bigger...great idea morons. The money goes to the #communistteachersunion's and new books about new made up theories as they make money off your children...your tax dollars are not being used wisely, they are being funneled into pockets...whose pockets? How much data are they gathering and selling?

Our schools need more therapists because the children are so fucked up because they are in a system that is designed to fuck them up. So hire more therapists...where do therapists get their degrees and training? Who trains these people that tell you that you are a victim not of your actions but all those around you. You aren't responsible, it's your parents' that fucked you up, you can't do anything about that now and you can't change the past and are you really going to stay a victim? Or are you going to say I don't want to ever repeat that behavior that you either see in yourself or in others? Or are you going to model yourself after the woman that takes her children from their father (or the other way around, I can hear someone bitching, 'but men do it too' in a whiny non-helpful voice that makes me think, if he did it to you you might be super cunty.. any way to punish him for probably something she did and he reacted...any one know this one? I'm not saying real shit doesn't happen but I'm going with my 1st sentence,  s       w       e       e       p       i     n      g  generalizations, and it doesn't bother me one bit...they* do it all the time...get in that box you deplorable, get in the box you TERF, get in the box cis normative whatever is the flavor of the moment.  It's almost like they teach projection in Universities.

I always laugh when I hear someone has or is getting a degree psychology or therapy. Those are always the most fucked up...and you think they are going to help you manage your shit? I hope they all find help but help actually starts with you personally. I'm talking about normal fucking people...not people with actual issues. Also I do not believe all women; such dumb shit they put in your head. 

Look around and see how many people will even SAY if something is bad or distasteful or grotesque or horrifying...

How many people even read?! They literally watch what ever is put in front of them. No wonder no one knows the difference between good and bad, right and wrong, ugly and beauty; it's that lack of discernment again. 

I'm not still today

no one is listening

if they were every parent that truly understood what was actually happening would remove them immediately from the den of snakes. 

It seems the ability to discern has gone much the lay way.

This is why I am not still. These are the things that happen quietly as they ruin lives.

Note Placement

 

Funny thing I just wanted to jot down and not for fun. 

I've expressly explained that it's going to get bad. People around me don't seem to grasp this. 

I've shown people actual Karma for their doings in this life. 

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When people* say to me 'doctors know what they are doing' I laugh in your face. 

Company Culture

 

The crimson and forest houndstooth patterned dress fit neatly around her bosom, cinched in at the waste, it hit 3 inches below her knees, her calves shapely, practical flat black and white shoes tied tightly around her feet. Her hair is short. She gathers her white gloves from her pocket in her dress and stands tall and straight at the front door as she knocks gently. Behind the door she can hear the scuffle of feet and a baby crying in the back ground. 

The door opens with trepidation from the young mother. The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress relaxes her shoulders, raises an eyebrow and with a secret smile puts out her arms to the mother. The young mother takes the embrace which is tight and long, a hug of life shared, a hug that says 'everything is going to be ok, it's gonna be work and you are not alone'. The two women stand there for a solid minute and then move inside. 

The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress looks around the room as the young mother apologizes for the mess. The woman in the dress, "Stop." In an understanding 'been there done that' way, "How are you?" The babies in the back room could be heard, no longer crying but cooing right before they would fall asleep for their mid morning nap. The mother falls into the sofa with a basket of toys by her feet that had been strewed across the floor not moments ago, as the woman in the dress sits in a chair near by. "Sometimes I'm at my wits end, other times I feel like I have it together, normal I guess." The mother smiles a beautiful toothy smile, sits up straight in excitement and says, "I'm gonna peek in on them, I use a mirror under the door so they can't see me and get all restless, they haven't figured it out yet." The mother gets up and walks towards a hallway and heads down it. The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress expertly pulls her white gloves on, stand straight and eyes an area in view of the young mothers favorite seat; there is a picture of the attractive couple, he in military garb and she in an off the shoulder gown of dark blue, her hair piled on her head and gloves donning her own arms. The woman in the dress reaches her white gloved hand, ring finger down ever so slightly and gives the top of the frame a swift sweep. The woman removes her gloves, pockets them and ganders into the kitchen as she sits back down on the chair. 

The young mother returns, "They are sleeping like two little cherubs, and you and I both know they aren't angels." The ladies have a laugh and the woman in the dress says to the mother, "Do you and the kids want to come over tonight? I'm making spaghetti with a tomato sauce, we'll let the babies throw it everywhere and you won't have to worry about a thing." The young mother looking exhausted and delighted at the idea of a night off, and sort of out. "Can we do it early? I find keeping the babies on a tight schedule helps them and me." The woman in the dress, "I'd have it no other way. You know I believe in a good schedule for babies and children, gives them a nice order to move around in."  As she raised her self from the chair and straightened her dress down with her palms, "I'll get out of your hair so you can get a nap yourself maybe. We can visit later. Show up when it works for you." 

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The husbands were away, it seemed they were always away. For some of the women, marrying into the military was an old hat way of life, for others they had no idea how much of the system actually worked and that they were an important part of it. Good company culture could look like system controls or mandatory parties, systems where explosions were bound to happen so you had controlled valve releases when walking the tight rope of life and death. The old hats, even if they were young, were sometimes looked at by the new breed with contempt. The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress did give thoughts to the new breed; they made problems by sticking themselves like sticks in well run cogs. It was becoming more of a problem as the days and years melted together. 

The life of a military wife was not for the feint of heart and the thought that times would improve on the global scale, well, old hats knew the truth, and some of the new ones learned fast that it was also company culture and not a job that kept the system running. The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress walked down the path with one less worry, the young mother actually did have it together, if she realized it or not. 

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The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress looked forward to a good report she would be able to send. Being able to send a good report was getting more rare. The ones with older children it was worse, the infection from the outside was getting in, add on to that teenagers being teenagers and constant intrusiveness of strange worlds compounded the weight. 

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The woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress was an old hat to the military way and living in what others called foreign lands, those she called homey. There was not a time in her life that she had not been around war. He father, brothers, and sisters all had served their part; for the woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress though it was a way of life she wore like a second nature. She knew that the system was no longer working. The years of mis use and misunderstanding that the whisper of the wife in the ear of her husband as they lay thoughtfully embraced, 'hey, check in on so and so, somethings up', or the other way around was a key component. The need to believe in or let go and how to manage those in yourself and others, on the tight rope between life and death was being dismantled from the inside. She shook off the feeling of dread and gathered her thoughts to prepare dinner for a young mother and her 2 little babies while the husband of the young mother was tightening his shoe laces, his gear gathered by his single mattress. He wouldn't be coming back. Neither woman knew but the woman in the crimson and forest houndstooth dress was always ready, she wore an old hat. 

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