Death Manager

 

I'm under a strong impression everyone thinks of their death. They think of the death of others. We plan for death if we think ahead. 

We can not plan our after life. 

It's not an odd subject matter, its normal, and people so often turn their nose from it.

"Perception is reality"

Princess School, Hurlburt Field, 2006(?) A laymen doesn't often think of the machine that handles death from doorstep to doorstep.  

Command School, Hurlburt Field, 2006(?) This was the place we learned to manage death for the machine, hopefully with grace. Chas's bride and I sat through two days of what seemed like years traversing the deep dark tunnels of all the under worlds, greatful for those moments when/if it was to happen we would not be alone, a glance and a smile was like breathing fresh air. The it* would be helicopters going down and whole crews gone to the other side; now what do you do with the families, the spouses and the children...all at once...not to mention these are your own friends that are often like family...manage that...your spouse is gone and your children pull at your seams. Without breaking down...where you become stronger and gather around you those that need the strength...and you guide them, clear head with tears still in your eyes and show them it will never be the same but it will be ok. 

It makes it easier if you believe. This is the warrior way, it's magical.  

Having access to historical knowledge helps warriors know their path is just if guided within boundaries; Gods boundaries.

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story 

On Yom Kippur the streets are empty

The sound of retreat at 5

The fall of the equinox 

Feast for the Angels

None of this means anything unless...

Secret Squirrel

"Bahck! Bahck!" Aggressively and loudly from the squirrel high in the maple tree

"Puobduyou puobduyou." in a decreshendo 

then repeat. 

"Bahck! Bahck!"

"Puobduyou puobduyou."

then repeat.

"Puobduyou puobdyou"

Manzikert, the remains

 

The rains came down

The chill to the end 

into the depth and down the tunnels 

she walked the webs 

she felt the draw on her skin 

the places calling

the names of old

Mr Romonav, he was a Romanian that ate onions

he was a jolly fello, always messy looking with dark wiry hair, 

his shoulders so wide two medium sized 7 year old children could stand on each one 

always larger than life

paradoxical to Mr Beluga, he was always clean with his thin light brown hair

with a mild comb over

who's distribution of larger than life

trolled around his belly

I'll pick a year

1980

Seeb, Oman

A handful of children running around

an armed compound

filled with freedom fighters

the flow of helicopters over head

Canadians

Quebecuns

Americans

Romanians

Pakistani

Omani

Catholic

Ibadi

1st building

1st apartment

the call to prayer

and our kumbaya

I interrupt this story of the past

to prepare you for your future

your future is death

it's what's after

Be Not Afraid

Be still and listen

One day I will tell you a story

 

There once was a time when God our Father blessed our line

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the Father of many

Ishmael, 1st son of Abraham

Ishmael, 1st son of Abraham, who was blessed by God to be father of many

Nebaioth

Kedar

Adbeel

Mibsam

Mishma

Dumah

Massa

Hadad

Tema

Jetur

Naphish 

Kedemah

These are 12 chieftains of Ishmael's tribe

son of a handmaiden, a servant of God our Father

Hagar, who was blessed by God to be mother of many

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Isaac, son of Sarah, 1st wife of Abraham

Sarah, who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Sarah, who was barren until her 99th year

Sara who lived to 127

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

who lived to be 180 years old

 

Keturah, 2nd wife of Abraham mother of

Zimran

Jokshan

Medan

Midian

Ishbak

Shuah

Abraham, who was blessed by God to be the father of many

who lived to be 175 years old

Esau, 1st born to Rebecca, wife of Isaac

Rebecca, who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Isaac, 2nd son of Abraham

Esau, 1st born son Isaac

Isaac who would be blessed by God to be the father of many

Esau who would be blessed by his father Issac

"you will live by the sword and you will serve your brother

and when you grow restless

you will throw his yoke from your neck."

Esau who lived to be 147 years old 

Jacob, 2nd born to Rebecca, wife of Isaac

Rebecca who was blessed by God to be the mother of many

Jacob, 2nd born to Isaac who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Jacob that wrestled with his Father

Jacob who was blessed by God to be the father of many

Jacob who became Israel was blessed by God to be Father of many

Leah, 1st wife of Jacob, mother of 

Reuben

Simeon

Levi

Judah

Issachar

Zebulun

Rachel,  2nd wife of Jacob, mother of

Joseph

Benjamin

Zilpah, Leah's handmaid, mother of

Gad

Asher

Bilhah, Rachel's handmaid,, mother of

Dan

Naphtali 

and daughter Dinah, wife of Job, mother of Asenath

Jacob who was blessed by God to be the father of many

May you be blessed to guard your enemies gate

 

It was a Biological Weapon

 

Hi, Kristin here, I've been there before, where you believe what they tell you. I believed 'weapons of mass destruction'. My own friends died for nothing that started with a state sponsored lie. Our overtunderground State has an agenda where you don't matter.

A murder of crows just flew over, the front coming through to wake us to the winter here at northern command. Do you wonder yet about what net zero really means?

When do you all start talking/discussing the actual fact that there was a virus made to attack humans funded by you, the tax payer.

Hello?

Does the subject matter revolt you?

The subject matter being that they made a real live virus that has the ability to jump from person to person and it attacks the person's weak spot...in plain speech.

Who cares if it was a lab leak. (I do not think it was accidental*net zero÷or do you not get this yet?)

And then miraculously they make a vaccine* to stop you from dying but not in the first few weeks of being vaccinated* by a vaccine* that doesn't stop you from getting sick by a booster* that doesn't stop you from being able to pass on the virus that they made and now they insist you take their cure*. It's a net loss<net-zero>.

Ummmmmm...

"Oh no! There is a virus loose...everyone let's have mail in ballots!"

A virus you funded via the State that made the cure*.

There is no denying they made it...no one is denying they worked on it...

There are too many gullible people that refuse to see the Truth when it's presented. They ask for a peer reviewed study that will be done by someone that thinks the heteronormative fascist society needs to be re categorized÷they don't know they are a one use tool of net zero or they pray to it.

Do you see any group of force with actual hard or soft power to arrest anyone for any crime that has been unleashed upon humanity of late? 

The real criminals that send your children to war to fill their pockets. 

The real criminals that make disease so they can sell you a cure that is worse then the disease. 

Our State that says Putin is a criminal while we discuss putting Nuclear weapons in Poland. Meanwhile how much money are we sending to Ukraine for defense of what? Where is that money coming from?

Have you asked how long will they allow us fuel yet in your minds eye? There will come that moment...

Be still and listen

One day I'll tell you a story

PraySpell and light a candle with a match. Watch the flame flicker and see the heat rise. Say your words to the Angels and the Saints, praise the Prophets, praise glory on our Mother and thank our Father that we serve.

They made a biological weapon to attack humans and you still listen to what they advise you...and I'm over here wondering why they aren't rotting in a real prison with the complete understanding of 'they didn't just forget, they weren't taught true history', and now it will repeat its self in different words.